Qin Yao's mother, Fang Li, was engaged once before marrying Qin Yao's father, and was the son of the director of surgery of the hospital where she worked at the time. Qin Yao's grandfather and the director of surgery are comrades-in-arms, and the two of them have been married since childhood based on the comradeship-in-arms of their fathers.

In fact, the relationship between the two children from childhood to adulthood is indeed good, one became a doctor and the other became a nurse when they grew up, which is also a good match. But at the stage of talking about marriage in the end, Fang Li suddenly regretted her marriage, and she couldn't say why she regretted her marriage.

At first, everyone thought it was a conflict between the two of them, but everyone came to persuade them and said a lot of big truths, and the man also said that if there was something that did not go her way, as long as she said it, she would definitely change, and her posture was very low.

But no matter how much her family persuaded Fang Li, she insisted on breaking up, and moved out of the house, quit her job, and went to work as a worker in a socially-run factory. The relationship between the two families was completely broken because of Fang Li's repentance, Qin Yao's grandfather felt sorry for his old comrades-in-arms, and he was too disappointed in his daughter's willfulness, so he announced that he had broken off the father-daughter relationship with his daughter since then, and whether this daughter died or lived in the future has nothing to do with him.

Fang Li followed her father's temper, if she didn't admit it, she wouldn't admit it, it didn't matter, it didn't matter, she was also an underworld to the end.

Later, I met Qin Yao's father, and not long after we met, I got married and had Qin Yao.

However, Fang Li was not welcomed in the Qin family.

At that time, most people's thinking was relatively conservative, in the eyes of the Qin family, Fang Li was an engaged woman, and she regretted her marriage for some reason, is it because she has something wrong? Even if there is no problem, it is a woman who is engaged, and even if it is a "second-hand" person, there must be something unclean. Moreover, with the conditions of Fang Li's mother's family, compared with their Qin family, it was also several levels higher, why did he suddenly fall in love with Qin Yao's father? So many people speculate that Qin Yao's father wore a green hat and picked up a cheap father.

Up and down the Qin family, Grandpa Qin Yao usually doesn't talk much, although he is relatively cold to their mother and son, he has never spoken ill of each other. But Grandma Qin Yao is an extremely mean person. In addition to speaking prickly and ugly, he has always compared Qin Yao with his cousin, Qin Yao's grandmother called his cousin "my eldest grandson", and Qin Yao was - "that child".

When he first started studying, Qin Yao couldn't keep up with the progress when he was one or two years old because he opened his mind late, so his grades were very poor, and he could score more than 40 points in mathematics. So Qin Yao's grandmother said everywhere that Qin Yao is definitely not their Qin family's species, their children are very smart, her eldest grandson is the first in the grade every year, and he has been the class leader since he was a child, but he can give them the face of the Qin family.

Later, Qin Yao finally opened his mind, scored 100 points in all his homework, and was a good student every semester, but his grandmother still didn't like him, and she still only had "my eldest grandson" in her mouth, never mentioning Qin Yao's intelligence, but disgusted him more and more, and her eyes changed from hate to hatred.

Qin Yao later figured out the pattern, if his test score was average, not the worst nor the best, at least worse than his cousin, then his grandmother's mood would be a little better, and she would be a little kind to him. So he will deliberately answer the wrong questions and deliberately get an average grade, and he does this just to make his grandmother like him a little more, and then be kind to Fang Li.

At that time, Qin Yao didn't care about anyone, so she hoped that her mother could live a little easier, not always secretly wiping tears behind his back for his grandmother's words, and he didn't want to often see his father feel guilty about their mother and son.

This situation was maintained until the fourth grade of elementary school.

Until one year, during the Spring Festival, he played with his cousin's group of older children, and they tricked him into walking into the frozen river, of course he knew that the ice in the river would not be very thick at that temperature, and he could not bear the weight of a child at all.

But when he heard his cousin say, "If you don't go up, I'll go back and tell grandma that you and your mother are scolding me behind your back", Qin Yao was pushed out by them under hesitation.

He almost died that time.

His mother finally couldn't stand it anymore and went to his cousin's house to theorize.

Fang Li was silent for a long time after she came back that day, didn't talk to anyone, didn't eat, and sat on the small bench in the kitchen at home. Two days later, they moved and no longer lived with their grandparents and cousins, and basically stopped interacting with these relatives.

Until his father died a year later, they rushed to the mourning hall, and his grandmother slapped his mother in full view, scolding in her mouth: shameless woman, kill my son's life, roll with wild seeds!

Since then, he has never regarded these people as his own relatives.

As soon as his father's funeral was over, he and Fang Li sold their house and moved to a new place, completely cutting off contact with those people.

I don't know how they found out about their training camp in F High School, and they actually came to him as a "wild seed", and he thought that he would never have anything to do with these people again in his life.

Signed Declaration? Very good, he doesn't care about any property or inheritance, he just wants these people to stay away from him and Fang Li's side!

The last day of training at F High School was a physical fitness test, and he finally collapsed before the finish line, with a fever of 42 degrees.

The moment Qin Yao fainted, what he remembered in his mind was not those who had made him suffer, but the face of a fool.

In fact, when he was in the hospital, he received a call from Fang Li, saying that he had entrusted Lao Su to take care of himself. Old Su comes, which means that Su Guo will also come. But he saw Lao Su enter the ward alone, and he kept paying attention to the door of the ward, and there was no one else.

He told himself that the disappointment was because he probably didn't want to be escorted to F, not because someone didn't come. What does it matter if she comes here or not? She wasn't an important person in her heart.

But when he saw her sneaking into the door, the momentary joy in his heart made him feel that he was really a slap in the face.

That night, Su Guo stayed with him in the ward, and he was so angry that he stopped talking. He lay on the hospital bed, in the dim light of the lamp, watching the back of her hairy head and the even heaving of breathing felt from his calves.

Qin Yao suddenly understood: No matter how deeply you have been hurt, there will always be someone who will appear and ask you to forgive all the difficulties that life has done to you before. This person fills in your heart, which has a big hole, so that it can beat again.

Although it was always dark when there was no sun in Qin Yao's sky, it was not dark because there was something that replaced the sun. Although the light emitted was not as bright as the sun, it was enough for him. With this light, he was able to step out of the dark room of his heart and bask in this pure light......