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The moon had already said that, and there was no way for me to continue to refute her. But then I thought about it, I knew that I was still nearly half a year away from graduation, and now I want to go on a graduation trip, which is really too far away.

Then I realized that Cao Yunxiao mentioned this matter just to change the topic, and I fell into the trap very cooperatively, and I really began to think about this problem.

So it's clear that I've been scammed.

This damn man.

Compared with the question of where to go after graduation, what is closer to us is actually to consider which school to apply for and what major to study. Recently, as long as the few of us get together, almost all of the discussions are about this topic, and I have to talk to Cao Yunxiao every night.

To be honest, I'm really confused, and I don't have any plans for the future until now. Although the school has sent a special book about the majors of each school to each of us in the third year of high school for convenience, and I will flip through it whenever I have nothing to do, if I really have to choose, I still don't know what major I should choose.

It's not because I don't particularly like any of these majors, but after a few of our discussions, we found that as long as the majors I like are very unpopular, employment after graduation is all a problem, and those majors that are easier to employ, I don't have any of them, and I don't even think about whether I like it or not, just let me learn, which is more difficult for a scumbag like me.

It's very good that I can't understand it at all.

I also discussed this issue with my parents later, after all, at this time, I actually have to respect my parents' opinions. However, the two of them seemed to be used to me free-range, and they didn't seem to care much about what I was studying. When I asked them, they didn't have any idea, just like me. Fortunately, they are not completely unreliable, and after listening to my ideas, the two of them studied together for a long time according to my ideas, and helped me find a few more suitable majors and schools. I think the two of them should have chosen a very comprehensive one. So in the end, I had to choose a compromise and wait to see what kind of results I could get in the college entrance examination.

Compared with my entanglement, the choice between the moon and Fu Chengwen and Cao Yunxiao is relatively simple.

Cao Yunxiao made up his mind to take the road of acting, so he directly prepared to apply for the best drama school. As a top student, he has absolutely no need to worry about the results of cultural courses, let alone professional courses, so there is no problem at all to go to drama, and the college entrance examination is even more useless for him.

When Moon was watching detectives, he was particularly fond of forensic medicine. She had always wanted to be a forensic doctor, almost from her sophomore year of high school to my third year of high school. However, his family disagreed very much, and I don't know how many fights they had over it. She originally thought that Ji Li should support her, but this time Ji Li also disappointed him. So in the end, there was no way, so she chose medicine that was closer to forensics.

I once asked Moon if she was studying medicine just to cope with her family, but I didn't expect her to give me the answer that she might not be able to influence other people's thoughts now, but when she applied for the exam, she still filled in the volunteer by herself, so what would happen at that time, no one knows, in case she misreported the forensic doctor with one hand, it would be no way. Even if you repeat it for another year, mistakes will still happen.

I don't know whether I should support or persuade her to listen to her parents. I wanted her to choose a major that suited her and that she liked, but what we didn't know at the time was that many times hobbies and work couldn't be balanced. And the so-called good treatment of her parents is not necessarily really suitable for herself.

So all I can do is to be her strong backing and support her choice.

As for Fu Chengwen, I really don't know what to say about him. After all, he is a scholar, and the world of a scholar is not something that a scumbag like me can understand. So I don't know why he just wants to study the motion of celestial bodies and become a physicist.

After the same thing passed, it was soon time for the final exams. Maybe because I haven't gotten out of the tension of the same mold, so when I took the final exam, my grades were quite satisfactory, and there was not much fluctuation compared to the first model. I was very satisfied with this, but I didn't dare to relax myself, and after the exam, I still studied hard as before.

I don't have a clear goal yet, but I know that I have to work hard to make myself better at all times. Not for anything else, just so that when I stand next to Cao Yunxiao in the future, others can feel that I am worthy of him.

After experiencing this incident, I deeply realized that the gap between me and Cao Yunxiao is really ridiculously large. He didn't care about any of these things, he didn't think they were a problem. But I know that now we don't feel that these are problems, but sooner or later, these will become a big stumbling block between us. I can't change my family of origin, and of course, I don't feel like they need to change, but I can change myself. I can make myself better, at least when the two of us stand up alone, I won't be much worse than Cao Yunxiao. That's the case. I can be a little more confident.

The moon once asked me why I was working so hard all of a sudden. I casually found a reason to prevaricate, like wanting to live a more relaxed life in the future, and didn't tell her what I really thought. In fact, I didn't tell anyone about it, not only because I was afraid of exposing my own shortcomings, but also because I was afraid that they would accidentally let Cao Yunxiao know about it.

If this guy knew, he would feel guilty. I know him, as long as I have a problem, whether it has anything to do with him or not, he will take the responsibility on himself, feel that he has not done his job, it is his fault, and then make himself uncomfortable. So if I told him about it, he would be very guilty. I don't want to make any more trouble in this special period, I'm already tired enough now, and if I have to distract myself to come out and coax him, I'm afraid that I'm not going to exhaust myself to death, and I don't have any mind to study, then it won't be worth the loss. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.