Chapter 470: Too Many to Count
470:
"I don't know what I'm supposed to say to you? I don't know what to let you know? Because what I know is only a drop in the ocean, but I wonder how you, as the king of a country, lost your own daughter, and don't you care about your daughter in the slightest?
Also, if you care about her in the slightest, you won't let her run away for so many years, and never look for it, so in your eyes, it doesn't matter if this daughter wants to or not, right, since you are like this, then why do you still have such a conference, what is your purpose? Pei Yuehua said lightly.
"No wonder people say in front of me that you are not a simple woman, and now it seems that you are really not a simple woman, because I have never met a person with such sharp teeth as you.
So, I'm sure if you try to lie to me, I won't find the slightest flaw, but I know you won't lie to me, because it's my intuition, a woman's sixth sense.
And usually this hunch can't go wrong, and I don't know why I feel this way about you, but I don't know why I believe in you so much. It's not a lie, it's true.
Not to mention if you are my daughter? Just as the two of us look so similar, I also have reason to treat you as my closest person, you also know that there are many things in the palace now, and the eldest princess of Nanqin has the bloodline of inheriting the empress of Nanqin, so they will attract attention from the first time they are born.
Whether she really cares about him, or she has ulterior motives, she will watch her every move, so I don't think it's strange that such a thing will happen, in every palace, when the prince or grandson is about to be born, something big will inevitably happen, this is an eternal law, and it is the same in any dynasty.
Because throughout the ages, ambition can not be eliminated by anyone, there are always some ambitious people in every country, they are staring at you all the time, but this is not because he cares about you, but because he wants to see if you are wrong, even if it is only a little bit, it will become their handle to slash you.
And in this palace full of ambition and murderous intentions, some children were killed at birth, and there were countless replacements, and there were more than a dozen of them that I knew of alone, so it is not surprising that these things would happen to me.
In fact, this is not bad, because at least she will avoid the disturbances of the palace, although it will be harder in the world, but she will live a peaceful and happy life, at least she will not have to face everything in the palace. ”
Empress Nanqin said.
What she said was true, and in modern times, she knew that all that the Queen said was something that would happen, especially in the palace, where thousands of similar events happened every day.
Therefore, behind every story, there will inevitably be a period of sadness, and there will inevitably be a conspiracy, and Pei Yuehua is noncommittal.
It's just that these things happened to me after all, so it is inevitable that I will be a little unhappy, after all, being abandoned by my mother is a very, painful thing, even if it is stolen by someone, it is also a mother's dereliction of duty.
So it's impossible to say that Pei Yuehua doesn't blame her at all, after all, this is what she still blames, and what she should hate, even if her mother has more hardships, it can't be a reason to erase these blames.
"So losing your daughter in your heart can also be said to be a blessing, right? You are glad that she was stolen and don't have to face the rights and wrongs in the palace, but do you know that in your daughter's heart, no matter how many rights and wrongs she faces, it is not as important as reuniting with her mother.
She may not care if you are a king or not, whether you have money or power? And don't care if you're beautiful or even healthy? As long as you're her mother.
As long as you have this blood relationship with her, she will care about you, and she will have the responsibility and obligation to find and understand why this warmth that should belong to her did not appear in her world.
So, whether intentionally or unintentionally, if you lose your daughter, you should have to pay the price of losing it. Although I know that what you said is right, there is indeed a lot of right and wrong in the palace, and there is indeed a lot of blood, and I have sworn that if I had a choice, I would rather never have anything to do with the palace for the rest of my life.
But there is no way, my life should be like this, so even if I think this deeply, I must leave it behind, because my mother is the king of a country, and in his heart not only has this family affection, but also has love for the people of other countries, so she has never dared to expect anything, and never dared to care about anything.
As long as her mother can be by her side, as long as her mother can give her comfort when she is in trouble, she will be satisfied. But you gave her nothing. Pei Yuehua said with a little blame.
Oh, yes! No matter who happens to it, you're going to get angry!
"Maybe you're right, she has a reason to blame me, and I have an excuse to be glad it happened. Because after all, the affairs of the court cannot be clearly explained in a few words.
So, I don't care about those hatreds, at least in my heart I have a clear conscience, maybe you will think that I am ruthless, but when you stand in my shoes, you will understand why I said that.
I know what you think, and I know that in your heart I may be a ruthless person, if you survive in this palace for a while, you will completely lose such thoughts, because in this court good people are a very rare existence, although I say so, but I also expect that all my palace is good people.
It's just that I know that it's all a nihilistic idea, it can't happen at all, and I have some children, but they are good to me just to get some benefits from me, even to get my position and all my wealth.
I also understand that they are all around me as if you want to get a piece of the pie from me, but even if I know what is the use of this, I can't say anything, they are my children after all, and even if I know that they have bad intentions, I must keep them by my side.
After all, I'm so old, and I've had times when I've been lonely, and I've had times when I really want to be comforted, and I'm not unaware of what you're saying, because I've been someone else's daughter after all, and if my mother does the same to me, I'll probably think the same way as you.