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I cried so much that I couldn't breathe, Cao Yunxiao listened on the other side of the phone, didn't say a word, and finally I was really tired of crying, and finally stopped by myself.

Hearing that I was no longer crying, Cao Yunxiao said in a doting tone:

"Stop crying?"

"I'm tired of crying."

"Can you listen to me now?"

"You say."

I was choked with breath and a very bad attitude, and I always felt that Cao Yunxiao owed me something. When Cao Yunxiao heard me say this, he suddenly smiled for no reason, and then continued:

"Do you feel disappointed, think that the answer I gave you is not what you want, think that I just lied to you, why do you want to tell you this."

"Hmm,"

"You stupid girl, why do you always think about so many things. You are the person I like, the woman I will marry into the family in the future, all the problems should be thought of by me first, and then I will solve them, you have nothing to think about these things. If you have this time, you might as well think about where you want to go after graduation. ”

"What did you say?"

"I said, think about where we're going on our graduation trip, I didn't announce it before the college entrance examination, and I pushed all the scripts, before going to college, I'm free, think about where the four of us are going on our graduation trip, and I won't bring my parents this time."

I was still immersed in the previous questions and didn't come out, so Cao Yunxiao's sudden change of topic made me a little confused, and I even forgot that I was about to take the college entrance examination, and thought that graduation was very far away from me. So it took me a minute to figure out what Cao Yunxiao was talking to me.

"Graduation trip? With your current status, is it really okay to hang out with us? ”

I was a little worried, afraid that if I really traveled, what happened before would be repeated, but Cao Yunxiao snorted indifferently and replied to me:

"Although I'm an actor, I'm still a person, what's wrong with traveling with friends? I can't live a normal life just because I'm an actor, right? Besides, I said it's a vacation, a vacation, a vacation, you know? If you don't have to work on vacation, I'm not an actor. ”

"But... But..."

Cao Yunxiao did make sense, and I couldn't refute it, but I still felt uneasy, and I still tried to persuade Cao Yunxiao to give up. Cao Yunxiao interrupted me a little impatiently and said to me:

"Okay, okay, if you're really scared, then let's go abroad to play, right?"

"Don't make a fuss, I'm so poor, I can't afford to go to China, and I still go abroad, what do you think. Even if we can go, Moon and Fu Chengwen can't go. "I love to read books

"So you can think about where to go now when you have time, don't always think about those useless things, just leave the future of the two of us to me. Okay, okay, don't cry, I'm going to work, you go to bed early, don't be late tomorrow morning, remember to eat dinner, or I'll let the old man teach you a lesson. ”

When Cao Yunxiao was talking, I heard someone calling him on the other end of the phone, and I knew that he was really busy, so I didn't say anything more and hung up the phone. But I didn't sleep, but thought about the two of us for a long time.

Maybe the side effect of love is to suffer from gains and losses, my confidence was destroyed by myself over and over again, and I relied on Cao Yunxiao to rebuild it over and over again. I don't know how long this cycle will last, and I am also beginning to be afraid that if this continues, Cao Yunxiao will not give up on me because of this.

Who wants to find a girl who is so sensitive and fragile that she can't even find any merits as a wife? It's hard not to talk about it, and it's always asking for trouble, how difficult it is.

I fell asleep with this thought in mind, and the next day, sure enough, I woke up late again.

After I came back to school, I was late almost every day, and Fu Chengwen was so used to the point that he would automatically and consciously prepare a bag of sliced bread for me every day, so that I had a faint tendency to gain weight in the recent period.

Since Cheng Zexin helped me lose weight, I have been very concerned about my figure. Although I didn't deliberately control my weight, I did do it carefully. Especially after Cheng Zexin left, I began to pay attention to my image, and there was almost no mess of going out without tidying up at all.

It's not because I'm enlightened, but I always feel that Cheng Zexin values my image so much, and I can't continue to harm myself. And I don't know when Cheng Zexin will come back, in case she comes back suddenly and finds that I am sloppy and fat, she will definitely be disappointed in me.

I really don't want to disappoint her.

Fu Chengwen once said that the three of them worked so hard together and didn't change anything about me, but I didn't expect Cheng Zexin to make such a big change in just a few words. He even joked that if it weren't for Cheng Zexin's transformation of me, Cao Yunxiao might not be able to look down on me, I didn't make any rebuttal to this, and even faintly felt that Fu Chengwen's words had a little truth.

At lunchtime, I told Moon and Fu Chengwen about Cao Yunxiao's preliminary plan. Both of them were extremely excited after hearing this, and they couldn't wait to start making plans. I just listened and didn't say a word.

After a long time of talking, the two of them realized that something was wrong with me, and then the two of them stopped and looked at me together.

"Hey, Xiaobai, what's going on with you today, why are you so quiet? When it comes to traveling, shouldn't you be the happiest person? Why don't you say a word? ”

There was a hint of worry in the moon's voice, and I glanced at her, sighed, and said in a mournful voice:

"I always have a bad premonition, and I'm a little scared that if I go out to play, something like Ruan Jinling will happen again."

"Hey, there are four of us together, and it's not just the two of you, what are you worried about?"

When the moon heard my words, she sneered, and almost disliked me for thinking about those useless things for a day. Of course, I didn't think about what she said, but I was still a little worried.

"There's nothing wrong with that, but what if?"

"How can there be so many in case, you think too much. I'm telling you, as long as you two don't show your true feelings, it's okay to kiss and hug, and nothing will happen at all. Even if something out of the ordinary happens, he still has his team, and there will always be a solution. All you have to think about now is to take the exam well, do you hear me? ”