Naturally, I didn't dare to talk to Fu Chengwen about this problem, and I knew that if I did, I would not only not get help, but also might cause trouble. I'm confused enough now, and I really can't afford to make any more trouble, so I might as well make do with it first, and then I'll figure out my mind, maybe it will be good.

With such a thought, I fell asleep on Fu Chengwen's back unconsciously. By the time I opened my eyes again, it was already the next morning.

It was almost the earliest time I had ever woken up, and at four o'clock I got out of bed and looked for water everywhere to drink. And I didn't just feel thirsty, I felt a splitting headache, and with every step I took, my head felt like it was going to explode.

When I finally had enough water and stumbled back into bed, I couldn't help but cry out in pain, "Alcohol isn't a good thing," and began to roll over in bed, trying to get another good night's sleep.

However, my head hurt so much that I couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and I couldn't help it, so I jumped out of bed and went to the cabinet in the living room to look for medicine. I finally found a painkiller tablet that was about to expire, stuffed it into my mouth, and then lay down again. Soon the effects of the medicine worked, and I fell asleep again.

By the time I woke up again, it was almost noon. Feeling a little hungry, I rubbed my eyes and sat up, thinking about what I was going to eat in a while as I got up. When I opened my eyes completely, I realized that there was another person in my room.

"Hey Cao Yunxiao, when did you come? Why is there no sound? ”

I thumped my head and asked lifelessly. Cao Yunxiao was so angry by my attitude that he jumped up directly, but he still lowered his voice and said to me:

"I've been missing since yesterday afternoon, I'm afraid that if I don't come to you again, I'm going to die!"

Although his voice was already very low, Cao Yunxiao's resentment in his stomach still made his tone and attitude seem a little mean. I knew I had done something wrong this time, so I sat there honestly, looking down for his forgiveness. But I didn't expect that when Cao Yunxiao saw me like this, he became even more intensified.

"Why don't you speak? Don't you even have a single explanation for doing something wrong? ”

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have failed to contact you."

Hearing Cao Yunxiao's words, I lowered my head and muttered this. After hearing this, Cao Yunxiao stood up from his seat with a "pout", walked in front of me in two steps, and said to me:

"What kind of attitude do you have, can't you admit your mistakes if you want to admit them?"

Although I understand Cao Yunxiao's mood very well, I really don't think it's a big deal, he can just vent a few words, why do you have to lose your temper so much. My head was already very painful, and when he quarreled like this, the anger came out at once, so I couldn't help yelling at him:

"Hey, Cao Yunxiao, don't go too far, I admit that I'm wrong, what else should you do!"

"What are you yelling at! It's your fault, what kind of attitude do you have, I've been worried all night, can't I vent? ”

"I've told you about going to the party, and I'm with Fu Chengwen, if you can't find it, I can call Fu Chengwen, and besides, you don't know where my home is, can't you come if you want to? What are you worried about? ”

I yelled impatiently, then pulled the quilt and curled up in the innermost part of the bed, without looking at Cao Yunxiao again. After a while, I heard Cao Yunxiao sigh, and then sat down beside me, and said to me in a gentle voice as much as possible:

"You said you haven't heard from you for so long, so can I not worry? If I hadn't asked Fu Chengwen and knew that he sent you back last night, then I would have come to your house to look for you last night. I'm really scared, afraid that something will happen to you again. If there is a real problem at that time, I can't be by your side to protect you, and if something happens, what will you let me do? ”

Cao Yunxiao was so gentle with a hint of grievance, and when I raised my head to look at him again, I even found that his eyes were slightly red. I felt that I was really guilty of a great crime in an instant, and I couldn't help but feel a little remorseful, I grabbed my hair, and then comforted Cao Yunxiao with a little weakness:

"I'm sorry, I didn't have a very good attitude just now. I didn't mean to shout at you, I just... Oh, then I didn't drink too much, I didn't think about it that much, and it wasn't for Fu Chengwen to be there, if he wasn't there, I wouldn't have gone to such a party. I promise you that no matter who you go out with in the future or do anything, I will always report to you, if you don't let me go, I won't go, okay? ”

I think that's the biggest concession I can make, and if I had to say anything more about it, I really can't think of it. I was even ready for Cao Yunxiao to continue to teach me, but after he heard this, he just raised his hand and rubbed my hair, and said to me in a begging tone:

"Xiaobai, I know that for so long, I have been by your side and Fu Chengwen has always taken care of you, but I am here now, so can you rely on me a little more. I'm your boyfriend, it's my responsibility to take care of you and protect you, can you treat me as your dependence? ”

"I'm not jealous, I didn't know you and Fu Chengwen for the first day, I know that the relationship between you and Fu Chengwen is like brother and sister, and he is used to taking care of you and protecting you. But... But I'm your boyfriend, I think I'm the first to know what's going on around you, and when you have a problem, the first person to think of will be me, and whether you're happy or not, you'll be the first to talk to me. Otherwise, I really don't know the purpose of my existence, what else is there besides causing you trouble. ”

I didn't expect that just such a trivial matter would make Cao Yunxiao feel so much emotion. I looked him in the eye and didn't really know what to say for a moment. But I know that Cao Yunxiao will never have such a feeling because of this incident, and he should have been accumulating these words for a long time if he can say these words today. Maybe it was because he wasn't with me at the time and didn't have a position to talk to me about it, but now that he is finally by my side, he has the courage to say it. But what about later, when we are separated? Who am I going to rely on?