Chapter 290: The Pain That Can't Be Healed

When the abandoned house was cleaned up, Momo suddenly noticed that there was a sense of déjà vu here: Isn't this the same as my room?

The same dresser, the same agarwood, and the same album.

Did my father copy my mother's room?

Thinking that she might just be a substitute for her father for so many years, Momo wished to kill herself: Why is the meaning of my life to be a substitute for others? Even if that person is my mother, I don't want it!

Turning around and glancing at Kang Yan behind him, Momo's tears became more and more: "Are you satisfied now?" ”

Before Kang Yan could speak, Momo pushed him to the ground and rushed out alone.

Worried that Momo would do something stupid, Kang Yan called all the friends he could think of, hoping that they could help stop her, and he followed Momo all the way to prevent her from disappearing from his sight for a second.

Ridiculous, ridiculous!

As long as Momo thinks that her father not only regards herself as a shadow of her mother emotionally, but also the favorable conditions she enjoys are all because of her mother.

So if you say that you look different from your mother, will these honors be gone? Are you going to be kicked out like a pauper?

Only now did Momo realize that her heart hurt so much, she really couldn't forgive her father for treating herself as a shadow, and a shadow of a dead man.

It's not that she's not unfilial, it's not that she's completely ungrateful for the sacrifices her mother makes. But isn't more than 20 years of sacrifice enough? I've been a stand-in for my mother for more than 20 years, do you want to continue now?

Lying quietly on the railing of the suspension bridge on the ground and crying, Momo's heart was simply cold: Kang Yan, do you love me or not? If you love me, why do you have to force me, why!

Climbing up the railing little by little, Momo stood on the top of the suspension bridge and looked down, dizzy for a moment.

"Momo, what are you doing!"

Kang Yan, who arrived later, saw Momo climb onto the suspension bridge, his whole heart was hanging, and his eyes were bloodshot: "Don't get excited, don't get excited, okay?" ”

"How can I not be excited?"

Momo glanced at Kang Yan who was standing on the ground with resentment, and her eyes were already red: For you, these pains are mine, and it is best for me to bear them alone, isn't it? However, for me, these pains should be borne by us together, because we are husband and wife, husband and wife!

Reaching out to wipe her tears, Momo showed a desperate smile at Kang Yan: "I know that you have always hated my father, and I am the same!" So, now I follow your wishes and pay the penalty for my sins with my life! ”

"Don't!"

When Kang Yan watched Momo jump down, he had already forgotten everything, and jumped down, pulled her into his arms with his arms, and desperately swam with her to the shore.

However, Momo has long lost the desire to survive, she just passively let Kang Yan hold her, and she didn't make any efforts.

Even Kang Yan, who is particularly water-based, is very helpless when facing such a person, and gradually shows a tired posture.

Momo glanced at Kang Yan, who had slowed down a little, and said that he didn't have to worry about himself, he could let her go and fend for herself, anyway, she had nothing to worry about at the moment.

Kang Yan was very angry at Momo's statement, and yelled at her loudly, saying that how could she be so irresponsible, they also have a son, if the son has no mother since he was a child, what a blow it will be to him.

Hit?

Pursing her lips and smiling, Momo felt that what Kang Yan said was very funny: Just because I want to think about you, do I have to make my life unhappy? What kind of truth is this, and what kind of world is this?

Tremblingly stretched out his hand to hold Kang Yan's face, Momo took a serious look at him, and suddenly used his strength to push him away.

Watching Momo's body sink, Kang Yan quickly dived into the water, hugged her, kissed her on the lips and gave her oxygen.

Momo didn't expect him to come to this point and still refuse to let go of himself and fend for himself, which made her extremely annoyed: Are you crazy? Do you know that if I don't die, all of you will be unhappy, and instead of this, you might as well let me die, only if I die, you can be easy!

Although Momo thinks so in his heart, for Kang Yan, it is absolutely impossible for him to do that, because he wants the family to be together, whether they are happy or unhappy, they must enjoy it together.

What happened in the past is the ending that cannot be changed, but what can be changed is the ending now.

Desperately crawled ashore with Momo, Kang Yan didn't even have the time to wipe off the water droplets on his face, and directly slapped Momo: "You are ridiculous!" Even if the pain your dad brought to you makes you unbearable, you are not qualified to commit suicide! ”

"Why aren't you eligible?"

clenched her fists angrily, a lot of tears secreted from Momo's eyes, and she roared at Kang Yan one by one, saying that her life was her own, and no one was qualified to stop her decision.

