It took me a few minutes to read all of them, and after reading them, I tried to reply to him several times, but every time my hand fell on the keyboard, I didn't know what I could say.

What to say? Say I'll wait for her to come back? Forget it, who could have predicted what would happen in the future, just like I didn't expect her to leave me now, and when she was able to break free from the shackles of her family after her academic success, would she come back? After I finish my studies and go to university in another city, will I ever come back here?

I don't know the answer, and no one will know the answer.

In the end, I didn't reply to Cheng Zexin a word, and the bombardment of the moon gradually subsided after I didn't reply to her news for a long time. I stared at the ceiling and hugged my phone for almost the night, and the next morning, I looked like a female ghost in the water.

Fu Chengwen, who came to pick me up from school, frowned when he saw me being so messy, took out a thermos cup from his bag and handed it to me.

"You've never had a time to worry about."

I've seen a thermos cup, and when I opened it, I saw that it was a cup of coffee that was still steaming, and I didn't care if it was hot or not, so I raised it and took a sip, and then I exhaled deeply, and while I had recovered some vitality, I asked Fu Chengwen:

"Do you know about Zexin?"

"If you don't know, do you think you'll be treated like this today?"

Although I am used to Fu Chengwen's attitude towards me, but in today's situation, I still feel a little uncomfortable when I hear him say such things. Fu Chengwen also realized that today's situation was special, coughed dryly, and then explained to me:

"At about eleven o'clock last night, Cheng Zexin sent me a message to tell me, but she didn't say when she was leaving, she just informed me about this matter, I guess you should have talked about it, so I didn't tell you again."

"yes, I see."

Although Fu Chengwen is very smart, he is not smart enough to put away all his small expressions and small movements from being discovered, so I can easily know that his words are just perfunctory to me, but I really don't want to continue to delve into it, so I don't bother to expose his pretense.

She won't let me send her, so let's not send it. Without saying goodbye, there is no point in going.

It was a day like this, I was with Fu Chengwen after class and dinner, and I didn't go to them, and they didn't come to me. By Tuesday, within one morning, the whole school had spread the news that Cheng Zexin had gone abroad.

This is nothing surprising, Cheng Zexin was originally a figure of the year in our school, and when she left like this, the sensation caused would naturally be very big. I had already guessed such a scene, so when these sounds reached my ears, I didn't feel anything. If Xiao Cheng hadn't come over and asked me what was going on, I don't think I would have been sad.

But he just came, and reminded me of the fact that we were secretive again, and I felt as if I had been cut by him with a thousand knives, from the inside out, from top to bottom, everywhere I felt pain.

Without Cheng Zexin by my side, I suddenly felt that my time became redundant. Moon used to have a lot of friends, and in the past, he was abducted by others twice in three days, but now it is still the case, so I am alone most of the time. It just so happened that the school had a very small bookstore, and I would go to that bookstore almost every time I got out of class.

Over time, not only did my classmates come there to find me after class, but I also became good friends with the proprietress of this bookstore, as long as I wanted to buy books, she would definitely give them to me at half price, and if I found any good books, she would also leave them for me in advance. I barely ate any snacks again, and all my pocket money was used to buy books.

Cao Yunxiao always joked with me that others are "the book has its own golden house, and the book has its own Yan Ruyu", and when it comes to me, it becomes "the book's own diet pills". I said there was nothing wrong with this, because during this period of time, I almost lost 20 pounds, from the beginning of 120 pounds of little fat man, to a small thin man of only 80 pounds, and if I work hard, I will almost lose half of me.

It is said that every fat person is a potential stock, and when he loses weight, his appearance will increase exponentially. I still had some expectations for this, thinking that if I lost weight, I would be more or less beautiful, so that I wouldn't feel that I was not worthy of them. But to me, I don't think this law seems to be so accurate, because I don't think I'm so beautiful no matter how I look at it, on the contrary, every time I think of this question, I always show Cheng Zexin's face in my mind.

I'm afraid I won't be able to surpass Cheng Zexin in my life, even if it's plastic surgery, I can't look better than her.

When I complained to Cao Yunxiao about this matter, Cao Yunxiao's mouth almost grinned to the root of his ears, and laughed at me and said that I shouldn't have the idea of being able to compare with Cheng Zexin.

Although there was no mistake in saying this, I felt awkward to hear this, so I beat him up without hesitation.

When Fu Chengwen and I talked about this matter again, although Fu Chengwen's reaction was not as strong as Cao Yunxiao's, his words were basically not much different from what Cao Yunxiao said, so I fought with him again without hesitation.

As a result, I lost, and was forced to promise to bring him half a month's breakfast. And Cao Yunxiao was not convinced, so I was forced to add another breakfast for Cao Yunxiao to bring.

Only at this time can I see that the two of them are really good brothers, and they help each other, but it really hurts me.

Moon felt that the two of them were too much of a bully, so she moved in to get him on my side. As a result, this guy here has always helped the moon and never helped his relatives, so I was hit again. Moon felt that Ji Li was really sorry for me for doing this, so while she was resting, she got up again and said that she wanted to dress me up.

As soon as she said this, I couldn't help but think of Cheng Zexinlai again, thinking that she had tried to change me again and again, but I struggled to avoid her destruction. So I suddenly changed my mind and nodded at the moon.

So on the first weekend of the second month after the start of school, the "renovation plan" for me was officially announced. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.