I didn't really like the way Cao Yunxiao said this to me, which made me feel very uncomfortable, but I didn't refuse his invitation because of this, and I calmly confirmed the time of meeting with him. I spent the rest of the afternoon wondering what Cao Yunxiao was trying to do with me, and after I made a list of countless possibilities, I realized that all of what I was thinking was a bad outcome.

So all my good mood was ruined, and by the way, I had some insomnia, and I barely fell asleep after the early hours of the morning.

The next day, I rushed to Sister Sweet's shop with two big dark circles under my eyes and the time agreed yesterday. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Cao Yunxiao smiling very happily and waving at me.

"Xiaobai Xiaobai, here and here, come and come, don't worry, I wrapped up Sister Guozi here today, and no one will come to disturb us."

"No, it's okay if you come to my house to talk about something, why are you here to make trouble for Sister Guozi?"

Seeing Cao Yunxiao smiling at me, my originally very nervous mood seemed to be put up a little. But I still didn't understand why he had to come to Sister Guozi, so I frowned and asked him:

"Because it's like the two of us are dating, and if you go to your house, you won't have that kind of date feeling."

As soon as Cao Yunxiao mentioned the word "dating", I felt my heart tremble fiercely, and then looking at the way he was smiling more and more happily, I suddenly felt a long-lost feeling welling up in my heart. After that, I realized that Cao Yunxiao and I really had a problem, but I didn't know exactly when the problem arose and why the problem occurred.

But now is obviously not the time to say this, I tried to keep a smile, and sat opposite him with Cao Yunxiao, and said to him:

"We've been together for so long, dating or something is so important. Besides, it's not convenient for you to have this identity now, so don't get it in the future. ”

"Who said it doesn't matter, I think it's very important, dating is an essential thing for couples, no matter how long you're together, you have to have a date. Even if I'm seventy or eighty years old, I'm going to date you with me. ”

Cao Yunxiao seemed a little angry at what I said. He counted me down in dissatisfaction, then ignored my second sentence and cut to the chase.

"Forget it, people like you who don't understand romance can only rely on me to create romance for you. So I said, have you figured out where we're going? ”

"Huh? What did you say? ”

"Didn't I tell you about it a long time ago? Are you thinking? Don't forget, right? ”

After Cao Yunxiao reminded me like this, I remembered that he had already told me about this matter half a year ago. But at that time, I was busy with the college entrance examination, and then I was busy applying for the exam, so I didn't bother to think about these issues at all. So I naturally left this matter behind me, and if he hadn't told me, I wouldn't have remembered it at all.

The atmosphere instantly sank into embarrassment, and I looked left and right, trying to avoid answering his question.

"Well, well, I don't even have to think about it to know that you didn't even care about it. But I can't blame you, after all, studying is still more important to you, you are so stupid, you have to put more effort into studying, so these things, I will help you think about them. ”

Cao Yunxiao didn't need to look at my reaction to know that I wasn't prepared for anything, so he took a notebook out of his bag as if he was invited.

"I've been busy filming in the past few years, I didn't put in much effort when I chased you, and I couldn't give you so much company after being together, and I couldn't even help you when you made such a major decision like Fu Chengwen. I've already made you suffer too many grievances, and coupled with the previous incident with Ruan Jinling, I really blame myself. But there is no way to change the past, so from now on, I will never ignore you in everything I can. If you have any requirements, I can meet your requirements! ”

While handing over the notebook to me, Cao Yunxiao said this to me very seriously. I suddenly felt that the notebook in my hand seemed to have the weight of a thousand pounds, and my whole heart was a little panicked. So I hurriedly put the notebook on the table in front of me, then took a deep breath, as if I had made a lot of determination, and said to Cao Yunxiao:

"Although I was mentally prepared before I was with you, I had to face a lot of things, I understood that I was not good at all, I didn't deserve you at all, and I also understood that I had to be under a lot of pressure to be with you. I thought I was ready and thought I could handle it, but after these things happened, I realized that what I thought was just that. When I actually went through this, I found that I couldn't take it at all. I don't mind any physical damage, but if the pressure is too much, I really can't pretend to be indifferent. At first, I wanted to talk to you about these things, but then I didn't know what I was going to tell you. ”

"Xiaobai, I know I..."

"No, you don't know. In the beginning I was very supportive of you doing what you loved, and I hope you will get better and better. But now I suddenly realize that since you chose this, you have indeed changed for the better, but we are also getting farther and farther apart. I'm trying hard to keep up with you, but I find that I really can't, and sometimes I even feel like I'm holding you down. So when something goes wrong, I hope I can fix it myself, and it won't cause you any trouble about me. But I'm tired, really tired, and sometimes I feel like I don't need you at all. But you know what? Even though it was all this, when you suddenly came back, when you suddenly appeared next to me, when you suddenly smiled at me. I can still feel the excitement of my heart, and it makes me feel really sad. Because I found that even if I was already like this, I couldn't give up on you. It's so unfair, and I know you've been really nice to me. But we can't go on like this. Don't you feel tired? Don't you feel that when you are making up for me, you will feel very tired?