"Your own?"

sneered and patted her face, Kang Yan's eyes became cold, pinched her chin vigorously, opened her mouth and bit her red lip, warning her not to be self-righteous and think that her life belongs to her, her life is not alone after marriage, it still belongs to Kang Yan as a husband and to the children.

Momo naturally knew that what he said was right, but she just didn't want to admit that she had done wrong, so she just stubbornly held her head high.

Seeing that Momo still looked like she didn't admit her mistakes, Kang Yan squinted her eyes again: I have to make her admit her mistake, otherwise, I can save her today, but if she still wants to commit suicide tomorrow, then I can't stop it.

With a long exhale, Kang Yan bent down and pinched her chin, reminding her that if there was such a move, he would throw his son to death, and she didn't want to fulfill her responsibilities as a mother to her son anyway, so why should he take care of the child.

"You're not human!"

Momo raised his hand and slapped Kang Yan's shoulder in shame, saying that he couldn't treat the child like this, the child was innocent and should not be involved in the grievances of adults.

"If you know, why do you want to do it yourself?"

As soon as he heard Kang Yan say this, Momo finally understood that he was actually reminding himself that he was too selfish, trying to use his so-called pain to let go of his responsibility.

Yes, if the child has no mother, what love can he get from his father alone?

Mo Mo just thought about the hard work she had suffered in the past, and began to regret her impulse: If it weren't for Kang Yan jumping into the water to save me today, my son would have suffered like me. Kang Yan's temper has never been very good, if he starts, it will inevitably be heavier, right?

Noticing that Momo's attitude had changed, Kang Yan bent down and squatted in front of her, gently held her face with his palm, leaned over and kissed her forehead, and his eyes were no longer hostile, but full of affection.

I really want to get rid of this tenderness, but when Momo faces Kang Yan's eyes, she always can't help but convince herself that this is the last time to compromise with him, but what is the result? But she is becoming more and more inseparable from this man.

When Chenchen and the others came to the river bank together, they saw Momo leaning against Kang Yan and crying, and anyone who watched that scene would feel sad.

Although Bing Xiuzhe knew that Kang Yan had good intentions and wanted to make his sister happy, he had to say that this was a risky move, because his sister had not fully accepted these injuries at all.

Pulling Kang Yan up, Bing Xiuzhe punched him hard in the face: "You get out of here!" ”

"Xiuzhe!"

Qian Rou pulled his clothes and glanced at him with some complaint, saying that he shouldn't treat Kang Yan so impulsively.

Bing Xiuzhe asked Qian Rou to comfort Momo, telling her that he had to teach Kang Yan a lesson, because he was so self-righteous that he almost cost Momo his life for this.

Qian Rou, who originally wanted to dissuade her, saw the thick anger in Bing Xiuzhe's eyes, and knew that what she did next was superfluous, so she could only shake her head helplessly: Forget it, I'd better comfort Momo.

Bending over to Momo's side, Qian Rou pinched her little face dissatisfied, and asked her why she had to torture everyone in such an extreme way.

pursed her lips aggrievedly, Momo told Qian Rou that she was just a little unable to bear the pressure, and she didn't want to toss everyone. Besides, she doesn't have a reason to toss everyone, does she?

Shaking her head helplessly, Qian Rou sighed: "However, if you do this, the hearts of all of us are in our throats." Did you know that happiness is earned by yourself? Everything in the past is gone! ”

Momo nodded vigorously, indicating that of course she knew that it was already a thing of the past, but because it was already in the past, she would become more and more unable to let go.

Those old things are like regular bombs, bombs, and they will always make a sharp blade hang above her head, as if she will die if she moves casually, which is very painful.

Without waiting for everyone to speak, Momo once again showed a bitter smile: "I have long lost confidence in my father. If it hadn't been for the fact that my room was designed according to my mother's, maybe I might have given him a chance, but alas, he ruined it! ”

Bing Xiuzhe wanted to comfort his sister, but after all, he was an adopted child, and it was impossible for him to know how Momo felt too much heartache.

Seeing his sister in such pain, Bing Xiuzhe also felt very lost: when will everyone's pain be completely ended?

"Child, I~"

"Don't come here!"

Hearing her father's voice, Momo stood up tremblingly, her eyes showed strong hostility, and she pointed to his face with a finger: "You get out of here, I don't want to see you, I don't want to see you every day!" ”

It's not a memorial to your mother, it's your mother's meaning, my son, how can I let you know that I never saw you as your mother's shadow? You are like her, but you are not like her, to be precise, between you and me, that is the most similar!

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