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"No matter what, I hope that the reborn her will not meet me again, because someone has said that I am her calamity, I don't think you know, the golden-faced man we met several times is Xinlan's accomplice, Xinlan told me everything, just before she died." Nangong Hanmo sighed and said, he couldn't calm down when he thought of Xinlan.

After all, this girl has paid too much for herself, so it is impossible for her to completely forget her, not to mention that Xinlan has such deep feelings for herself, except for Xinlan since she was a child, she has almost no friends around her.

Although there is Luo Yang, after all, it still can't compare to Xinlan's status in his heart,

What's more, they met very late, so he really felt sorry for Xinlan in his heart, if it weren't for him, I'm afraid she would be happier than anyone else, right?

Because Xinlan is a very good person herself, so a person as good as her deserves to be happy.

It's a pity that she became so popular because of herself.

To be honest, I feel really guilty, and I really feel very uncomfortable, if there is a next life, I hope he can compensate her.

Although he didn't want to trouble her at all, he always had to pay back so much he owed, and Xinlan had told him that she could give everything for herself.

And he also believed that Xinlan could die for her, but he couldn't do anything for Xinlan, but made her pay so much.

He felt that he was really useless, and asked women to pay for him again and again, like Xinlan, like Mingji, like Yiyi.

He felt as if he was really cursed, as if he couldn't have feelings,

If it is insufficient, neither he nor the woman who likes him will have any good results.

Thinking of Princess Mingji, I don't know how she is, whether she returned to the east safely.

The corners of Luo Yang's mouth raised an arc: "Yes, in fact, when you first introduced her to me, I already saw that this girl had no good results, I originally wanted to tell you, but I didn't want you to be deeply hit, and I didn't want you to be alienated from Xinlan because of this?" ”

After a pause, Luo Yang continued: "After all, this is unfair to a woman, not to mention that Xing Ming has a chance to change his life. But she gave up this opportunity for you, I think it's silly to do so, but I think Xinlan must be willing. ”

"After all, she is sacrificing for her beloved, and this feeling I think my sister should be the same, a woman who falls in love is actually irrational, she can sacrifice anything for love, she can do anything, I don't know what it will be like when I meet love one day? Am I going to be so crazy too," Luo Yang said with a slight smile.

Although he also has a lot of girls chasing, he doesn't want to fall in love so easily, because in his eyes, love is actually a very scary thing.

Just like poison, once it is contaminated, there is no way to control it, and it will become self-defeating, and even become irrational, just like his sister, and like Nangong Hanmo.

is more like Nangong Qiran, like Nangong Xuanyu, they all sacrificed for love, although Nangong Hanmo did not sacrifice, but if nothing else, he will definitely not be able to escape this result.

This is the sadness of knowing everything, knowing everything, but you can't change everything, because you can't change your fate, although he believes that there will be a miracle, but after all, this is just a slim thing.

It can be said that it is unattainable, so he does not rely on miracles so much.

"I don't know, but Luo Yang, I don't know if you have someone you like, if so, you must let us meet one day, because I believe that the woman that a boy like my friend likes must be extraordinary." Nangong Hanmo said with a slight smile.

This sentence is true, they have been together for so long and have never heard Luo Yang talk about their love!

I don't know if he has one.

However, Nangong Hanmo thought that if Luo Yang had it, he would definitely show something!

After all, he is a person who can't hide things, especially in front of himself, after all, the relationship between the two of them is so good, there is no need to hide this kind of thing!

What's more, Luo Yang's excellence is not inferior to himself, and there must be many people who like him, but there are no women around him all the time.

However, Nangong Hanmo always thinks that this kind of thing is something that cannot be forced, and it will naturally come when it is time to come, and even if you want to stay when it is time to leave, you can't keep it.

Luo Yang said: "If there is, I will definitely let you meet, so you can rest assured." As for why I didn't let myself be in love, it was because my fate had not yet arrived, and I always had a panic about love, thinking that love was a terrible poison. ”

"It's a double-edged blade that can stab a person to the ground, or it can change a person for no reason. What's more, I'm still so young, there is no need to worry about such things as feelings, I always want to stabilize my career and talk about emotional matters. Luo Yang said with a slight smile.

"You, such a person, no matter what time you are, are so unhurried." Nangong Hanmo smiled and said.

This friend of his is always like this, he has never been in a hurry about his own affairs, but he is very concerned about his own affairs, maybe because of his sister's relationship, Luo Yang thought he didn't know, but in fact he knew everything.

Because he had investigated him, because of his identity, he always didn't dare to be too sober about the people around him, because he didn't know what kind of psychology the person close to him had, and he didn't know whether his purpose was good or bad, so it was usually the people around him Nangong Hanmo who always had to investigate him.

He didn't actually have any malicious intentions, he just wanted to make himself safer, not to mention that he had promised Yi Yi that he wouldn't let himself be hurt in any way if anything happened, so he was careful with the people around him.

Because the people in the palace are like this, often the person who betrays himself is the person he believes in the most, just like his mother back then.

It was betrayed by his dearest sister, and there is no friendship at all in this palace, even if it is a person who comes out of the womb, he will fight each other because of all kinds of things.

And he'd seen it too much.