When it comes to the word rebellion, it seems that I have more say than others.

Strictly speaking, it seems that my entire youth was associated with rebellion and unruliness. In fact, to be honest, I used to think that after I was released for a while, I would naturally retract my heart and then be my original self again. In fact, people go downhill, not only fast, but also steady and ruthless. It's when you hit rock bottom that you suddenly look up and find that there's no way back.

And, as I get older, it seems that these days are getting faster and faster every day. When I arrived in high school, I suddenly felt tired of playing and bored, and suddenly I realized that it was too late to regret it.

I used to hear people say, heck, don't waste time in childhood and youth, because time is gone, etc., at the time I thought it was a joke, and when I was really about to go from being an adult to an adult, I looked back at the so-called childhood and youth, and I was confused.

I didn't give myself a good account, and I also broke my promise to my mother not to fight with myself. When a person makes a mistake and wants to repent, is it too late to find that it is too late? Perhaps, something to do. At least for me, it was too late.

Although the school I attended was not private, it was also famous in Nanjing at that time. is famous not because of the fame of the school, but because of the unhealthy atmosphere that has become common in the school. Most of the students here come from well-off families, so it's important to compare with each other. What brand of clothes do students wear when they are studying? How much is my what? What kind of car do you drive? Where have I been, etc.

Although the environment is not the initiator of a person's vanity, it is enough to make a person's vanity swell and ferment rapidly in a short period of time. What does that speed look like? Similar to launching a rocket. Count down to five, and then bang ~ the ground, and it will run to the sky, do you want to get it back? Difficult.

Actually, Cao Ge gave me a lot of pocket money, but if you want to satisfy my vanity, it is still far from enough. However, after all, Cao Ge has already married and has his own children, so I am not too embarrassed to ask for money often. It's not that she won't give, but she will definitely give, which makes me feel uncomfortable. After all, I don't use this money to buy any textbooks and books, but to do some crooked thoughts that have nothing to do with studying or even serious things. So, during that time, I made one of the biggest mistakes in my life. One night, while I was lying in bed looking out the window at the moon, I suddenly had a flash of inspiration - life is so difficult, should I look for a shortcut?

What is this shortcut? Unearned.

At that time, I opened my mouth to open my mouth, but I was still in the stage of inflated vanity, and I forgot the example of taking shortcuts naked around me, Zhang Jing.

For naïve and evil-minded people, it seems that there are shortcuts. And when you really take a shortcut or a detour? You won't know until you reach your destination. I am one of the thousands of people in the world who take shortcuts, of course, the destinations are different, but the fool's road in the middle is the same.

When I was in high school, my "strengths" became apparent. What is this "advantage"? It's looks. When I was in high school, my school bag was always stuffed with gifts and love letters, but I can say that there were so many that I didn't even open them and threw them all in the trash. I'm not unloved, it's just that I don't study and do nothing all day, but my mind really doesn't use it.

At that time, I always received all kinds of gifts for this festival and that festival. Later, Cao Ge found out the clue, and she asked Uncle Zhao to be careful when picking me up. Cao Ge talked to me about this later, and she said that she did not reject early love, but I was very angry at that time. Puppy love, its existence itself, should be beautiful, simple and pure, but my state at that time was not sunny, she was afraid that I would not be able to face this thing, and ran away.

Her worries are actually reasonable, and in fact, I am really not as bad as she thinks, I am just simply fighting with myself, and the more I twist back, the more I twist my jaw. Just like Cao Cancan said that my adolescence was like a straight thread, but as a result, after being folded in half, it was twisted, and the more I twisted it, the more I tried to untie it, the more I couldn't untie it, and finally it became a few dead knots.

In my class, high school was still divided into arts and science classes, and I was divided into literature classes. Maybe it's because God has arranged a lot of emotional scenes in my life dramas, my Chinese grades have always been very good, of course, almost all other subjects are countdown, especially mathematics.

When I was in high school, I was still a celebrity. Half of this is because I am known for my belligerent personality, and the other half is because of my looks. There was a boy in the Science (3) class at that time, named Song Zitian. He is an unruly kind of rich boy, and he is also quite famous in school, and he is white. In fact, he is not ugly, and there are not many little girls chasing him, but I don't like it. You ask me why, and I don't know. After all, liking this thing is based on tolerance, and who sees who is pleasing to the eye and who is not pleasing to the eye, how can there be any conclusion. Anyway, it's like looking at the right eye, how to look at how proud, not the other way around.

His family has money, but I didn't ask what he did, and he didn't say. But judging from the vehicle that picked him up at night, it should be a lot of money. To tell you the truth, he likes me very much, and every day he sends all kinds of snacks, small gifts, and love letters in a mess. This kind of delivery method soon became known to all schools. I know that there are a few little girls who like him who are secretly very unconvinced, but there is no way, who wants to think back then, I am also half a "sister".

I've always been indifferent. But once, a girl in our class was younger than me, and she kept calling me Sister Xi, hehe~ Sister Xi, it sounds funny, right, and now I think so too. However, it was still very beautiful at the time.

"Sister Xi, this is a gift I brought to Beijing a few days ago, for you." It was just a small keychain, nothing special, I took it and was about to open the package, but it was snatched by another girl next to me: "Take away your broken things, do you think Sister Xi hasn't been there?" What does a broken keychain show? Last time in Beijing, this time I shouted! Who hasn't been to Beijing these days? ”

"XX, do you think I didn't send you, you feel that your face is dull? I sent Sister Xi, what are you calling for? "When they were arguing, I was very embarrassed. I haven't been to Beijing.

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