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After the parent-teacher conference, we ushered in a short winter vacation, and the winter vacation came with the Spring Festival.

Every year on January 1st, a few of us get together for a meal and then give each other gifts, but this year, our small team suddenly has three fewer people, and Fu Chengwen and I and the moon have no sense of partying.

As usual, I still send an email to Cheng Zexin every week, although I don't know if she has read it, but I will still tell her all these things that have happened recently, and the hair and hair seem to be as if the hair and hair are windy, and sometimes the moon and I will talk about Cheng Ze together

Xin, it's just that more often, the two of us will have a tacit understanding that Cheng Zexin has never existed. It's not because the relationship between us has been diluted over time, but because Moon and I both feel that Cheng Zexin's existence has always been a pity for the two of us.

And regret is only suitable for heart, it should not be known to everyone.

Five days before Chinese New Year's Eve, Ji Li and Cao Yunxiao returned to us together. The five of us finally had the opportunity to go to Cao Yunxiao's hotel for dinner together. The discipline at the dinner table has not changed in the slightest, as if going to college is still like living in high school for him. But even though he still doesn't like to talk, he still tells us a lot about what happened in college, instigated by the moon. As the moon and I listened, we began to look forward to our college life.

After eating and drinking, we went home separately, Cao Yunxiao originally wanted to send me, but because he was arrested by his father, he had no choice but to go home with his father first.

In the next few days, Cao Yunxiao was taken out by his father to socialize, and he didn't have time to pay attention to me. I'm bored at home, and after finishing my homework, I'm almost always reading a book, and there's no entertainment at all.

Except that Ji Li asked me to go to Sister Guo and Sister Guozi once.

In fact, I should have guessed that Ji Li would ask me alone, because after all, the moon went through those things with me, and the moon didn't tell him the truth, so he must have asked me to ask things clearly, but fortunately, I was also prepared for a long time, so when Ji Li asked me, I told him the lines that I had prepared a long time ago. As for what happened between the moon and Xiao Su, I didn't say a word.

I thought that with a wooden character like Ji Li, he would not have noticed what I deliberately ignored. But I didn't expect that this time I didn't go perfunctory, and when he listened to the story I told, he hit the nail on the head and asked the question I didn't want to answer the most.

I knew that he was worried about the moon, afraid that the moon would be hurt again, and it was out of an older brother's instinct to protect his sister. But it's a difficult question for me to answer. And this matter has passed, and Moon and I have discussed it together several times, and the matter has been turned over in the two of us, so I don't think it's really necessary to let Ji Li intervene anymore. So I hesitated for a long time but stuck to the original statement, shaking my head all the time, repeating that I didn't know anything.

But to my surprise, Ji Li felt as if he was watching a play for my answer. After I had told my lies so many times that I was a little tired that I was a little tired, he said to me very calmly:

"You don't have to worry about what I'm going to do to Xiao Su or the moon, I'm just trying to know about it. I know you've got this done, but that doesn't mean it won't happen again. I am the elder brother of the moon, and I am his dependence. I should have been prepared in advance for all the problems that the moon would appear, this time I didn't experience it, I didn't know what I should do, so I came to ask you. This is the second time, and I really don't want the moon to repeat it. ”

When Ji Li said these words to me, I felt as if he was a completely different person. I couldn't connect the calm and wise man in front of me with the very emotional Ji Li in my memory, which made me suddenly realize that the university is really a place that can change a person the fastest way.

But then again, Ji Li doesn't seem to be aware of such a change in him. I was embarrassed to mention this matter to him at this time, and after thinking for a while, I replied to him:

"I know you're doing it for the moon's good, but I don't think the moon must have her reasons for not choosing to tell you about it. Why can't you respect her choice? ”

"I respected her choice, but most of the time, she really had a problem with the way she saw people. I can't always be the one who comforts her after she gets hurt, I want to be the one who protects her. ”

"But have you ever wondered if the moon needs it? Maybe she just wants someone to lean on? She just wants you to be the one who comforts her? ”

"This ......"

Ji Li was speechless for a while when I asked, and he didn't say a word for a long time after watching me. I saw him like this, and knew that I had escaped today, so I couldn't help but let out a secret sigh and decided to say something to ease the atmosphere that had been frozen by me.

"Although the moon sometimes can't see people's level, there is one thing I admire about her, that is, she knows how to stop losses in time. She's actually very smart, so you don't really have to worry. And I think you may not know the moon yet, what she wants is the understanding and support of her family. It's always hard to avoid doing something wrong, so she doesn't need you to teach her how to do things, she just needs to stop blaming her when she gets hurt. ”

Actually, I wanted to say these things to the moon's parents, and I wanted to say them when the moon lived in our house before, but I knew that it was definitely not suitable to say these words to them now, and even if I did, they wouldn't care, so I kept these words in my heart. I really don't want to miss this opportunity today. Even if Ji Li doesn't tell these words to Moon's parents, at least he can know it, so that Moon doesn't feel isolated.

Ji Li didn't expect me to talk to him about these things, and after he heard it, he sat there and kept his head down and was silent for a long time. I knew he needed time to digest it, so I just sat there and didn't speak. It wasn't until my coffee was a little cold that Ji Li proposed to end today's meeting. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.