"Tang Feng, oh, that's the restaurant manager here," Li Shuwen didn't mind that she would stay on her for a longer time, so he hollowed out his mind to use other people's affairs as a topic of interest to her, "Compared to Tang Yu's fame, he is nothing at all, many people have never even heard of his name, but he used to be a little famous in the male model world." If he hadn't retired later, there would be nothing to do with those little fresh meats. ”

"It's a shame indeed." Even if he just glanced at a side face, Su Guo could be very sure at that moment that this man named "Tang Feng" was very handsome.

His handsomeness is different from Qin Yao's, Qin Yao gives people the feeling of being as clean and bright as a teenager even after his years. And this Tang Feng, with delicate facial features, a face smaller than that of a female star, can be described as a real slap face, with a weak and fair complexion, and even some mixed-race flavor in it.

"I said that he was famous, completely because of the years of 'fighting' between him and Tang Yu, no one knew why these two people were fighting, and they had never figured out how a strong Tang Yu could have fought for several years without winning Tang Feng, who was nothing, and there were even rumors that the sensational 'XX Gate' incident was planned by Tang Feng. If this is the case, then it is unbelievable that Tang Yu even asked him to be the manager of the Western food department in his 'Blue Sea'. ”

Su Guo quietly listened to Li Shuwen's introduction to the "little white-faced manager", and nodded thoughtfully, "This is probably that people who don't know how to express their feelings can only walk a long, long way." ”

Tang Yu and Tang Feng are both people who don't know or don't know how to express their feelings, so all the fights, quarrels and resentments are because they want to get each other's attention, even if they know that the other party hates themselves, it is better than not caring about themselves, so along the way, they love and kill each other, miss a lot of roads that can go directly to the end, and have been stumbling on the road of difficulty and pain without end.

"Not only do people who don't know how to express their feelings take a lot of wrongful paths, but those who don't know how to cherish other people's feelings and blindly hurt other people's feelings have no way back." Li Shuwen looked at the loss on Su Guo's face that he couldn't hide in time, and couldn't help but sneer.

And Su Guo could only play with the tassels of the tablecloth, bowing his head and being silent.

Li Shuwen is not wrong, people who don't know how to express their feelings and people who don't know how to cherish their feelings deserve to be missed and abandoned.

But what is she? Does she deserve what she has paid and endured in the past ten years? She is extremely clear and brave to face her feelings, and she is sincere and careful to guard others even if they give a little bit of affection, but why is she loving thoroughly, she is just returning to the original point, but she can't even try to wake herself up.

"Su Guo," Li Shuwen knew that she shouldn't have said those words to her recklessly just now, what was wrong with her, "What you missed also missed you, even." ”

This time Su Guo did not break free from Li Shuwen's hands, she did not avoid the self-evident desire and cherishment in the eyes of the other party, accompanied by the piano version of the music of "Simple Love". She told herself, as Li Shuwen said, the person you missed also missed you, you are such a kind and upright young woman, you dare to love and hate, dare to act, your future has infinite possibilities, why really hang yourself on the ginkgo tree at that moment?

"If, I mean if, I'm willing to continue to be the 'fake boyfriend' you want, is it possible for us to ...... in the future?"

"Okay."

"What?"

"I said okay," Su Guo said word by word extremely clearly, "I don't need anyone to pretend to be a boyfriend, but I am willing to start over with you." ”

Whether it's true or not, in fact, she blindly deceives herself, trying to test another person's sincerity with this clumsy move, telling others that I have had enough of you and your harm to me, I decided to forget about you and let go of you, and I want to start my brilliant life again! However, in the dark corners, he licked the old wounds that had long since formed over and over again, trying to rejuvenate even a little shadow of the past.

Let go and forget, never!

Ever since he knew that Qin Yao was back, even if he learned that he hadn't come to look for him for a year since he came back, hadn't he made all kinds of inquiries and posted them? Even if someone shows up with a girlfriend who crushes them in all aspects, you still look at him with that humble hope. When he stretches out his hand and calls your name, where do you know what it means to eat a trench and grow wise?

Even if you understand that Qin Yao may also like himself, he has been loving himself even in the five years he has been apart. But so what? He didn't leave you so easily for someone else again! Not even a single explanation!

She asked herself why, in so many years of entanglement with Qin Yao, no matter how much she pretended not to care, she was always inconsistent, and she couldn't make the decisions she kept saying.

Li Shuwen is right, those people you can't ask for, don't they also miss you?

May you be less injured when you are obsessed, and may you wake up to the fact that things are people. Why? Why should we give opportunities to people who are obsessed and will only blindly hurt and trample on their feelings and do not cherish their feelings? Could it be that when he comes to his senses, the people and feelings that have been hurt must wait for him in the same place?

That's unfair!

The phone call that Qin Yao asked him to find information was the last chance Su Guo gave him, she could not care if Qin Yao left herself to take care of Xiao Ye, because Su Guo knew that Qin Yao must have some responsibilities to Xiao Ye, even if it was just a friend, she would not be too harsh on Qin Yao for her unusual concern and nervousness for Xiao Ye; She even began to slowly accept Qin Yao's return, believing that Qin Yao said, "I am willing to use all the time in the future to chase you back", she almost opened her heart and once again put this man who has loved her for more than ten years back to the tip of her heart! As long as he explained on that phone call, or told her, even if it was just one sentence, "Su Guo, please believe me".

But everything is over, and she and Qin Yao have never had a chance to start again.

Sometimes Su Guo would wonder if what she liked was Qin Yao as a person, or the feelings he gave him, or because Qin Yao happened to appear in the time when she loved him the most, or because what she had done for him could never be given to a second person.

If so, then from now on, can she try to like another person, and love someone again in the time without Qin Yao.