It was a stormy night, in a room in an abandoned hospital building in a swamp.

The wooden door was closed, the room fell silent, and in the darkness the clown began his story, which was not long but not short:

Let's start with Chinese New Year's Eve in 1995!

That night, all Chinese people were celebrating the Spring Festival, and the remote town of Taiping was no exception.

In the mountain col, in the town, there is the sound of firecrackers for hundreds of miles.

On such a day of family reunion, my mood did not improve because of the excitement of the festival, on the contrary, it was extremely bad.

I don't think I'm elbowing anything earth-shattering, and no one knows I exist.

From that day on, I became a hunter, a hunter who went around looking for prey.

Things have to start from the college entrance examination that year, as a college entrance examination student, I have always been more confident, I have no other specialties, as a rural child, the college entrance examination seems to be the only way out, I have the talent to learn, coupled with the hard work of the day after tomorrow, I have always been among the best in learning.

After the last exam, I was in a very happy mood and knew that I had one foot in the threshold of university, and after that, my future would be bright.

But after that incident, my mood has been at a low point.

One day not long after the end of the college entrance examination, everyone was very excited, and on that day, several classmates made an appointment to climb the mountain together.

We had a great time that day, and when we came back, it was already dark.

Because I was thirsty, I planned to go to the kiosk near the school to buy water to drink. The commissary is open, but there is no one at the counter.

I heard a faint sound in the room, and I stuck my head in from the edge of the shelf and called out to the boss.

My boss didn't shout a word, and immediately retracted his head.

The commissary is not big, a shelf made of wood is divided into two parts, and a bed and some daily necessities are placed in it, and the boss and the proprietress usually live in it.

Outside is some things to buy, miscellaneous, food and drink, and some stationery.

That day, I deserved to be unlucky, and I saw indescribable things in that small bed.

The amorous proprietress and the man.

Of course, if that man were the boss, everything would be much better.

But no, I knew the man, and it wasn't a little familiar.

He is the director of the teaching department of the high school in our school, and compared with the owner of the commissary, he is simply in the sky and underground.

Director Zhang was born suave and gentle, but he married a fat woman.

The owner of the commissary, he is simply the reincarnation of Wu Dalang, not to mention short, his face is full of pockmarks, and he still walks with lap legs.

The proprietress is tall, fair-skinned, and has phoenix eyes.

is on par with the most famous actress in China at the moment.

I dare to pack the ticket, when the boys' love in our school first opened, most of them were fantasized about the proprietress as the object of fantasy.

We, the boys who only have hair on our mouths, also gossip in private, saying that the proprietress is born like a flower, and it is really a good cabbage for the pig to arch.

That day, I saw a scene that I shouldn't have seen, and my heart was a little empty.

I hurried outside, but I didn't run away.

The amorous proprietress came out of it in disheveled clothes, and she called out to me and asked me what I was going to buy.

I stammered, "I, I'll buy a bottle of water." ”

The proprietress stretched out her slender fingers and took a bottle of Coke from the shelf to me, I asked her a lot of money, she didn't take money, she said that she had graduated, and she invited me.

But I wasn't stupid, I knew what she meant, I threw the three dollars on her counter, turned and ran.

The next day, I was invited to the police station.

The two-five-eyed policeman at the police station was stunned and said that I robbed the commissary the night before. and also tied up the proprietress and his wife.

I'm so wronged!

I didn't admit it at first, but I was still a student at that time, and I couldn't argue.

In addition, the policeman, who was born five big and three rough, was rough with me.

I stayed at the police station for several days, and I was tortured by the policeman to the point that life was worse than death, and I couldn't stand it anymore, so I recruited him, saying that I had done it, and begged him to let me go.

I was beaten into a trick like this, and I simply thought that as long as I recruited, everything would be fine, and it wouldn't be a big deal, and it would be OK to be locked up for a few days at most.

What I didn't expect was that not only did I lose my reputation, but even the university gate turned me away.

It was the most painful period of my life, and I couldn't see any hope for my life.

I started to get depressed, more and more depressed.

My forbearance for more than ten years broke out on Chinese New Year's Eve.

I once had an older sister who died of a sudden illness when she was eight years old.

When I was in elementary school, my classmates didn't play with me, and I don't know where the rumors came from that my sister was killed by me because she was fighting with me for a candy to eat.

I was only a six-year-old child, and when I was younger, I was much shorter than children of my age because I was born prematurely, could I kill someone?

But this kind of rumor always went away, and I couldn't do anything about it, and I became more and more withdrawn, not only did my classmates not play with me, but even the teachers didn't like me very much.

When I was in the third grade of elementary school, the tuition fees I had brought to the school at my table were gone, and he insisted that I had taken his tuition.

That day, I happened to take the more than ten dollars I had saved up for a long time, and I was going to go to the stationery store opposite the school after school to buy the fountain pen that I had wanted to buy for a long time.

The head teacher was indiscriminate and thought that my money was the tuition fee of my tablemates.

He dragged me into the principal's office, who was the principal at the time, and his surname was Luo.

Loya, I think you know why people are my prey!

Although Principal Luo was not as brutal and rude as the head teacher, he did not listen to my defense, unilaterally listened to the head teacher's words, and directly asked me to write a review, and read the review in front of all the teachers and students in the school.

When I was young, I had no ability to resist, and when I stood on the platform, the eyes of so many students and teachers below turned into invisible blades, enough to kill me a thousand times. At that time, no one thought that the tears that I couldn't help but shed were silent rebellion.

I was thinking, why didn't anyone listen to me? Why do they always look at people with a biased gaze?

I thought that I was studying hard, and my teachers and classmates would treat me differently when I got good grades, but I was wrong, and I became a freak in their eyes, a nerd with a quirky personality.

The children who were younger than me even made up swearing and sang loudly to me on my way from school.

And I could only take it with a sigh of relief.