In his third year of junior high school, he faced a choice for the first time: whether to be escorted to F High School or enter the third middle school.

In fact, for him, no matter which school he attends in high school, it will not affect his entrance to F University, but it is just ...... If they go to F High School, as Su Guo said, they will "gather less and leave more".

Although he kept screaming in his mouth to annoy her and stick to himself all day long, he would even yell at her when he was most bored: If you don't follow me, I will die, right? Every time he said something heavy, he was actually more uncomfortable than her. Especially when I saw her holding back tears and replying to him: I know! At that moment, he really wanted to fan himself, why did he put the harm that others had done to her?

Hume said: Malice is a desire to hurt others for no reason, in order to get pleasure from comparison.

Young Qin Yao, with a kind of righteous indignation that you "can be so simple and happy, but I have to suffer so much", and hurt Su Guo with evil words.

But what's wrong with her? It's yourself who is at fault.

Because of the insecurity, it is instinctively alienated from people who try to give you warmth. Qin Yao, who has known how to protect himself since he was a child, knows that if he wants not to be rejected, the best way is to reject others first.

He always relied on her unreserved dedication and liking for him, and took advantage of her kindness and sincerity. But not only did he not appreciate her kindness, but he just blindly made inches.

Qin Yao sometimes thinks that if she goes to F High School, she will no longer wait downstairs to deliver buns to herself every morning of school, and she will not wait at the school gate after class to shout at him, "What a coincidence, let's go back together".

Although he understood that these were her usual tricks, no one knew that in his heart, he secretly liked her intentions.

"Accidentally" appeared in front of her, deliberately slowed down and waited for her to keep up, and even sometimes deliberately stayed in the classroom for a while just to be able to match the end time of their make-up class......

and her neighbors who have been upstairs and downstairs for so many years, listening to her tirelessly calling "Qin Yao Qin Yao" over and over again in the corridor, and giving him popularity for free. Although he felt annoying, if he couldn't hear her shouting "Qin Yao" again, it would be as if there was one less important thing in his life.

It's just that...... How could Qin Yao forget that person said to him in an extremely proud and proud tone: He was admitted to F High School, and he will definitely be the most promising person in our Qin family in the future! Being admitted to F High School is equivalent to having one foot in F University, and no one in the Qin family has the ability to do so, let alone those "wild seeds"! When she said the word "wild seed" viciously, her eyes looked straight at herself, without the slightest evasion.

Even if Fang Li moved out of that home for him, everything in the past still couldn't be erased, like a cold poisonous snake hiding in the dark, like a shadow, ready to suddenly burst out and bite him when he wasn't paying attention.

So, he decided to go to F High School.

But when Su Guo came to question why he didn't keep the agreement at the time, he was confused and at a loss, so he said to her in such righteous words and also warned himself: This has nothing to do with you, Su Guo, I don't need your consent to go to F Attached Middle School.

He even blamed her: If it weren't for your presence, I would have made any decision without hesitation, and I wouldn't have any heartache or reluctance because of this decision. I am still the same Qin Yao in the past, happy because of loneliness, existing in the lonely deep sea......

Some people live under the sun all their lives, like Suguo; There are also some people who can only live in the dark of the night, just like Qin Yao. When people in the dark suddenly feel the favor of a beam of light, they will never want to go back after seeing such a dazzling brightness.

What people are afraid of is that the light that originally shone on their bodies will disappear.

Before leaving, the yellow note Qin Yao received at the door of his house made his heart tangled again. Not knowing if you made the right decision......

During the training camp at the F Attached Middle School, Qin Yao was always in a state of absent-mindedness.

It wasn't until the last day before the end of the training camp that the team leader told him that someone was looking for him, saying that it was his relative. Qin Yao guessed that it was them, those so-called relatives.

He didn't plan to go, but after taking a shower and sitting at his desk, looking at his face in the mirror, he remembered Su Guo's words: Qin Yao, I won't leave you, please rest assured! Yes, no matter what happens, at least she will always be by her side, even if everyone leaves her, isn't there still this fool?

Regardless of whether he goes to F High School or stays in No. 3 Middle School, this fool will not leave him, he believes!

In the reception room, after a lapse of three years, he saw those people again, those who could legally be called his closest people. At the first time he saw him, he didn't say a word of nonsense, not even a fake greeting, and threw him a statement, which he glanced at, and the content of the statement was nothing more than wanting him to give up inheriting his grandfather's property.

He asked them: Does my mother know about this?

Of course, they couldn't let Fang Li know, so they came to the door while they were here alone.

I don't know who is not kind to say: Your mother is not from our Qin family, so she has no qualifications or right to decide this matter.

Qin Yao sneered: Then do I count?

No one expected Qin Yao to ask such a question, and those people gathered face to face, speechless.

So Qin Yao asked them: Am I a member of the Qin family?

As soon as he finished saying this, Qin Yao's head "buzzed", a huge sound of the sky falling apart and collapsing.

Grandma Qin Yao, who had been silent since just now, took the cane in her hand and hit Qin Yao's head fiercely.

Pools of blood bubbled up and flowed down Qin Yao's forehead.

His hands clenched into fists in his trouser pockets, but his face remained expressionless.

Qin Yao finally signed the statement, stating that he gave up all the property of the Qin family, including all that his grandfather left to his father and him.

After signing, he left the place where those people stayed without looking back, Qin Yao told himself: This is the last time he will have anything to do with these people again!

Walking on the way back to the dormitory, Qin Yao stroked the wound that had already stopped bleeding, it was very painful, he had just taken a shower, he was wearing a thin dress, and he only wore a pair of summer slippers on his feet. The cold blood on his forehead quickly stopped.

The blood stopped, and the tears collapsed.

This is how Qin Yao ended and everything in the past, it was both a loud bang and a whimper.

That night, Qin Yao had those dreams over and over again, all of which were the past that he didn't want to recall the most in those years.

When he was a child, Qin Yao never understood why no one in the family except his father didn't like him and his mother. The so-called relatives not only dislike their mother and son, but even dislike them, and never shy away from that naked disgust, even in front of themselves.

Fang Li has always been a straightforward person with a free and easy personality, but she is always deliberately careful and flattering in front of her father's family. He never fought back against their insults and accusations, and silently endured everything. He wanted to ask them, but whenever he saw the undisguised disdain in their eyes, he could only swallow his words back into his stomach.

Later, as he grew up, he pieced together his parents' past from the mouths of many people.