I looked at the moon earnestly, always hoping that she would consider my opinion, and the moon dodged at first, and then finally looked into my eyes.

"I don't know why you became Xiao Su's lobbyist, maybe you're right, he likes me, he likes me very much, I know this feeling, I also like others like this. But not everyone has time to wait, what I want, I know. I didn't have the energy to teach him how to fall in love, how to take care of me, how to feel sorry for me, really, I first agreed to be with him because I thought I could sit back and enjoy it. You can contradict me and say that in all the love that sits back and ends, there is another girl that he has tried to love. But I don't care, I just want someone to treat me well, not for me to spend time teaching him. Chen Yong's incident really made me very tired, I used up all the initiative, patience and courage, I just hope that someone can be good to me. Don't tell me it's fair, and you don't have to tell me he can learn slowly. Love is never fair, and in the process of learning slowly, I have to keep paying. I don't want to, you know? I don't want to grow up with anyone anymore. If I hadn't met Chen Yong, I might have been willing to work hard with him, but if I did, this is not something I could have predicted. I don't love him anymore, but the influence he left on me is still there. Xiao Su, if he really has anything to say, let him come and tell me himself, he really failed to find you as a lobbyist. ”

The more the moon spoke, the more excited she became, and finally I was afraid that she would not be able to control herself and yelled and flipped the table. She waited for half a minute before she sat down, panting all the time, as if the depression in her heart could not be relieved.

It's not that I don't understand the mood of the moon, and I believe that no matter which girl she is, she hopes that she can be unconditionally favored. But how can a boy at this age understand the meaning of so much responsibility, and someone must sacrifice himself to make him understand.

The moon doesn't dare, so what about me? Do I still have the courage?

Thinking of this, I also fell silent and did not speak again. The two of us sat facing each other and didn't speak again for a long time. At last it was the moon that broke the silence, and she sighed and said to me:

"Xiaobai, I know that you are doing it for my good, and I also know that you are doing this because you saw that I still have Xiao Su's phone, so I feel that I still have him in my heart. I'm not lying to you either, I do think he's good. But I've had enough of crying and laughing. If I can live freely and happily on my own, why should I push myself into an abyss from which I will never recover? I used to do a lot of things wrong because of my willfulness, and now that I realize my mistakes, I'm sure I won't repeat them. It's better to be sad for a while than to be sad for the rest of the day, so you promise me not to mention this to me again, okay? Let's just act like we haven't seen each other today, so you don't care about it anymore. ”

There was a hint of pleading in the moon's tone, and I knew I shouldn't go any further, so I nodded at her.

When I went back, I told Fu Chengwen about it, and Fu Chengwen blamed me for being nosy. I gave him a blank look, and said to him in a somewhat alophoc tone:

"Aren't I doing this for the moon? It's not that you don't know her, if she really doesn't feel for Xiao Su anymore, how can she still keep Xiao Su's contact information. I'm not afraid that she will regret it later, so I thought about helping her. ”

"I've told you countless times, you don't care about other people's emotional problems, you always those useless hearts, you say you are sick."

Fu Chengwen replied to me without even raising his eyes while writing the paper. I was so angry with his attitude that I glared at him fiercely, and then without saying a word to him, I silently began to write the paper.

In the evening, I told Cao Yunxiao about this matter, but when I told him, I suddenly remembered the question that I thought of at noon today, so I couldn't help but ask Cao Yunxiao: Love Book House

"Do you think we can really make it to the end?"

Cao Yunxiao was obviously stunned when he heard my question, and then he seemed to think about it for a long time before he cautiously asked me back:

"Why are you asking that all of a sudden, is there something going on?"

"No, it's just that when the moon told me these things, I suddenly thought of it."

I originally thought that with Cao Yunxiao's character, he would give me an affirmative answer without hesitation. I really didn't expect him to hesitate on this question, let alone answer my question directly. It's hard for me to describe how I'm feeling right now, I don't know if I'm sad or disappointed, but I know that maybe for a long time, maybe after what happened before, it becomes a luxury.

It turns out that sometimes love really can't stand the test, but it's a pity that we always want to pass the test to prove that the other person loves us.

Although I had deliberately concealed it, Cao Yunxiao could hear that something was wrong in my words, and he coughed dryly, as if trying to get my attention, and then he said to me in an extremely low and serious voice:

"Xiaobai, if it were before, I would definitely answer you without hesitation, and I would definitely hold your hand until the end. But now, I don't dare to promise you how long we can go. It's not because I don't love you anymore, it's because after going through that incident, I thought about a lot of things. I love you, so I want to give you more than just that. I want to give you happiness, pamper you, take care of you, but if my love is going to hurt you, like the last time, I really don't know if I can stick with it. I'm afraid I can't do it, and if my presence will bring you harm, I'd rather give you up to someone else, to someone more suitable for you than me. ”

"But I don't like other people, I just want you, I just want to be with you, I'm not afraid of getting hurt, I can bear it, but if I don't have you anymore, I... I... What am I going to do..."

I was so anxious that I couldn't help but burst into tears.

I'm not asking this question to get such an answer, I don't want to hear something so heavy. I just want him to say that he loves me, even if he lied to me, I can accept it, but why would he say this to me?

I don't want to hear it, I really don't want to hear it!