This night, the storm did not stop, and the momentum was a bit loud.

He continued to tell his story, and she wondered, isn't this just the beginning, and she became his prey, is it really related to the headmaster surnamed Luo?

At this point, he hadn't spoken for a long time, and when it was time to start, he probably felt that telling stories in the dark was indeed a bit inhumane.

He took a lighter and lit the red candle, and when he had finished lighting it, he saw her shivering as she sat in her chair, and very considerately brought her coat and put it on her.

Then, leaning back in his chair, he let out a long sigh and continued his story:

I thought my life would change completely in the year of the college entrance examination, leaving that ghost place, going to college in another place, then working outside, getting married and having children, leaving the place that bored me, leaving those eyes that looked me unpleasant, and I wanted to live better than any of them.

But God it just doesn't open its eyes, and my whole life was ruined on that day, just because I saw things I shouldn't see.

I heard that Director Zhang of the school, he has a distant relative who is a senior official in the county.

The robbery of the commissary in the middle of the night was just a scene directed by him.

This scene ruined my whole life.

After that, I returned home after a few months at the police station.

I was devastated, and I tried to rebel against the unfair treatment that was inflicted on me, but to no avail.

By this time, I had completely given up on myself.

Don't talk about other people, even my biological parents, they all look at me in strange eyes.

Especially my illiterate old father, who nagged in my ear all day long when he had nothing to do, saying that my bright future had ruined me.

He even shed tears from his old father.

He said, "Baby! You want money to tell your dad a word, why do you have to do that illegal thing? ”

I thought sadly, even my family didn't believe me, let alone the melon-eating people outside who didn't know the truth.

I was so disappointed in the world that I saw through everything and started to give up on myself.

I didn't know what night it was, my brain began to be in a trance, my family said that I had a nerve problem, and took me to the hospital to see a doctor and get medicine.

But I insisted that I wasn't sick, that I just couldn't find a goal in life, and that my thoughts didn't have logic.

I don't bother to argue with them, anyway, the world is useless no matter how much you argue.

I have nothing to do all day, so I wander around.

Sometimes I went to the school, but at that time, there was no security guard, and anyone who came and went was free.

I felt that I could study again, so I ran to the last row of the classroom and sat and listened to the teacher.

The younger students were also very friendly to me and made me laugh a lot.

I instantly felt that the world was still much warmer, and sometimes, I was still writing on the blackboard with chalk.

I learned English very well, and I used it a lot when I went to school on the blackboard like the teacher did, and the students below me had adoring expressions on their faces.

On the day of Chinese New Year's Eve, after the family had dinner, the old two mouths were very cheap, and they began to nagging again, endlessly.

I didn't know what was going on that day, my emotions were out of control, and the kitchen knife on the board was clearly stimulating my nerves.

I picked up the knife and cut it, I was young and vigorous, and the old couple was certainly not my opponent.

That day, I cut heartily.

As long as it is alive, I will not let it go, including the chickens in the yard.

I grabbed my knife and headed for the town, I had intended to go to the commissary first to find the boss and the proprietress first.

Deal with the slut first, and her pockmarked husband with a piece of green grass on top of his head.

Then, I'll go to the shameless director again.

I'm going to make them pay the price on this night, ending their lives on the first day of the new year.

However, it backfired.

There was no one in the commissary, and I smashed the shutter doors, but no one came out to respond.

The two of them probably went back to the countryside for the New Year.

I went to the school again, and, there was no one in it, and it was deserted.

Director Zhang's grandson doesn't know where he went.

At that time, my brain was not good, and the school was on vacation, where did I go to find Director Zhang, a bastard?

I walked back with my knife in hand, and I walked back and forth on the national highway in the town.

The sound of crackling firecrackers all over the world stimulated my mind, and I became more and more agitated.

Until I saw a figure appear on the balcony of the Luojia small building, this night I didn't cut people's hearts as if a fire was burning.

Principal Luo, I know that after he retires, he will go back to the provincial capital to retire.

But his son's family is still alive.

On this night, Luo Lin, a primary school math teacher, and his wife, Zhao Xuemei, a primary school music teacher, returned to heaven.

The only regret is that their daughter, that is, you, Loya.

Back then, that young girl, she actually ran away from under my hands, and I just started to take revenge on the society, and I was ruined by this girl.

After that, I spent more than twenty years in this hospital.

Girl, if you think about it, I went from eighteen to forty.

For more than 20 years of my life, I have been thinking about it.

And all this is thanks to you.

You will say, "There is a wrongdoer, and there is a debtor."

Oh, yes! What kept me from going to college back then was the proprietress of the commissary and her good friend, Director Zhang.

God didn't give me that chance.

One night a few years ago, Director Zhang drove the car to take the mother-in-law out to play on the way back, the car lost control, and even the car was rushed into the reservoir.

It took several days to be fished up. The two of them went to another world to become wild mandarin ducks.

This result has to be said to be very regrettable, although God punished these two people, but after all, it was not from my hand.

And that baby, the one who slandered me for stealing his tuition.

He didn't have much interest in his life, so he went to that place in Shanxi to dig coal, and buried himself in the coal pile.

In fact, it's very funny to say, you say that the world is unfair! It seems to have a cause and an effect.

It's just that I don't quite understand, what is the cause of a girl like you, to get such a fruit?

Speaking of which, it's all about the psychiatrist next to you.

The earth is round, and when it turns around, it always turns to the day it meets.

Fate is so wonderful.

I was able to get out of this hospital thanks to him, who gave me this opportunity to continue my unfulfilled wish twenty years ago.

Although there are some regrets, at least let me walk freely in this world for a while, giving me such a glamorous identity and tasting the lights of the world.

What I didn't expect was that you, the little girl back then, were actually the person on the tip of his heart.