Section 118 Broken strings
Looking at Kan Tao's mother's face, I couldn't help but make a little space in my heart and laugh dumbly. This attitude reflects a part of today's society. This part of the people is the kind of person who focuses on the appearance of the person and judges the short and long.
Actually, you can't say that vanity is a mistake, in my opinion, it has the same characteristics as many of the qualities that people are born with. It's like human greed, lust, and even a lot of thoughts buried in the subconscious, so many emotions that are destroyed by the world and prejudices and radicalize.
I don't blame Kan Tao's mother, but she did go a little too far.
This characteristic communion that arises from the inside out, yes, yes, it's not wrong, it's wrong.
To be honest, from Cao's house last night to today's campus during the day, the two spaces are obviously different, but the psychological trauma and psychological pressure on me are huge. But I still withstood it. But I never expected that the last straw that crushed my little camel was actually from Kan Tao's mother. If you have to ask me why, I think, it's probably a thing that has developed to a certain period of time, as I just said, and suddenly it comes to such a point, it collapses, it collapses, it's as simple as that.
What exposes me to the eyes of the world is a woman who is a mother and is also a teacher of the people. I really can't figure out how she managed to poke a child's young heart so much in full view? Does she really not know that the heart of her beloved son is completely based on the suffering of others? And this other person happens to be me.
I watched Kan Tao's mouth close one by one and kept persuading her mother, but I was blocked out of my world by the sound of a slam~ closing the car door. I know that Kan Tao has unfinished words and screams from his chest while waiting for the car window to roll down, but unfortunately, this futility has been exchanged for a reason, and it will be the end of the road.
As soon as the car started, I saw Kan Tao lying on the glass and looking at me in a daze, at that moment, no matter what the reason, I understood Kan Tao's actions and expressions. The one who drifted away was the compassion of a person, a peer.
The taillights gradually disappeared into the misty city, and my heart suddenly panicked and I was at a loss for what to do, and I tried to search in the bottom of my heart to find out which side of my heart should be tough to face this woman's aggressiveness, and plug the trickling blood wound.
The classmates behind me swarmed in, and I stood dumbfounded at the gate of the campus, when I was suddenly hit so violently that I almost fell.
"You're sick! Standing here stupidly?! I don't know it's in the way?! The classmate who hit me said it with confidence, but I didn't have the slightest idea of refuting it.
"Let's go, let's go, she may have been in trouble at home recently, and she is indeed sick. Let's go! ”
"Family matters? How old a kid is that? Elementary school's! If you have a heavy heart, no matter how big it is, you can't stand in the way? With that, the two senior boys left in a huff.
I couldn't help but laugh in my heart, hehe~ Family matters, heavy thoughts. I don't care about how far this group of people have exaggerated my story, whether it's fanciful, vinegaring, slandering, or slandering, what can I do? Just as I was thinking, someone suddenly tapped me on the shoulder from behind: "The car is on the other side." I've been watching you for a long time, what are you doing here? Get in the car, silly boy! ”
Uncle Zhao took my hand and walked briskly across the road. After getting into the car, Uncle Zhao looked back at me and suddenly asked, "Is there any rumor in the school?" I looked up at him, but I didn't answer, I just lowered my head again.
"Hey, I didn't expect that this matter would spread all kinds of things among this group of children. It's a good thing that Cancan didn't come to school today, otherwise, with that girl's temper, she would not be able to live in peace. Uncle Zhao held the steering wheel with one hand, leaned slightly sideways, and looked back at me. I remained silent.
"I'm sad, isn't it?" I turned my neck mechanically, fixed my gaze, and focused on Uncle Zhao's face. I didn't say anything, but my expression said it all. "Mu Xi, do you hate your life experience?"
I nodded. "Child, Uncle tells you, you see the strangers coming and going on the street, we don't know them, you may feel that you are miserable, but in fact, they may have more sad experiences, but the pain that is not spoken does not mean that they are happy. Mu Xi, do you remember what Uncle told you yesterday? Everything will pass, good and bad. After Uncle Zhao said this, he looked at me with a determined look in his eyes. I saw perseverance in his eyes, and I saw belief.
I nodded slightly. Uncle Zhao turned around and started the car with confidence.
I turned my head out the window, uncle's truth, I understand, and I am glad that I have Uncle Zhao's encouragement to support me in this day when I am about to fall to the bottom of my life. However, he is right, everyone has their own misfortunes, and every unspeakable pain always has to be faced by oneself. No matter how profound the truth is, it takes time to digest.
Later, when I look back on this time, I am grateful from the bottom of my heart for these mediocre people who appeared in my life. Forgive me, I didn't use my benefactor to give him a title, because in my heart, you know, the power of a mediocre person is greater than anything else. Like Uncle Zhao, the head teacher, Wu Ma, Cao Ge, Kan Tao, etc., their companionship all the way makes me feel that the world still has its sunny side, although this insignificant warmth is not enough to bask the frost of reality, but I am still grateful for their existence, giving me endless courage and motivation.
I didn't understand at the time, why are there so many people in the world who don't think it's a big deal to watch the excitement? Later, I realized that stealing other people's negative privacy to inflate their own entertainment index is a common problem for most people, and it can even be said to be an innate kind of heart.
Kan Tao's mother's words have been dangling in my heart, and I feel that I may not be able to pass this hurdle. Every word in those words seemed to poke my heart and made me sit still. I've been wondering why I'm so sad about this woman's mere words. Thinking about it, I figured it out.
When the car drove into the courtyard of the Cao family, I suddenly realized that it was because Kan Tao's mother had put my mother in.
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