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"What's there to worry about, fate can't be forced at all, not to mention that I really don't want to fall in love, at least not now, because I think it's a kind of bond."

Luo Yang said indifferently, she always has to have such an attitude towards emotional matters.

Pei Yuehua had been listening to their conversation on the side, and then couldn't help but say:

"You know what? In fact, the more you refuse a thing, then the closer it will be to you, just like feelings, the more you don't want to have, but he just wants you to have, sometimes fate is so strange, isn't there a sentence called unintentional planting willows and willows into seedlings, intentionally planting flowers and flowers do not bloom? That's what it's all about. ”

After a pause, Pei Yuehua continued: "And I used to not believe in love, because I was betrayed, although this is a long time ago, and even if I say it, you may not believe it, but this matter, this pain did happen to me." ”

Speaking of this, Pei Yuehua sighed slightly: "The identities of the two of you are different, so you must have experienced a lot of things, and you must have experienced a lot of betrayal, and I don't know if you have experienced such a thing." Betrayed by the person you love the most, and toyed with you like a fool for someone who is not worthy at all. ”

"I've been there, and this person is my best friend, my best friend since I was a child, but I didn't expect our relationship to break down in that situation, so I don't think it's worth it." She said with a wry smile.

The thought of what he had been through, the thought of what had happened before he came here made him miserable.

Forget it, Pei Yuehua thought in her heart, anyway, it's been so long, everything that should be forgotten has been forgotten, anyway, this scumbag is not worth any more thoughts.

But there are some things that can't be forgotten, after all, she has loved him for so many years, and she loves him so deeply, even now Pei Yuehua has no way to forget his shadow.

Although he was very sorry for himself, they had a happy past after all, and when she thought of that past, she couldn't calm down, maybe because of her own cheapness!

She hadn't even been able to let go of him until now, and was still thinking about him until now.

Women are like this, the more bad they are to themselves, the harder it is to forget, and the more good to them, the harder it is to remember.

It is precisely because the scumbag gave himself a period of too unforgettable pain, so he still has those shadows until now.

Although he has matured a lot now, he feels that it is not worth it when he thinks of that period of the past, but Pei Yuehua is emotional after all.

There's no way to forget a past, and sometimes, she really wishes she had lost her memory.

In this way, she can remember nothing and let go of everything, but now, she can only bear it silently.

Although it's a kind of cruelty, but in fact, I don't have the right to care, right?

At the beginning, Nangong Ling Che obviously didn't have to die, but because of his distrust, he died so miserably, and Zhang Rui, he could obviously live a good life, and he could always pretend to be stupid and stunned, but it was because of his relationship that he had to die young.

He once told himself that when he was eighteen years old, there was a catastrophe.

And how could he not think that his catastrophe had something to do with him?

Even if it's speculation, there should be some speculation, but he didn't react at all, he really damned it.

"Maybe you're right? But I didn't expect your experience to be so rich, can you tell me about what you've been through? As I said to you, the deeper the scar, the more you have to uncover it, so that you have a chance to heal. ”

"Otherwise, the scar will always be a scar, and it will never heal, but it will make this scar an eternal pain, leaving an indelible mark on your heart, if you don't want this scar to get deeper and deeper, then just say this scar, maybe there is a chance to heal, and you can make this scar disappear, just like me."

Luo Yang patted Yuehua's shoulder, signaling that she didn't need to be too sad and sad.

What he said was right, although his sister's death was an eternal pain in his heart and something he would never want to mention, but he really felt a lot better after telling the story.

So he hoped that Pei Yuehua would be like this, and tell the things that made him sad and sad, then, his heart would be better, at least they could help her share some pain.

Pei Yuehua smiled bitterly: "My story is actually very old-fashioned, that is, I used to like a man very much, and I trusted him very much, and I was willing to be a victim of him, but I didn't expect him to treat me like a fool, he not only used my sacrifice to complete his thing, but also used my willing dedication to lose all the love between us." ”

After a pause, Pei Yuehua continued: "And I'm with my best friend, to be honest, I really can't accept this fact, but it doesn't matter now, after all, he is a thing of the past, and if I want to give up, I can still let it go, so sometimes I want me to have an amnesia." ”

"I can forget all these unhappy things. I don't know how that man is doing now, but I don't think the stolen love will last long, right? So I don't have much to worry about right now, at least I have a reason to convince myself that they're not doing well. Pei Yuehua said with a bitter smile.

Nangong Hanmo didn't know what it was like to listen to this past, presumably his mood was the same as Pei Yuehua hearing about himself and Luo Yi, right?

He finally understands her emotions now, but he didn't expect that what Pei Yuehua experienced was even more unforgettable than what he had experienced, he knew the feeling of being betrayed, and he also knew that this kind of thing was unacceptable, I hope he can forget that man, right?

I also hope that they can really start, although the hearts of the two of them have been connected, but because of that incident, the relationship between the two of them is getting farther and farther apart, and he doesn't know how to save this relationship, so he is very anxious in his heart.