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"I said you don't need to give me any promises, you don't need to give me any future? I just want to be able to spend a night with you just for the two of us, and you don't need to give me anything else. ”

"And as long as you can remember me, it is the greatest reward for me, and I don't want you to do anything for me? Because I know you can't do anything for me, I don't dare to expect anything, because I know that there is no disappointment without expectations, and because I don't want to be disappointed, I don't dare to expect. ”

The High Priest of the Star Moon smiled and said.

Nangong Hanmo smiled slightly and nodded, he hoped to have such a sensible woman by his side.

It's a pity, because of that damn curse, he doesn't dare to let himself love anyone again, Xingyue has just left him, his corpse is not cold, how can he make a new love.

Although she just agreed to a woman's request, she still felt a little guilty in her heart, Xinlan had paid so much for herself, but she didn't get anything in return. Compared to her, there is also a disappointment in her heart, but because she doesn't want to hate herself, she acts so indifferent.

In fact, she doesn't have to be like this at all, he doesn't have to wronged himself at all, with her conditions, he can find a boy who is better than himself and better than himself, but she still loves herself wholeheartedly.

He felt that he was really a culprit, if it weren't for his own flowery man Xinlan, there would be no such day, she knew that everything Nangong Qiran said was true.

Xinlan is also for himself, so he has come to that point, but no matter what, he doesn't want any more women to pay for him, he can't afford it and can't give anything in return, so he hopes that no one will have feelings for him anymore, which will become a problem for him.

The High Priest of Xingyue sighed and said: "I have lived in the ravine since I was a child, I have seen a lot of strife in the palace, and I have lost my freedom since I was a child, as a priest of the Eastern Kingdom, I can no longer have any expression except indifference, because any expression I have is a blasphemy against the gods, I am a kind of god to them, and they will follow suit in whatever I do." ”

After a pause, High Priest Xingyue continued, "No matter how small the wrong thing I do, it will be magnified into an irreparable sin by them, and I really can't bear this pressure anymore, so when Akihime came here, I chose to come with him. The purpose is to avoid those strife, and I know you are curious about what kind of hatred is between me and her? ”

The High Priest of the Star and Moon had a twinkle in his eyes:

"Actually, it's nothing more than those things in the palace, her father took the throne that belonged to my father, and I originally wanted to take revenge on them, but then I thought that Mingji's father had been so good to me all these years, because that kindness was so good, that I even wondered if I should take revenge on them. Should there be any more hatred for them? ”

The High Priest of the Star Moon shifted his body for a moment, changed to a comfortable position, and continued, "Whether he is asking to appease the hatred in my heart, or whether he feels guilty, I don't want to put myself in hatred anymore anyway. Because this feeling is really tiring and tiring. ”

"You are also from the palace, I think you also know this feeling, it's like being in ice and fire, and the slightest carelessness will be wiped out, so I don't want to let myself be surrounded by hatred anymore, I don't want to let myself be blinded by hatred anymore, I want to open my heart and let myself see the world again, in fact, I originally prepared a plan."

"Princess Mingji is a necessary victim in this plan, because such an important role as she is, but then I thought about it, even if I let her die, what is the use. What if my revenge succeeds? My father and mother can't come back, and I'm sure they don't want me to be in hatred. ”

"I'm sure they want me to be happy. It's not that I'm blinded by hatred, which is not what they want to see, so I decided not to let them down, I know that it can also be seen as a form of cowardice, but I just don't want to get revenge anymore, because I'm tired and I've been trying to figure out what I mean for so many years, and I'm really tired. ”

Xingyue said with a sigh.

These words had been brewing in her heart for a long time, and she finally decided to say them to him.

No matter what he thinks of himself, he should always give an account of his trust, and she can't let him down again and again.

He wanted to tell himself through this that his giving up was worth it.

Nangong Hanmo nodded and said: "I can understand your feelings, because I am also in such an environment, I said that we are both poor people, because I can understand your pain, I have also experienced everything you have experienced, but I also made the same decision as you, this is not called cowardice, but tolerance." ”

Nangong Hanmo's eyes flashed: "For me, as long as the people of Northern Zhao can live well, it doesn't matter who is the emperor at all, although I am also burdened with a period of hatred, but I don't want to spread the hatred to the people, so I decided to forbear, as long as he is a good emperor, I am willing to forgive him, and I am willing to forget that unforgettable pain." ”

After a pause, Nangong Hanmo continued: "What's more, he has always been very good to me over the years, so I don't need to hold any grudges?" I fully support your decision, and it would be a relief to let yourself exit in style rather than putting yourself in the middle of an impossible revenge. ”

The High Priest of the Star Moon nodded approvingly.

Nangong Hanmo smiled and continued:

"Because people who have a hatred are really tired, this hatred will make you unhappy at all, I was also blinded by hatred, I was manipulated by hatred, and I almost made an irreparable mistake, fortunately I met someone, it was because she stopped me, so I embarked on two completely different paths from Nangong Qiran, that person must be able to deduce it, right?"

"That's right, he is Royi, when the two of us approached her at the same time, for the sake of the Nine Palace Lock on his body, because I know that the contraction is a very powerful treasure, and if you get it, you can get the world, I want to take revenge through him, and Nangong Qiran wants to complete his ambition through it."

"But what we didn't expect was that we were both in a relationship with this woman, so we decided to have a fair game, and whoever could get her heart would be able to control the overall situation, and then withdraw from the other party's relationship. In the end, we both lost because she was killed to stop me. ”