Good for me? Yes, half and half. In fact, there is nothing wrong with what they said, at this time, everyone's face to face will only escalate the conflict and sadness, besides, what can I control? Just let it go.

After drinking the last sip of milk, I slowly went upstairs and picked up my schoolbag and rushed straight to the door to leave, when I lowered my head and put on my shoes, I suddenly heard Cao Ge and Xue Hao discussing Cao Cancan's mental health problems, and a wave of sadness came up in my heart inexplicably. I walked quickly out of the gate of Cao's house, and when I walked around the corner outside the courtyard wall, I suddenly slowed down.

I raised my head and looked at the white spikes of the Cao family building that I could see outside the courtyard wall, and a word suddenly flashed in my heart - prison. The two branches that stretched out of the courtyard hung down in the morning when the morning dew was dense, and the morning was not clear, and it was old and dusty.

I had only taken a few steps when I suddenly heard the sound of a car honking behind me, and I looked back to follow the sound. In the familiar car was the familiar Uncle Zhao: "You girl, why didn't you wait for me?" I went to the bathroom, and when I came out, I saw that the person was gone. Quick, get in the car! After Uncle Zhao finished speaking, he opened the rear door. I stood next to the car with my bag strap in both hands and hesitated.

Uncle Zhao was anxious: "Look, you kid, get in the car!" What, this doesn't take my car? I looked down at the tip of my shoe and didn't speak. Hurry up, it's late! I saw that Uncle Zhao was a little anxious, so he mechanically got into the back seat of the car.

"Hey, Cancan, this kid, I grew up watching. The temper is very strong, and I don't know how long it will take for this child to recover. After Uncle Zhao finished speaking, he glanced at me in the rearview mirror in the front row, I didn't speak, and then turned my head out the window. Mu Xi, what Uncle Zhao said to you may be a little deeper, but I think you should be able to understand. Uncle Zhao wants to tell you, don't blame Cancan, in fact, in addition to her personality, she has not been much better than you since she was a child. ”

After Uncle Zhao finished speaking, he saw that I didn't move, and looked back at me. Knowing that I was listening, he continued: "When people are young, they always look very short, and they feel that this life is just about the little things in front of them, and the good and bad things are all these things. I don't think so when I'm older. Like me now, when I think back to my childhood, I would rather have a little memorable thing at that time, even if it was so bad that it was unforgettable, at least, it won't be like now, think about the past, there is nowhere to start~"

"In your heart, do you complain about Cancan so much to you?"

"Nope." I said it without thinking. Uncle Zhao smiled: "Then, what about Cancan's father?" I thought about it: "Also~no~"

"What about your mother? Do you blame her? As soon as I asked this question, I was stunned.

In my heart, I can't really grasp how many heavens are separated between this hatred and love, and my hatred for my mother is always mixed with weakness. And this kind of softness is the kind of place that arises spontaneously from the bottom of people's hearts, and it hurts when you touch it.

It's like a sponge soaked in water, and every time you squeeze and touch, tears overflow.

For too long, too long I was afraid of people mentioning my mother, the scar that was hidden in the depths of my soul, and it felt like, like if you mentioned it, I panicked.

When the car stopped at the intersection with a flashing red light, Uncle Zhao looked back at me, but I looked out the window. Look at the traffic outside the window, and see all the hustle and bustle that has nothing to do with me.

Stopping and stopping along the way, I missed how many worldly landscapes.

When the car stopped in front of the school as usual, I suddenly couldn't move. I looked through the glass at everything I was familiar with, and the hustle and bustle without the morning sun was better than the early sun, but it used public opinion to draw me to the edge of the world. Uncle Zhao turned around and urged me twice, and then I mechanically opened the car door and stepped out.

The moment I got out of the car, I suddenly felt dizzy, and I hurriedly covered my eyes with my hands. At this time, I am like the person who has lived in the deep palace for a long time, and when I suddenly come into contact with the brightness, it is not a surprise, but a resistance.

I quickly lowered my head and ran towards the teaching building, but despite this, I still heard the remarks I didn't want to hear: "Eh, eh, isn't that Cao Muxi from Class X?" ”

"I'll go, she still has a face?!"

"Eh, don't you see it, it's her own today, the sister who turned around with her, there's no shadow!"

"No, she should not be here, right! What kind of world is this! I went, she and her mother ruined other people's families, and as a result, they were all over the world! There's really no one left! ”

"Quietly, quietly! Be careful to hear! ”

"I'm afraid she'll hear it! He is an illegitimate child himself, and he has a face to squeeze people?! Hum! ”

Statements like these, as I went up the stairs, one after another. I didn't know so much detail and the storyline was unbiased, how did these classmates who were also elementary school students know it, and this crowded staircase made it impossible for me to rush out of the crowd, so I walked up with a red face one step at a time.

I don't know what I did wrong to make God do this to me, to make me move forward like torment with every step in this moment. What they said became more and more difficult to hear, after all, this child would not be tactful when he spoke, they would only spread the false information they heard from the outside, and then add some spices as they passed it on, for fear that the incident would not be familiar. However, they do not understand the true situation of the incident, and they do not have the ability to distinguish between right and wrong.

Of course, there is no possibility of justification for this period of my life experience.

I finally got to the classroom, and as soon as I got to the seat, Kan Tao grabbed my arm: "Are you okay, Cao Muxi?" Yes? Did they hit you? Confused, I let go of my bag and took it into my hand: "Who?" Who do you say hit me? As soon as he finished speaking, he saw the strange gaze and the inaudible whisper from all around.

Kan Tao looked around the classroom and pulled me to sit down suddenly: "Basically, I know everything." ”

"Know what?"

"Know what! Know that someone is reporting your dad, yes, yes, it's about you! Kan Tao's voice became smaller and smaller, but I still heard the last sentence clearly.

I didn't speak.

"I thought you couldn't come today!" Kan Tao said timidly!

"Why don't you come?!" I went out to get my textbook and came back in a bad mood.

"No, not why. I just didn't expect it, so fast. ”

"What do you say? What's so fast? ”

"Cao Muxi, will you transfer schools?" Kan Tao did not answer my words directly, but went directly to the topic of transfer.

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