At that time, my salary package was still okay. Except for buying some daily necessities and clothes, there is basically no big expense.

However, I don't know how many people in this world are like me. It's the kind of thing that when you don't have money in your hand, you will show a kind of extravagant hope for many things that are beyond your financial ability, and when you have money in your pocket, you don't care about it, and you don't have any pursuits and dreams, which is what I do.

It's like, when my dad gave me a lot of money in my card, I never wanted to use them to buy those bags or jewelry. And when the money was gone, I slowly realized that those things were so beautiful.

Part of the process of A's offensive against me was based on a material foundation. At that time, I would receive big brands of bags, cosmetics and even a lot of expensive jewelry in a few days. Learned from Zhao Song's previous experience, so I have been in a tug-of-war with A, but unfortunately, after getting drunk after a party, I became his girlfriend.

A is different from Uncle Yumu, and he is also different from Zhao Song. He won't say those heart-warming words, he won't spend the moon, and he won't care about people. Like, the overbearing president? It's hard to say. In short, the man is hard to guess. Even so, though, I quickly fell in love with him. Unexpectedly, what I was fascinated by turned out to be money.

After half a month together, A generously bought me a Cayenne! I was in my early 20s. So, I drove the Cayenne, a symbol of status and money, down the roads of Toronto, and I reveled in the envious gazes of others. At that moment, it seemed like the first time in a long time since my mother passed away that I really felt that money was a fucking good thing.

A threw a lot of bills at me, and my cloakroom was soon filled with all kinds of luxuries, many of which were limited editions that many people couldn't afford with money. I used to think I wasn't interested in these things, but I found that when I didn't have money, the mountains of those items piled together, shining in the light, were so beautiful!

So, I was dizzy with money.

If, during that time, someone had asked me, what was money other than its blatant effect? I will not hesitate to tell him: listen to his words and shine all over the world.

Yes, whether it's with Uncle Yumu or with Zhao Song, no matter what the outcome between them is, but at least, I think I still retain a certain amount of sobriety. However, in this foreign country of Toronto, I suddenly found that I had changed.

I thought that after experiencing the Zhao Song incident, I would become more independent and strong, and better understand the weight of money as an external object. It's just a pity that I think too much of myself, and I have become a slave to money more than once.

I became, and the so-called joy was no longer gained from work, but money. I feel that money can give me too many things, all my losses, unwillingness, and all the previous misfortunes It can make up for me. So, I fell in love with the rancid smell.

The rapid accumulation of wealth made my desires swell as well. I started ordering limited editions of high-end luxury goods endlessly, and I would rush my head to grab them. I felt like I was crazy during that time.

Later, I learned why.

I've been insecure all my life. It's just that in China, if my lack of security accounts for 50%, then the other 50% is in my own country, in the land of the Cao family, and I have the bottom of my heart. But what about Toronto? I also lack a sense of security, but because there is no one around me to help and rely on, I put all my hopes on money, and found that this trick is really useful, my money, gives me a strong enough sense of security, so safe that I am numb.

It's just that Arauy has been unoptimistic since he knew that I was in love. She has told me more than once, is your relationship too hasty? Do you know anything about him? But I don't think so. If you ask me why, I don't know, it's like, people don't matter, just have money.

After three months with A, I quit. I lived the life of a so-called "stay-at-home wife" in A's big house. I was also very enthusiastic about the lifestyle of the time during that time. Shopping, sunbathing, swimming. Whenever I go out, I must be covered in jewels and ornaments. I remember, a long time ago, I was obviously rejecting these things, but now, I feel that those little things can make me shine, and their presence can make me unique.

I began to desire and enjoy the envy of others, and I began to become untouchable. Although, in front of Arauy, I am still a down-to-earth person.

In my second year in Toronto, I think it was mid to late then. One day, I suddenly received a call from an unfamiliar number. After picking it up, the other party didn't respond for a long time. As a result, call again after hanging up, and call again after hanging up. A few times like this, I get a little annoyed. And the last time, when I kept yelling at the phone, I heard a familiar voice: "Yes, is it Cao Muxi?" ”

The voice stunned me for a moment. Where have I heard it? Let me think? Where is it? How is it so familiar? I suddenly remembered, however, I couldn't believe that it was Jiang Shanshan on the other side of the phone!

After I was sure it was her, I suddenly felt particularly ridiculous. But I couldn't help it: "Who are you?" ”

The other party didn't speak, but he cried inexplicably. She kept crying, crying, crying so much that I was upset. At that time, I wanted to put down the phone again, and I wanted to know what misfortune had happened to her.

I stopped her angrily: "Jiang Shanshan! Are you sick?! You're calling just to make me hear you cry, right? ”

"No, it's not." She sobbed as she spoke.

"What's that?"

"I think, I want to see you, I have something to ask you."

"What? I didn't hear clearly. "I did it on purpose, because when I heard that one word, I suddenly wanted to play tricks on her.

"I said, I said I wanted to see you. I have something to ask you for. ”

I said I wanted to laugh very much. I asked her very contemptuously, "What do you ask me?" Besides, I'm in Canada now, not in the country. ”

"I know you're in Canada, that's why I want to beg you. I, I'm also in Canada. ”

"You're also in Canada?"

"Hmm. But, but I'm not in Toronto. Cao Muxi, can you tell me your address? I'm not far from you, I want to see you, I really have something to ask you. ”

I said yes, told it the address on the phone, and hung up the phone.

Jiang Shanshan, this woman, after so many years, I still suspect that she is not right, and there must be some broken medicine sold in the gourd! Whether she begged me or not, anyway, I was very happy at the time.

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