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I've always felt like Sister Kazuko, but it's hard for me to say what I like about him. It wasn't until today that I heard her say these words, and I suddenly realized that what I liked was her free and easy.

Although there are a lot of stresses in Nagako's life, in fact, I feel that she has lived a more wonderful life than any of us. I also look forward to this kind of life, so I envy her, like her, am willing to be friends with her, and hope that I can become the same person as him.

And now I feel that there is still a long, long distance between me and Sister Nagako. Because I can't be as free and easy as her, I can make her choice arbitrarily and desperately.

However, although I don't have any plans for the future, after listening to her, I at least know what I should choose now.

I took a deep breath, looked up, looked at the anxious and worried looks on these people, and then whispered:

"Okay, don't think about it anymore, I know what I'm going to choose."

Sister Moon laughed softly after hearing my words, then patted me on the shoulder and said to me:

"Don't make a decision on the spur of the moment, you still have enough time anyway, go back and think about it. Don't talk to others this time, you have your own ideas, you know how to weigh the pros and cons, and trust your choice. ”

Sister Fruit's eyes looking at me were all gentle and encouraging. I nodded firmly at her, then turned my head back, deciding not to continue discussing these issues with the few of them.

The three of them obviously still have something to say to me, but seeing my attitude, they also know that it is not suitable to speak now, so they can only temporarily suppress these words in their hearts. After that, we chatted a little more, and then went home.

When I got back, I locked myself in my room for a whole day. I didn't contact anyone for the day and my phone was turned off. It wasn't until almost 10 a.m. the next morning that I turned on my phone.

As soon as I turned it on, I received more than two dozen messages. Most of them were sent to me by Cao Yunxiao, basically to comfort me, telling me that he would support all my decisions and send them to him when I wanted to speak. The moon sent me two or three of those and asked me what I was thinking. Finally, Fu Chengwen sent me a message telling me that he had helped me choose a few more schools and asked me to visit his house when I had time.

Even if Fu Chengwen doesn't say it, I still have to go to him, because I have already thought about the major I want to choose, but I still need him to help me with the school. So I sent a message back to Cao Yunxiao and told him that I was fine, and immediately put on my clothes and went straight to Fu Chengwen's house.

Mother Fu was also there, and when she saw that I was in such a hurry at this time, she guessed that I must have just gotten up and didn't eat anything. She said hello to me and immediately went to the kitchen to cook for me.

Ten minutes later, I took the fried rice that Fu's mother made for me and went to Fu Chengwen's room. As soon as I entered, Fu Chengwen placed in front of me the piece of paper with the names of the schools he had chosen for me.

"I picked a few schools for you, all of which are better psychology majors, and then I have checked some information before, and it is better to apply psychology in psychology, so most of the ones I chose are in this area, you can take a look for yourself first."

I was pulling the fried rice while looking at the list of schools that Fu Chengwen had given me. I don't know why, looking at it, the tears can't stop falling.

When Fu Chengwen saw me crying, his original expression changed instantly, he frowned, looked at me with a very serious face, and said to me a little overwhelmed:

"What are you crying about? What's there to cry about, am I doing something wrong? ”

"No, well, you didn't do anything wrong, really, you did it well, thank you."

I sobbed as I answered the question Fu Chengwen asked me. After listening to my explanation, Fu Chengwen didn't expect his brows to wrinkle even deeper.

"What do you say to me thank you, since I'm not wrong, why are you crying?"

Fu Chengwen's words completely stopped me, on the one hand, I didn't expect him to chase after this question, and on the other hand, because I didn't know what I was crying about. I felt a little wronged, and some felt happy, anyway, the feelings in my heart were messy, except for crying, there was really nothing that could make me better express at that time. Not to mention, I couldn't answer his question anyway, so I shut up, ignored him, and wiped away my tears and began to concentrate on my fried rice.

Soon the plate of fried rice was all in my stomach, and then I picked up the piece of paper written by Fu Chengwen and began to discuss it with him.

From geographical location to cultural environment, we compared each university and checked some relevant information. In the end, after careful selection by Fu Chengwen and me, we decided on two universities that were suitable for me. One of them is very close to the school that Fu Chengwen wants to enroll, and they are all in the same city. The other is closer to Cao Yunxiao, but it takes more than an hour to get there by train.

At this point, I can't do anything about this final choice. I sat on Fu Chengwen's stool, took the piece of paper and compared it for a long time, and I didn't know which school I should choose, but finally Fu Chengwen reminded me and asked me to go home and discuss with my parents and Cao Yunxiao first, don't make a decision in a hurry.

I followed Fu Chengwen's advice, and after I went home, I first told my parents about these choices, my mother heard that Fu Chengwen chose the school for me, and she was very relieved, and told me seriously that she would support me no matter which one she chose, and my father saw my mother's reaction like this, and didn't say anything, just added, I hope I can find a school I like and study hard.

Although these two people did not give any substantive opinions, I was very happy with their answers, because I felt that they were not only respecting my decision, but also respecting my rights. It made me feel like I was part of the family, a participant in the family, not a dependent.

After getting the affirmation of my parents, I immediately called Cao Yunxiao and briefly told him about the situation I am facing. Cao Yunxiao didn't say anything after thinking about it for a long time, and only told me at the end that he couldn't give me any advice, but I hope that tomorrow, I can find time to meet with him.