In the past five years, Su Guo has left a foreign land because of the person he loves, and has thrown everything he has paid in the past ten years into the depths of the bottomless ocean. Su Guo was in pain for a long time, and the walking dead for a long time, even if he relied on the "unraveling" of his friend's sworn friend and his "Ah Q spirit" who was not afraid of heaven and earth, he came out of the rivers and lakes with a scar, but he could be regarded as surviving.

Even if she will still love and hate a man named "Qin Yao" for a long time in the future, and scratch her heart and ask for it, it is just a kind of friendship and family affection that can be temporarily replaced even if it is a delicious meal...... It's just a feeling.

But this man named Li Shuwen, five years ago, in the eyes of everyone, a shy, gentle, harmless white and weak young man, suffered an experience that most people in this world could not understand.

was framed by a friend, imprisoned, and his girlfriend, who said he was going to get married, decided to leave him, his father was seriously ill, and his relatives and friends avoided him...... When he was completely desperate for this indifferent world, it was hatred that allowed him to struggle in the quagmire of not being able to see his fingers, and finally succeeded in standing in front of all those who had despised him, mocked him, and abandoned him. He finally raised his eyebrows and broke out of his career and future.

What an inspirational and hard-working man! But no one really understood this man's heart, never.

Li Shuwen grew up in a family that was extremely simple in terms of social relations and humanistic feelings. Both parents are teachers in the local middle school, his father teaches mathematics, his mother teaches Chinese, and his parents have not asked too much for him since he was a child, so his childhood is plain and warm.

Even his ability to be admitted to F University greatly exceeded the expectations of his parents and relatives and friends, but he didn't think it was great to be admitted to F University, he just liked the major he chose, and liked to be quiet in a relatively closed world, doing whatever he wanted, whether he was doing research or doing nothing but reading books and being in a daze.

He is a person with a peaceful personality, a humble attitude, and a gentle and polite person to everyone and everything. He can get along with a lot of people, because he is not a regular weak chicken man who can only read books and can't exercise, his sports are not bad at all, and he plays the ball very well, so he often plays with the next batch of juniors. So he got to know Chubby, as well as the others in their dormitory, including the man named Qin Yao.

Who is Qin Yao?

Qin Yao is a person who not only appears frequently in the "sleeper talks" of the girls' dormitory, but even often appears in some chats in the boys' dormitory.

For example, someone asks: Do you know who is the first in our major in this big exam? Someone replied: Qin Yao! Someone asked again: Do you know the flower of the Department of Foreign Languages? It's the one whose uncle is a diplomat, do you know who she announced her boyfriend criteria not long ago? Someone replied: Isn't it Qin Yao! Someone else asked: Have you figured out which junior will control the court in the next basketball finals with electromechanical? Someone replied: Who else could it be if it wasn't Qin Yao!

In fact, Li Shuwen does not envy these "Qin Yao" in other people's mouths at all, whether he is the first in his major, the dream lover of the department or the main force of the basketball team, he has always looked at him with the appreciation and admiration that he should have as a senior in the same department. There was never the slightest hint of envy or jealousy.

It wasn't until that little fat birthday dinner that he knew that this honest and kind girl who smiled with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and always flashed bright light in her eyes turned out to be Qin Yao's girlfriend. Maybe it's not a girlfriend yet, but with the way the two of them interact, it's just that you ask "yes" and I answer "yes".

From that day on, he had envy and jealousy of Qin Yao. He began to feel that a person can really be perfect, and in addition to being good at reading, playing ball, and being handsome, there is such a beautiful person by his side.

Li Shuwen has been very annoyed for a while, he always feels that he missed Su Guo because he was too gentle and stable, until he slowly got to know Su Guo and Qin Yao, he knew that even if he confessed on the first meeting of her, it was useless, because the other party was a childhood sweetheart, and he didn't have any time advantage at all!

Li Shuwen remembers the first time he saw Su Guo, it was the freshman military training that year, he was responsible for the logistics of the military training as a cadre of the student union, that day he went to the XX Accounting College next door to discuss the specific matters of the freshman basketball game after the start of the school year, walked through the shade under the teaching building, and heard that an instructor was training people.

At first glance, he was still a girl, with a pair of big shining eyes, and the corners of his mouth would unconsciously hook up a small dimple when he spoke, and he stood quite close, but they didn't notice his existence. He heard the girl bargaining with the instructor and exchanging the lap for review, he thought to himself that this girl must have made this request because the instructor would not really punish the girl for running, and she was actually very "scheming" to see her harmless face.

Until the girl ran five laps without saying a word, she was still grinning innocently. For the first time, he saw from a girl's face that she could be so happy and satisfied to be punished for running, her smile seemed to be magically infectious, making people unconsciously follow the corners of her mouth upturned, making people feel calm and stable inside.

This was the first time he saw Su Guo, and there was a feeling called - heartbeat.

Later, he often went to XX Accounting College, and he didn't know what to do, many times he just wandered around people's schools, and sometimes he saw a girl with a back image of her and quietly followed behind others for a while, and even once he was mistaken for a crush, but he didn't embarrass him, but when the girl asked what her name was, she was quite at a loss.

Then it was at Chubby's birthday party that he finally knew that the girl who made his heart flutter already had a "must-have" by his side.

He was cautious and peaceful, and he could be regarded as a person who had no desires and no desires, but he only had a little bit of desire for Su Guo. But even this little bit of "desire" was forced to stop in the bud.

In fact, he can always be a silly boy who can be satisfied as long as the girl he likes is happy, looking at Su Guo's appearance of jumping around Qin Yao's side, he can also squeeze out a fairly gratifying smile strongly; Or he can promise the girls in the school who want to get to know him to go to dinner together, go to the library for self-study together, he can start a new relationship, and then quickly leave the girl who is actually completely different from his personality behind......

But fate, I always like to joke with you, and when you decide to let go, it just lets you see the boy you think can carry the happiness of the girl you like for a lifetime......