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But as I said, if you stand on my side, then you won't blame me, and you know that there is a constant right and wrong in this court, and you can live until now because you are not in this palace, and you don't have to face these rights and wrongs, and you don't have to deal with these rights and wrongs.

It's a good thing for me as a mother to have to be, you're right, I'm really selfish, but who can stand in my shoes and blame me for my fault?

I don't think there's anyone! I don't want to say whether you are the future eldest princess of Nanqin, just the fact that your and my blood can be fused together, in fact, I had a very strange feeling before this, because I also told you before, I have never had this feeling for you to other people, although there has never been a psychological feeling between us.

But I know that this feeling is no less than the feelings between mother and daughter, and it is possible that this is the heart and soul between mother and daughter.

And I don't have it with anyone else, just like you, plus we look so similar, I have reason to believe that you are my daughter, but after all, you have to be careful in everything when you are born in the royal family, and you have to make sure that nothing goes wrong.

Even if you are my daughter, I can't recognize you so easily, because I once told you that there are hundreds of pairs of eyes staring at this position in the palace, and whoever sits in this seat will be like sitting on pins and needles and having trouble sleeping, don't look at the surface scenery of the eldest princess, in fact, she has to bear a lot of pressure, just like me back then.

I don't want my daughters to be under this kind of pressure, so I'd rather they be in front of me after it's all over, and the reason why I'm holding such a conference is not my idea, but a bone-crushing suggestion.

What's more, I think after all, I have been separated from him for so many years, and it is time for my daughter to come back to me, because I thought it was all over, but after today's events, I realized that all this conspiracy has just begun. So I don't know whether to be happy or sad. ”

The queen is right, maybe in her position, she should be blamed after all, as a mother, it is within her duty to protect her children, but as the king of Nanqin, she has her own responsibilities, and she also has her own things that must be protected.

In addition to her own children, she also has a different kind of heavy responsibility on her shoulders, so she can't let herself relax in the slightest, nor can she let herself relax in the slightest, because this may become his fatal wound, give others a handle, so she must always be vigilant of herself.

It's just that she can more or less understand Pei Yuehua's mood, after all, they are all from this age, who can not understand whose mood?

But if Yuehua thought about it from her standpoint, maybe she wouldn't have spoken to her in such a tone, in fact, she didn't blame Pei Yuehua, after all, she lost her, and said so many high-sounding words, although what she said was right, but in her ears it might have been heard as a shirk of responsibility.

Yes, if she was treated like this by her mother, she must have hated a little more in her heart.

And Yuehua is right, she should really complain and hate at this time.

"Actually, I can understand your feelings, because I have also stayed in the palace for a while, although not as long as you have been in this palace, but I can also understand what you said, I also know that life in the palace is not satisfactory, but no matter how reasonable it is, it cannot be an excuse for you to abandon your children.

I know that at that time you may have felt that your daughter was a burden, even a burden, a means to take revenge on him, but for her it was a cruelty, a heartache, a reality that had to be accepted, and the two great differences would be sad no matter who fell on them.

After all, one in heaven and one on earth, and I once said that it was not because I wanted to be a phoenix that I came to recognize you as a mother, I just wanted to make my emotional world complete, you may not think that I had seen you in a dream.

You wore a red dress, holding the dragon and phoenix jade pendant given to you by your father and walked in front of me, but you didn't stop, since then I know that it is not easy to recognize you, but I still came with hope, I encountered a lot of things in the process,

If it weren't for my group of friends, maybe I wouldn't have been able to get to this place at all. And these people who dealt with me knew my identity, so they let me go through these things, I have experienced so many dangers outside, let alone inside.

Just to recognize my mother, even if I am murderous, I don't worry, I know that you have a thousand reasons to suspect that I am fake, and I know that you have ten thousand reasons to suspect that you have ulterior motives and other purposes, but even if you have more reasons, you can't deny that there is indeed a blood relationship between us.

And as for that person, I can't say she's real, I can't say she's fake, because I know you won't believe it, and if you did, you wouldn't come to me, and you wouldn't ask such questions.

Actually, it doesn't matter, after all, I know you're right. I just have no reason to blame you in your position, so anyway, I have decided to forgive you, even the greatest hatred will disappear in front of my own mother, not to mention that the purpose of my coming here is not to hate you, but to round the family affection I haven't had for a long time, you know?

I always thought that I was an orphan, although the place where I grew up was so wealthy, but in their eyes I was a cheap comparison that was not even as good as the subordinates, and I was bullied by them every day, and I lived a painful and humiliating life every day, but I never gave up, because I knew and believed in the saying that the rain was sunny and the sky was clear.

So no matter how hard and tired I am, I have to persevere, because I can't give up, and once I give up, I will fall into the abyss of pain forever, so even if I encounter more grievances and more difficulties, I gritted my teeth and survived.

To be honest, I never knew before they appeared, it turned out that I didn't belong to this family, it turned out that I also had my own mother, from the moment I knew the news.

To tell you the truth, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad, because I know that there must be a conspiracy behind this, as you said, you will never have peace in this palace, and a peaceful life will inevitably be followed by a great bloody storm.