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I was tempted to say something to comfort Su Qin, but I understood that sometimes, language was actually the most useless thing. Everyone understands the truth, but whether you can see through it and whether you can do it is up to you. I can't interfere with other people's choices, just like Su Qin didn't want to change me, so I didn't speak, but stood up and walked in front of Su Qin and gave her a big hug.
I could clearly feel Su Qin's resistance, but she didn't push me away, I think it's a good thing, at least she's trying to accept me and let me into her heart. I hugged her harder until I heard a slight sobbing sound in my arms.
Time seemed to stop at this moment, and I gently stroked her back, hoping to relieve her pain, until about half an hour had passed, and Su Qin struggled to poke his head out of my arms.
"It's such a shame, I originally wanted to educate you, but I was told to cry."
Although there was some complaint in Su Qin's tone, her voice sounded obviously much more relaxed. I sat back down, didn't take her words, and tried to start something new. Su Qin also took advantage of the situation, as if nothing had happened just now.
For the next few days, the two of us would go to each other's hospital rooms to play when we were fine. When Su Qin's grandmother saw the two of us, she often smiled from ear to ear, and tried to change her mind to cook food for the two of us. Of course, in order to make the old man happy, I deliberately confessed to Su Qin, so that I didn't accidentally say that I missed my mouth, and we couldn't explain it yet.
Su Qin's injuries were mild, and it didn't take long for him to be discharged from the hospital. As soon as she left, I suddenly got bored, and then I tried to persuade my mother to let me go back to school.
It was probably the most aggressive request to go to school since I was so old that my mom couldn't believe her ears. I repeatedly told my mom several times that I really wanted to go back to study, and finally my mom told me that she and my dad had thought about it, and if it was delayed any longer, let me take a year off from school at home, so that I didn't have to worry, after all, my body is important, and I will talk about it after taking care of my body first.
As soon as my mother said this, I was anxious, what kind of suspension should I study, I am such a good person, and I don't lack arms or legs, but I am injured a little, why do I have to suspend school? My mom's explanation for this was that she and my dad thought I couldn't keep up after I had been missing class for so long, and they didn't want me to go and take a hit and repeat my studies for another year.
I know my parents are doing it for my good, but it's absolutely impossible to take a leave of absence. Not to mention whether I can keep up with the study, but the thought of me going to study for another year with my younger siblings makes me feel very scary. Now the only motivation to keep me going down is to graduate quickly, leave here, and start living again in a place where no one knows me, and if I have to repeat my studies for another year, I am afraid that I will not be able to bear the pressure and will go crazy.
Of course, I definitely can't say these things to my parents. Even though they already knew what had happened, I always subconsciously avoided telling them about it. My mom and dad tried to talk to me several times, but I higgled and diverted the topic. Eventually, they gave up and told me that they would never talk about it again if I fell down the stairs.
I'm glad that these two people "let me go", but the reason doesn't sound too good. So lately, I've been very careful when I hit the stairs, for fear that what they said would come true, and I would actually fall down the stairs.
Ever since I talked to my parents, the matter of being discharged from the hospital has been on the agenda. Soon the two of them had gone through the formalities, and by the time I finally took off my hospital gown, and now at the entrance of the hospital, I swore I really didn't want to take another half step into the hospital.
After that, I stayed at home for another two days and then went back to school. globe
When they saw me, they didn't show anything else, as if they had never been talking about me behind my back. But I think that's pretty good, otherwise I don't know how to deal with it if it causes a lot of noise.
But what made it worse for me was that I had almost a mountain of rolls on my desk.
"Fu Chengwen! Can't you help me clean up the table! It's okay to just put the roll away! Why are you so lazy! ”
I looked at the table where I couldn't start and wanted to cry without tears, and I couldn't help yelling at Fu Chengwen. Fu Chengwen glanced at me lightly, didn't say a word, and continued to do his exercises. I was so angry that I wanted to stick all the rolls on that table, but because I couldn't beat him, I had to sit down and silently start cleaning up by myself.
It wasn't until class that I packed the papers into categories. After the first class, I was called to Yu Bing's office.
I was supposed to ask me a lot of questions in the future, but to my surprise, he just asked me about my physical condition, and then asked me if I needed to be tutored by teachers of various subjects. I didn't completely refuse, and told him that I would get used to it first, and if I really couldn't keep up, I would come back to him.
Yu Bing seemed pleased with my answer, as he rarely smiled at me so genuinely. But he made me a little scared, for fear that he would say something that I couldn't accept.
After all, he never plays cards according to common sense.
Fortunately, he didn't say much this time, just chatted with me for a few words, comforting me and telling me not to be too anxious, I will definitely be able to catch up in this aspect of learning, and if I have any problems, I will find him in time or something.
I thanked him again and again and then ran away from the office, fearing that if I stayed a little longer, he would mention the matter of giving me make-up lessons again. After I went back to class, I asked Fu Chengwen to ask him to copy all the recent notes of various subjects for me.
While he was waiting for him to flip through his notes, I was still thinking about how long I would have to copy, how much time it would take for each subject to be calculated, and even thinking about whether to stay up all night. As a result, when Fu Chengwen handed me the notes, I was dumbfounded.
The book is all new.,And all of them are my favorite type.,And the notes in it are from the day I had an accident.,Re-written.。 Not only that, all the exercises that the teacher has talked about on the paper have detailed annotations, and the solution ideas are specially marked with a red pen.
It's not an exaggeration at all, I can't write such a wrong book and notes, even if I change my hands. And I was envious, when I heard Fu Chengwen say to me:
"It's all sorted out for you, you can just read the above things."