Kan Tao's desire to speak again and again actually shows that this incident is not what I imagined, or even worse. The atmosphere of the whole class was strange, and those children who were particularly fond of learning also had a hatred with books at the moment, and even the class leader who was upright was whispering to his table mates when he saw this situation.

The trickiness of this incident made me pull out the calm side of my heart in addition to panic and panic. No matter how sure I am in the context of the development of things, no matter how many times I have rehearsed the plot in my heart, this precarious mentality, in front of everyone's eyes, is basically on the verge of collapse.

I couldn't hear what my classmates were whispering around me, but it was mostly the impactful words with mockery and ridicule. I tried to escape from this fainting atmosphere, but thoughts and actions were never in a straight line. It seems that Kan Tao's state has always been dissociated, he will pretend to hold something and look at me sideways when he is doing questions, I know that he is worried about me. I didn't respond to Kan Tao's concern, and I ran away from him like a mother.

It was the morning recess time that put my whole plate on the stove and roasted it. After a long stop between class exercises, I don't know what kind of wind I smoked, but I inexplicably recovered that day. Perhaps, God has an enmity with me? Perhaps, it was I who created some sin in my previous life, and I found it all in this life? And when I wanted to hide in the dark.

When the music that had not been heard for a long time sounded on the radio, the whole school exploded. Classmates, you and I are chattering word by word.

"I'll go, Cao Muxi, isn't this music, this music dancing between classes? Oops, really, I finally had to rest for a while, and I had to toss it out. It's going to die. Kan Tao was beside me, holding a textbook in his hand, and said in a daze. After he said this, I also put down the homework book in my hand, and I couldn't help but complain in my heart, as Kan Tao said, the rebirth of this recess exercise has taken away the luck of many students at noon. Unfortunately, there is no way.

When everyone babbled and lined up to go downstairs, there was a short delay in the hall due to the crowd. This stagnation itself is nothing, but it has caused some people to shift their eyes and words to me.

"Hey~ There is really no one in this school! Annoying! Eh~ Look, isn't that one named Cao Muxi? ”

"Who? Cao what? ”

"You don't even know that? I'll go, it's too lonely and unheard! That's it, Class X, standing in the first, second, third, and fourth from the bottom of the line, and the fifth from the bottom! Do you see it? That's it, let me tell you, she has a sister who is also in our school, and I'll go out and show it to you in a while. Eh, just her and her sister, not a mother! ”

"Not a mom? What do you mean? Is her dad divorced? ”

"What a separation! It's still a problem to leave! Let me tell you, she is her father's child born outside, no one in the family knows, just her sister, who is not two years older than her, I have met twice at the school gate, and a driver sent it. Tsk, I've heard that if no one reports this time, the whole family would still be in the dark. ”

"Oh, then this little girl is pitiful!"

"Pathetic? Poor what? I can tell you, don't underestimate this little girl, I heard Teacher Zhang say before that she wrote Cao Mu on her family member list last semester! ”

"Cao Mu?"

"Oh, oh, I forgot to tell you that her father is the deputy director of the Urban Renewal Bureau, and he is young! Tsk, this time, it's a waste! Eh, you say, today's children really can't see it, just this little girl, can you see that her heart is so good? This kind of thing, don't talk about children, even adults have hairy claws! No, you see, this is not the same to come to school? ”

"Hey, Hugh said that, child, this matter, in my opinion, is still this adult ignorant! This is a young age, and the children around know a little bit about it, and then a little older, you try? Hey, I'm so ashamed that my child can't even lift his head! ”

"Also, this adult is really confused!"

"Confused? Adults, you can do what you want, don't you want to be a child? Hmph~ If you want me to say, this parent is really irresponsible! ”

It was the two teachers I didn't know from the class who spoke, and they gathered around the hall and dug into my heart sentence by sentence. I don't know who else heard these words, but it was clear that after those words, several of my classmates across the aisle gave me strange looks. I lowered my head deeply, and I silently said in my heart, "It's not me, it's not me~ You can't see me." ”

No one cared about the trauma of my young mind, and I was once again forced to be on the cusp of the storm, but what changed my mindset was that the conversation between the others had made me even more responsible for the incident on my father and mother. In fact, the idle talk of the two teachers is not wrong, too many men and women have become fathers and mothers without any psychological preparation, this kind of position that does not need to take the qualification certificate to go directly to the post, generation after generation, how much ignorance has been harmed, and how much romance should be buried under the cherry blossom tree?

The unfamiliar sound struck my heart one after another, and my steps as I moved forward suddenly became extremely heavy. I followed behind my classmates in front of me, and my fluttering steps made me almost knock down the people in the front row twice as I went down the steps. I arrived at the playground in a daze, finished my gymnastics in a daze, and when the radio shouted for the whole group to disband, I suddenly turned around and trotted all the way into the crowd, trying to get back to my seat as quickly as possible.

However, this huge school is not only flocked to the surging people, but also the sword and sword shadow that kills people without seeing blood!

The wind was whirring in my ears, and I ran so fast that I assumed that I was a nimble fish that could easily and merrily swim in the mundane world. And the real self is that I bumped into one person after another, shuttling back and forth in a group of disgust and curses, I panicked, I was nervous, I was afraid that I would hear the words I didn't want to hear again on the way back, I was anxious, I was panicked, I deceived myself and told myself, Uncle Zhao said, everything will pass, it will pass.

But, it seems, Uncle Zhao forgot to tell me how to face this heart-wrenching moment.

I ran to the classroom and sat down breathlessly.

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