Section 119 Not moving

Most of the remarks of others are simply satirizing my origin, such as illegitimate children, but Kan Tao's mother is different. Mobile She mentions my mother and the sense of humility that I hate.

It's been a long time, and no one has poked my scars anymore, and since I entered the Cao family for more than three months, not to mention the grievances and hatreds and psychological gaps in the Cao family, I have been treated differently from the outside world, which has satisfied my self-esteem for a season. And I am still young, but I don't know the truth that the four seasons change and feng shui takes turns. Therefore, after the small feeling of swelling rose in my heart and was picked out with a bayonet and thrown to the ground fiercely, my heart hurt more than before I entered the Cao family.

Presumably, this kind of feeling, but anyone who has experienced from having to nothing, should know that the sense of loss that swoops in the soul is something that cannot be made up for by other things. Because that inferiority complex is a bacterium injected into the depths of the soul, it will choose to be comfortable or divide at high speed as the environment changes! But no matter what, once it appears, it is destined to follow for a lifetime.

The courtyard of the Cao family still seems empty today, and the few cars parked side by side on weekdays are nowhere to be found. I was in the back seat, and I didn't move. Uncle Zhao turned his head: "What, don't you dare to go in?" "I didn't speak. raised his head and looked at the Cao family outside the car window, and a sadness surged inexplicably in his heart.

"Uncle Zhao, you say, here, is there no way to go back to the past?" The words I blurted out inexplicably startled him. Xu is thinking too much in my heart, and Uncle Zhao has been comforting me, so that I can let go of my burden and calmly talk to the old man in front of me as a close friend. And my reticent attitude seems to make people think that I am not good at words, and even a little autistic, in fact, I have just suppressed it for too long.

Uncle Zhao was stunned for a moment, then turned his head to the Cao family with the lights on, and sighed: "Yes, I can't go back." "The two of us, one old and one young, stayed in the car like this. This huge house is so depressed and desolate at the moment, and every bright light seems to have lost the most basic warmth inside.

The brick walls and mud tiles with endless stories have become a wall that encircles people's hearts.

"Mu Xi, go in and have some food. People are iron and steel, they should eat, they should sleep, and everything will pass. Believe Uncle. I nodded, opened the car door, and entered Cao's house.

In today's Cao family, there is not a single man, and the house is full of yin and yang. As soon as I entered the door, Cao Cancan stood up frantically with a howl: "You actually dare to come back?" Heh~ Cao Muxi, I really underestimate you, how big are you, and you still go to school? Your face is not small, eh, let me interview you, how do you have the face to say who you are to Kan Tao? Yes? Cao Cancan's aggressiveness made me stand at the door and take off one of my shoes, and suddenly the whole person froze. Although I was mentally prepared, I was still a little overwhelmed by this fierce and fierce offensive.

"Cancan! Aunt chatted with you during the day! You kid, how come you talk so well during the day, and then turn against the sky at night? Cao Ge was on the side, holding a half-chopped apple in his hand, stood up, and said to Cao Cancan on the sofa opposite.

"I'm just not convinced! Why should my dad share it with someone else? Why could she take my stuff? And let me understand her? Who understands me? Cao Cancan said and stood up excitedly.

"How many times has my aunt told you? In this matter, she is just like you, an ignorant child! Adult affairs, can you worry less about snacks? Can you let the adults solve it? ”

"No! When I saw her, I panicked! ”

"Then you go upstairs! Go, go upstairs, my aunt will play chess with you! Cao Ge said, put down the fruit in his hand, and took two steps forward to take Cao Cancan's hand. As a result, Cao Cancan put his hands behind his back.

"I'm going upstairs? Heh~ This is my home! Sister-in-law! You figured it out! I go upstairs? Let me hide from her? There are no doors! After saying that, he sat on the sofa again.

Seeing this, Cao Ge gave me a look, I walked past the sofa with my head down, and when I passed by Aunt Qin, I peeked at it, and this woman's eyes were dull as in the morning. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable in my heart, and I was about to disappear from his side in a gloomy way, when Cao Cancan suddenly turned around and said: "Cao Muxi, when I see you now, I want to vomit!" ”

This sentence made my body tremble, and I slightly supported the back of the sofa with my left hand, and after a while, I slowly went upstairs.

As soon as I entered the house, Wu's mother brought me food: "Eat." I'll pick it up in a moment. After speaking, when he was about to leave the house, he stood at the door, bowed for a long time, and suddenly said: "Actually, Cancan has that temper, and if this kind of thing happens, don't blame her for being too excited." After all, it's a child. After Wu's mother finished speaking, she went out.

Since the East Window incident, what I hate the most is that others have advised me not to be full of resentment towards Cao Cancan's excesses, always emphasizing that she is a child. I understand them, they have told me about this again and again, just because they are afraid that I will have a head-on conflict with Cao Cancan, otherwise, the two children will be enough for them to worry about, but unfortunately, the more they are like this, the more it will aggravate the imbalance in my heart.

As soon as Wu's mother came out of the bedroom, Cao Ge immediately came in: "Mu Xi, that, Cancan her..." As soon as Cao Ge said Cao Cancan, I stopped the conversation: "Needless to say, I know everything." Cao Ge also seemed to be shocked by my sudden expression, and it seemed that it was because of my suddenness that she forgot what she was going to say next for a while.

"Ah, that, that..." She suddenly stopped, I picked up my bag and unzipped it, and saw that she hadn't said a word for a long time, so I simply looked up at her. It didn't matter, she was even more nervous.

"Ah, I mean to say, Xue Hao, I rented you and your mother a pretty big house near your school, let's move in tomorrow." After Cao Ge finished speaking, I suddenly put down the book in my hand: "I won't move!" ”

"What did you say?"

"I said, I'm not moving!" God knows why I answered that! Even I was shocked by my actions! I guess it may be because there are too many stimuli in these 48 hours, especially the one-sided theory that Cao Cancan is a child, which awakens the energy that has been sleeping in my body for a long time and the dissatisfaction that has been pent up for a long time. I was like I had a split personality, and there was always a voice in my head saying, "Don't move!" Don't move!

Cao Ge obviously didn't expect that I, a child who usually looks weak, would be able to express my thoughts so categorically at this moment, and it just so happened that this idea was completely different from what they arranged, and it was also something they didn't expect.

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