Chapter 268: Blinded
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"Originally, I wanted to avenge Yiyi, but Yiyi said that it was not as important as me being happy rather than letting me live in hatred, so she advised me not to take revenge, because for her, as long as I can live happily, it is the greatest reward for her, so I decided to listen to her, decided to give up hatred, and decided to live a good life in her place."
Nangong Hanmo said.
He used to think that this was a cowardly act, his most beloved was killed but he couldn't avenge him, but he didn't want to disappoint the person he liked, because he knew that Yi wanted him to be happy.
He didn't want to put himself in pain, so he struggled with it for a while.
It wasn't until Pei Yuehua's appearance that he pulled himself out of the entanglement, he knew that he couldn't extricate himself from falling in love with this woman, and he also knew that he was sorry for the person before, but people can't come back to life after death, and he can only bury his feelings for Yiyi in his heart, making it a scar that he can never uncover.
A wound that will never heal, even if it is self-comforting, now he wants to have this emotion, he wants others to affirm this statement.
Now that the high priest said this, he naturally agreed with it incomparably, because he had finally found someone who agreed with him, and he hadn't thought about Yiyi since Pei Yuehua came out.
As soon as he came, his heart hurt every time he thought of her. Now that he was scarred and in pain, he simply refused to mention it like her, not because he wanted to forget, but because the pain made him have to forget.
Whether you think it's an excuse, or when he's a reason to be a gamble, he's decided to forget about this girlfriend anyway.
And when you hurt to the deepest and love to the deepest, you will understand this feeling.
And when you love someone deeply, but are hurt by him to the extreme, you will subconsciously choose to give up this man instead of subconsciously hating him.
The High Priestess of the Star Moon smiled and said, "You're right, I still think it's a cowardly act, but now that I think about it, what if I kill all my enemies?" Those people can't come back to life again, and instead of letting themselves suffer and making each other suffer, it's better to be chic. ”
After a pause, the High Priest of Xingyue continued: "So let's be a coward, I am also willing to be a coward, because I myself am too powerful, so powerful that others think that I am a machine, and I only know how to work and not understand the sadness, and the sadness that I don't understand. I want to change that now. ”
Finally, the High Priest of the Star Moon said, "Because I would rather be a little woman than a high-ranking priest, because then I am tired, and I think you feel the same way, and would rather be an ordinary person than a prince, because you don't like to be trapped in a cage like me, no matter how gorgeous the cage is." ”
The High Priestess of Xingyue smiled, she hugged Nangong Hanmo tightly, hoping to keep this man's body temperature in her sense of taste, hoping to leave everything about him deeply in her memories.
Just when the two of them were in love, Pei Yuehua was imprisoned in the room.
Nangong Ling Che didn't allow anyone to go in or let him out, she was locked in the room and lost her freedom.
Like the beginning of all the president novels she had read, he had become a slave, the difference was that the man didn't force her to do anything, and she was still very good to him except that she wouldn't let her out.
Although she had begun to refuse that, it still couldn't stop him from attacking her.
He binds his hands and feet, but goes every day to come and eat three meals for himself, and if this man is not blinded by hatred, then he is really a good man.
Just like what she once said, she was willing to help this man because she felt that this man was worthy of redemption, and she was willing to get this man out of the darkness, because she felt that the light world belonged to her and was suitable for him.
And today he is here again, with her favorite food.
He stood beside Pei Yuehua with a smile on his face and sat in front of her bed.
A pair of hands like white jade gently picked up the spoon in the bowl, bit some egg drop soup and fed it to her mouth, and she did not resist, because he knew that he only had the strength to find a way to escape if he was full, and she did not want to be a slave of others, and she did not want to be bound by others.
So she ate the food he brought every time, because only when she was full could she have the strength to escape from this man's control.
Nangong Ling Che said softly, "You are not thinking about escaping. I won't let you escape, you know that I'm an extremely unscrupulous person, even if it is to the people you love deeply. I won't hurt you, but I don't want others to treat you the same way I treat you. ”
Nangong Ling Che obviously said very vicious words, but his voice was very gentle: "Because no one is worthy, none of them are you, so you are not qualified to let me do this." I know you've started to hate me, and I know our relationship has broken down and can't go back to what it used to be, but even so, I want to force it because I've lost so much. ”
After a pause, Nangong Ling Che continued: "I don't want to lose even the last thing, you are the whole of my life, if you lose it, it is equivalent to losing your life, so you and I can't afford to lose it, so no matter how much you hate me, even if you don't want to be with me, you will still marry me tomorrow." ”
"And I've asked someone else to bring you the wedding banquet you are going to wear tomorrow, I'll change it for you later, and if you're not satisfied, you can modify it, you're my bride, so I'm going to let you have the most beautiful everything." Nangong Ling Che said with a smile.
The voice was as gentle as ever, but it could no longer arouse any of her emotional fluctuations, she just looked at him coldly, without a trace of expression,
It's just that when he handed over the food, he still opened his mouth and ate them one by one.
Because when he tried on the wedding dress, it was the last time for him to escape, and if he couldn't run away at that time, he was afraid that the more he would get later, the less chance he had.
Tomorrow's big wedding doesn't have to think about it to know what a rise it is, after all, it is the prince, so how can the momentum be less.
When the time comes, how can he get out of being surrounded by thousands of troops?
So today he decided to make a big counterattack, and decided to let himself escape from this room completely, but I don't know why Nangong Wenyan didn't come during this time, if he came, maybe he would still have a chance to live.