Cao Ge finally regained his spirits under everyone's persuasion, and he was more lively at home than he was a few days ago, and he had more energy to focus on the two of us. To this day, I am still very grateful to her for being able to treat me and Cao Cancan equally during those days.

As a veteran cadre who has made outstanding contributions to the party and government organs, the government sent people to visit the family when the Chinese New Year was approaching that year. During the condolences, everyone mentioned that grandpa was a soldier when he was young, and naturally, they also mentioned the old leader's great military exploits back then. So, someone who visited suggested that he wanted to see the medal that his grandfather won that year, but Cao Ge couldn't refuse, so he went upstairs to find it.

It seemed to be the first time she had entered her grandmother's room since she returned from Yunnan.

That day, my grandmother was lying in bed taking a nap, probably because of the medication, and my grandmother had been sleeping deeply since she got sick. Therefore, the sound made by Cao Ge when he entered her room did not wake her up.

Wu's mother rummaged through with Cao Ge with her impression, and she said that she remembered that her grandmother seemed to have said that she had put it in a small drawer, but it was not clear whether she moved it again. According to Wu's mother's impression, this drawer is nothing.

So Cao Ge simply turned over the cabinets in his grandmother's house in a row. As a result, in the drawer of a chest of drawers near the window, Cao Ge found his childhood toys, as well as the awards and certificates he won when he was a student, as well as Cao Qi and Cao Mu's paintings drawn on straw paper due to the lack of toys in that era, all neatly placed in a box.

Cao Ge reached out and picked up a mottled piece of paper, the color of the paper had turned yellow, what kind of home was painted on it? The handwriting has been eroded by the years and can no longer be seen clearly. She didn't know that it was the childhood mark of one of the two brothers. The immature brush may have painted his beautiful vision of his family back then. In fact, the warm and harmonious scenes presented on the picture did not appear in Cao Ge's impression. But even so, she was still in tears when she saw the painting.

Mother Wu was squatting behind her and rummaging through the cabinet, when she suddenly heard sobbing behind her, and she got up and walked.

She saw the painting in the singer Cao: "This is left by the old lady." I remember when I was about to throw it away, she stopped me. She said that when you grow up or get old, it will be very meaningful to take it out and look at your memories when you were a child. ”

Cao Ge picked up a doll that had lost his arm again, and opened the award certificate from his school when he was at the bottom of the floor, one after another, one after another. Wu's mother glanced back at her sleeping grandmother on the bed, and whispered to Cao Ge: "Actually, it's not that your mother doesn't love you, it's just that sometimes, the back of hate is love." Many of her practices are indeed inappropriate, but in fact, after your divorce, she also lost sleep for a long time. Cao Ge covered his mouth and cried. She cried very quietly, probably for fear of waking up the sleeping old man on the bed.

After Wu's mother finished saying that, she was going downstairs: "I'll go and refill some tea for them." Before going out, she patted Cao Ge's back with one hand: "How can there be a mother who doesn't feel sorry for her child!" It's just that in a different way. After Wu's mother went out, she closed the door casually. I stood at the door of my bedroom, and when Wu's mother closed my grandmother's door, under the light of the door was an old man in the twilight and a child who was sad for love.

After that day, I think Cao Ge still has some changes towards his grandmother. Although she still rarely goes to her grandmother's bedroom and has little communication with her grandmother, she will help Wu's mother cook the soup for her grandmother when she is busy cooking. This did not exist before. In my opinion, this is also a sign of letting go of hatred in a person's heart. Perhaps, what Wu's mother said is right, there are many interpretations of love, and it is impossible for Cao Ge and grandma to return to a long, long time ago, or to be as close as other mothers and daughters, but perhaps, the love between the two of them is this deep and restrained. Each other is tough on the lips, but in the heart they are concerned about each other in another way.

The Chinese New Year will be coming soon. This year's New Year, for the Cao family, it's really not as good as it.

And that year's Spring Festival was of great significance to me.

When he was a child, Xue Hao brought his mother over. The mother was very stubborn, no matter how everyone discussed her letting her live in the Cao family until the New Year, the mother did not agree. The Xue family was also very busy a year ago, and Uncle Zhao was on vacation, so a few times, my mother took the bus back.

On the night of the Chinese New Year, which was two days away, my mother went back by herself as usual. As a result, he fainted at the bus stop. Enthusiastic people searched all over her belongings, but could not find valuable identity information. In this way, the mother was taken to a nearby hospital by passers-by. After the rescue, he contacted the police station in the jurisdiction. Fortunately, the people from the police station knew Xue Hao and recognized his mother as Xue Hao's friend, and we learned about the thrilling night of our mother.

So, Cao Ge drove to and from the hospital in the middle of the night to go through the transfer procedures for his mother, and contacted the doctor for examination, laboratory tests, and consultations, and it took a whole day and a night before Cao Ge returned home.

She took off her scarf and leaned back on the couch with a pale face. I looked at her, and all the words I wanted to ask my mother were at the door of my teeth, and I couldn't open my mouth.

"How is she?" Wu's mother handed over a cup of hot water and asked with concern.

Cao Ge waved his hand: "It's okay, low blood pressure, malnutrition, and this winter season is not good, there are some colds tossing back and forth, and the resistance is too low." Mother Wu sighed: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay." ”

Cao Ge put down the cup in his hand: "I also hope it's okay." But..."Before Cao Ge finished speaking, he looked up at me standing behind the sofa: "Come here, Mu Xi, I have something to say to you." ”

I was startled and moved to sit down beside her.

"Your mother, sick, very serious." After Cao Ge finished speaking, he turned his head to look at me.

"It's ~ very serious?" She nodded.

"Mu Xi, in fact, sometimes I see you, just like I saw myself when I was young. The heart is good, but I can't always get over an obstacle in my heart. So many things have happened in my family recently, and slowly, I have also understood that it is also a life to live with hatred, but letting go of hatred can make it a lot easier for me. Especially, to loved ones. ”

"I have no hatred." I replied categorically.

"Hopefully, you don't. But yes, I can understand that. "Later, I learned that Cao Ge was infiltrating my mother's illness with me little by little, and because of the stiffness of the relationship between her and my grandmother, she could understand what I was doing, so Cao Ge never coerced or threatened me to do anything to my mother, she would just suddenly say at a certain moment: cherish the person in front of you, because, maybe this person will disappear when she will disappear.

Cao Ge's sentence is too profound, and it is too late to understand it.

She seemed to be sighing for herself, and she was also talking about Aunt Qin, about my grandmother and my mother.

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