For the absurdity of my ignorance, I think that the death of my mother is already God's punishment for me, and this kind of pain brought about by hindsight does not need to be described too much at the beginning of my book, and I think everyone understands.

Cao Cancan chose to close herself off after Aunt Qin'er's death, because Aunt Qin left too suddenly, and there was no misunderstanding and dislike between her and her mother, but I am different. Although I have been autistic for a while, I have been wandering in my memories, and I will assume that if I had done it then, would it not have turned out the way it is today?

During my time in school, I was basically able to spend half of my semester in school, and my grades naturally didn't need to be asked. The school persuaded me to repeat a grade for a year, and Cao Ge discussed with me, but I was still very resolute and did not repeat a grade. In this regard, Cao Ge also expressed his helplessness. In fact, I chose not to repeat a grade, in fact, I wanted to change the environment earlier. That year, Cao Cancan took the high school entrance examination, and I was in my first year of junior high school. Meiyuan No. 1 Middle School does not have a high school, so the high school entrance examination means being able to leave there and go to a new place. Although, with my grades, I basically can't get into any good schools, but it doesn't matter.

Kan Tao has been trying to comfort me, but I can see that this kind of mother's death makes it difficult for him to speak. It's easy to understand this empathy, but if it were me, I wouldn't know what to say. Fortunately, the wind of public opinion can be regarded as completely stopping the car, I don't know if it's time or because of my mother's death. In short, no matter which one it is, it can be regarded as breaking a piece of my heart. However, I still occasionally think that if it is really because of my mother that everyone is blocked, then it is inevitable that this turmoil is too valuable and too heavy.

Cao Cancan asked Kan Tao which high school she wanted to be admitted to in the future, and Kan Tao told her that it should be the sixth middle school. In this way, Cao Cancan set his goal there.

The family is also slowly adjusting, but for the only two people left in the Cao family, the catastrophe of the past few years will also take a few years to calm down.

Cao Cancan was admitted to the sixth middle school as she wished that summer, but she chose the former between boarding and day study. This choice seems to mean that since high school, Cao Cancan has been ready to separate from the Cao family. Cao Ge and Wu's mother kept persuading, and they kept persuading, and later it developed to the point that Xue Hao and Cui Yu also came to persuade them, but it was useless.

Every time everyone persuaded her to go to school, her father sat aside and was silent, perhaps, he knew that this choice made by this daughter was not to leave the Cao family, but to leave him, after all, she was at fault, even if she opened her mouth to leave her, what could she make up for? And how long can you stay? Therefore, before the start of school, my father said lightly at the dining table: "Send it, just send it." ”

When Cao Cancan was packing up the daily necessities for her accommodation in her bedroom, I entered her room, and she looked up at me: "Come and say goodbye?" ”

I smiled, "It's not like you're not coming back." She didn't speak.

"You're in such a hurry?" I didn't say it all, but I knew she understood what I meant.

When answering my words, it happened that she was loading books in her bag, and I saw her pick up Aunt Qin'er's diary and stuff it in, and then asked me: "Cao Muxi, if it were you, how would you choose?" ”

I met her gaze, full of determination and parting.

"Hmm." I don't know why I replied with a um, this um, maybe I understood, understood, understood, understood, but actually, I didn't know how I should choose.

She smiled, smiling very brightly: "I'll give you a task!" ”

"Mission?"

"Help me watch Kan Taoha, don't let him be snatched away by other little girls!"

I smiled: "I'll try my best, this is not out of my control!" ”

"I know. Try your best, you can report to me in time if there is anything! She tightened her bag and placed it on her chair.

"Debriefing? I can't even see you, how can I report it? ”

"You stupid! Haha~ Cao Muxi, I found that you are really good, when you are not busy, I have to come back on Saturday and Sunday! I still have winter and summer vacations! I can't have all the school holidays, I'll watch the gate there! I laughed too.

After laughing, she suddenly lowered her head faintly and said, "I still have to come back to see my mother." This sentence instantly made the ease just now fall into a heaviness, and there was a lot of sadness and sadness. Before leaving the house, Cao Cancan gave me a stack of her junior high school study notes: "Do you know why I study hard? ”

I took the stack of notebooks and looked up blankly.

"Because I'm not good-looking."

"Huh?" She laughed. "Tease you. Keep my class notes for you to see. In fact, when I was studying, when I was a child, it was to win glory for my mother, and I would be praised wherever I took it out, and I found that my mother was very happy. Now I'm studying to get out of here. Later... Let's talk about the future later. She said it quite easily, but what I listened to was the sadness of tears rolling in her eyes.

Cao Cancan, who left home, didn't know how he was doing at school. Cao Ge and Wu's mother looked at the calendar every day, looking forward to the weekend, and counted the days with their fingers. At that time, when I watched Cao Ge, I felt that she was about to become an old woman in her fifties and sixties. Although my father didn't speak, he could see that he was looking forward to it in his heart.

At the end of September of that year, one day, Xue Hao and Cui Yu came, and the two of them were mysterious. Cao Ge had just come down from upstairs after washing, and as a result, Xue Hao pushed Cui Yu in front of Cao Ge and startled her.

"Why are you two here early in the morning?" Cao Ge asked curiously as he went downstairs. As a result, Cui Yu suddenly took out a bouquet of flowers from behind him and proposed to Cao Ge. I don't remember exactly what he said, but the general meaning was: "Leave your previous misfortunes to me to make amends for you." ”

Cao Ge was stunned for a long time, and Wu's mother kept patting Cao Ge on the side: "Take it!" Pick it up! Even his father was sitting on the sofa smiling and smoking: "Accept it, Cao Ge." ”

Cui Yu saw that Cao Ge was not moving, so he was a little panicked. He looked back at Xue Hao who was standing behind him, and after Xue Hao understood, he hurriedly said: "Cao Ge, although Cui Yu is not very good, you will be able to get it, and it can be regarded as saving an older leftover man!" Otherwise, you two are old, and I still have to go to the nursing home to see you two, I don't have that much time to spare. ”

Later, Cao Ge accepted it.

This Cao Cancan heard Uncle Zhao, who sent her something, say this, and came back in a hurry on Friday night that week, humming a song as soon as he entered the door: "Oh, I've heard about it, in this house, but someone is going to get married!" Who is it? ”

Cao Ge sat on the sofa and looked back, pursing his lips and smiling. Cao Cancan walked up to Wu's mother: "Wu's mother, isn't it you?" ”

"Go, stupid boy, nonsense! Your mother Wu is your grandmother's generation, this stupid girl. Mother Wu laughed and chased Cao Cancan. She came to me again: "Is that this little beauty?" ”

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