vs 222 A sense of helpless sadness
Shen Yue bit her lower lip, and I saw her struggling to control it. Her lower lip had turned white from the exertion. Jiang Shanshan in front of her was so arrogant that even I wanted to rush up and slap her twice.
Shen Yue's body was trembling slightly, and at the moment when Jiang Shanshan was about to turn around, she suddenly shouted at her: "I'm not what you said at all!" I'm just selling alcohol there! Really, just selling wine! ”
Jiang Shanshan was stunned: "Selling wine? Simplicity? Plainly, where do you get those brand-name cosmetics? The wind is blowing! Jiang Shanshan said as she rolled her eyes.
"It was given to me by the sales manager there! I'll always take care of her! She's a woman! ”
"Female? Who believes? Shen Yue, I've always treated you as a friend, ah, dare to be affectionate, you are such a person! I'm blind! Just this friend, put it around, I'm afraid that people will laugh off their big teeth! After Jiang Shanshan finished speaking, she let out a soft snort from her nose, and once again planned to turn around and leave!
"What kind of person am I? What kind of person am I? Don't go! You make it clear to me! Shen Yue said hysterically at Jiang Shanshan's back.
Jiang Shanshan turned her head suddenly, stretched out her right index finger, and pointed at her opposite: "Let me say?" You're not afraid that I'll say it too badly, and you won't be able to accept it? Hehe~ This person is self-aware! And you, Shen Yue, lack this! ”
Shen Yue took a deep breath, she lowered her head, and the moment she looked up, she roared loudly: "I'm earning tuition for my brother!" Yes, my family is in Shenzhen, but my parents both work for people. When I was in high school, my father was injured at work and is still in a lawsuit. My mom took care of him all the time. I also have a younger brother who is in junior high school this year. Do you think I'm willing to go out and earn money? Do you think I'm willing to go to that kind of place to make money? I'm just selling alcohol, but I'm being pointed at behind my back every day. I want to spend a lot of money like you, but God won't let me! I'm going to raise my brother! Do you know how hard I sometimes have to sell a bottle of wine? Do I think? I don't want to! Who is not in trouble, who wants to go to that place every day, see the ugly faces of those people, and then be full of wine? Who wants to?! ”
Shen Yue's words made the entire 611 dormitory fall into silence. At that moment, the air seemed to burst, and I even felt the ice chips that exploded from the air scratching my heart.
From the side of Shen Yue's face, I saw her tear-filled eyes, and the sentimentality of the pain that was revealed when she went to pierce her family background. She never cried, but tears kept rolling in her eyes.
What courage it is to be unstruck in front of everyone without tears flowing.
Behind Shen Yue at that time, in addition to desolation, that is, desolation.
Yes, she's right, who doesn't have difficulties, who would choose to toss around in this world? Proof alive? Of course not.
Born as a human being, trivial things are just impermanent.
Jiang Shanshan, who was standing opposite her, was obviously stunned for a moment after hearing Shen Yue's words. However, it was only a short second, and then he fell into arrogance again. I don't know if Jiang Shanshan heard Shen Yue's words clearly, or if, for her, Shen Yue was not enough to be pitied.
Jiang Shanshan didn't say anything, but left the dormitory at a fast speed. And this departure, is it because Shen Yue's life experience stimulated her, or because she is ashamed of her words after hearing about it? Or is it because, after knowing Shen Yue's true identity as a poor person, he decided to leave her quickly? What is it, I don't know son.
I saw Shen Yue's eyes full of disbelief after Jiang Shanshan went out of the door, and she stared at the door for a long time. Perhaps, for her, it should be impossible to imagine that the little sister who had been with her for two years in the past, and the final turn against her was because of this oolong's boyfriend? In the end, it's money that is to blame.
Seeing Shen Yue, who was standing alone, she wanted to rush up and hug her. However, before I could act, Liu Zhen rushed over with one arrow step. Yes, even if Liu Zhen didn't go, I just had an idea. After all, Jiang Shanshan's coldness and I are the same.
As far as Liu Zhen is concerned, Shen Yue's life experience and her can be called sympathy. She should know Shen Yue's heart better than I did at that time. And me? After Shen Yue's secret was made public, it not only made me sad, but also had a kind of joy. I rejoiced at the inaccuracy of my prophecies.
That night, Shen Yue lay down very early, she buried her head in the quilt and refused to come out for a long time. I think, there is no doubt that her heart is broken. I don't know what time it was in the second half of the night, Jiang Shanshan came back. I dimly looked through the light of her phone and saw that she seemed to have drunk alcohol, her face flushed, and the smell of alcohol in the air. I turned to face the wall, and the chill that overflowed from the concrete was like a chill with the wind, hitting the bottom of my heart.
I have been pointed at behind my back, misunderstood, isolated, and until that moment, I still feel that the world is too unfair to me. That night, in the 611 dormitory, Shen Yue, me, Liu Zhen, and the three of us were all sour in our hearts, and we all made the world feel sorry for each other. The content of the story is different, but the degree of sadness and the heart-wrenching realization that comes into the memories are actually the same.
The next morning, I saw that Jiang Shanshan's eyes were slightly red and swollen. I don't know, but before she went back to the dorm? Or something that happened later. However, from that day on, she and Shen Yue did not speak again. For Shen Yue, it was heartbreaking, and for this Jiang Shanshan, I actually couldn't figure out how much the charm of money was for her? In the face of friendship and money, which one does she value more? Of course, I also thought that maybe she couldn't pull this face down, anyway, everything was possible.
However, shortly after that incident, Shen Yue resigned from her original bar. And the resignation was heard by her when she was on the phone with others. And between her and me, we haven't said anything since the last question. But during that time, every time I passed by Shen Yue, I didn't dare to raise my head to look into her eyes. I was afraid that I would feel guilty and upset when I looked at her.
Jiang Shanshan still comes back with a small bag occasionally, but she can obviously feel that she is not as happy as before. Of course, from the usual phone calls, I can also hear that the "boyfriend" also has a new love. This is not uncommon to us, and it was expected from the beginning.
In my junior year, Song Zitian chased after me, and it was relatively tight. Basically, you have to call and text every day. As for me, I'm still the same. During the winter vacation that year, he asked me out to go shopping. As a result, it was a special coincidence that I met Kan Tao! And, of course, his new girlfriend next to him.
"I'll go! Cao Muxi?! Kan Tao was surprised, but I saw him from a distance. I have been taking Song Zitian left and right in the mall, and in the end, I didn't avoid it, but I still bumped into it.
"Cao Muxi, you are really a female college eighteen changes! You've changed a lot since the last time I saw you! ”
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