Chapter 7: When Love Passes

When I got back to the dormitory, I stood in front of the window, didn't open the curtains, and in the dark my deep face, without light, didn't think about anything, just stood in a daze. Dumbfounded, my hands pressed against the table, my fingers together, my eyes in one place. I was wondering if I could ask for her phone next time, I wanted to hear her voice so much, I longed from the bottom of my heart that her voice could be in my ears, so I wouldn't think too much about it, at least she couldn't see it blushing. I'm thinking nonsense again.

There wasn't much in the dorm, so now was a good time to exercise. I could hear the sound of basketballs hitting rebounds downstairs. There are shouts, there are screams, there are roars......

"What are you doing standing stupidly?" I looked back and it was my classmate who called me. It turned out that he had crept in, and I hadn't noticed.

"Nothing, thinking about it." I sat down. Leaned against the bed closest to the window.

"It's nothing, your eyes are full of depression, you miss girls!"

He walked up to me, dug into his pockets for a long time, and brought me a tissue, which I refused. I put the tissue aside.

"Nope." I'm often duplicitous. I just don't want to be seen through.

"Really?" He walked to the window, brushed it open, and a strong light pierced in, and the room immediately lit up.

I leaned back on the bed, and although my eyes were not directly facing the window, I felt the stimulation of the bright light, and suddenly I couldn't open my eyes.

"You, really, come back for so long and don't open the window, you see, how bad the air is. It should be airy now.

He pulled the curtains together, then spared a circle and made a knot. Then he patted his hands and turned around to pat me on the shoulder. Smile at me. Continuing with the topic above.

"If you want to chase that PLMM, say!" I don't know how much he knows, he said was that her?

"Nope." I wanted to get up and leave immediately, ignoring him, but at that moment, I knew I was wrong.

He looked at my stunned expression and said, "I want to trick people." As he spoke, he took back the tissue, "Don't waste my precious paper if you don't want to use it." He glared at me.

I reached out to hit him, and he slipped away, and I was scolding you behind my back not to let me fuck or I would...... (I'm "dirty")

After I came out for a walk, it felt different, and my heart was much calmer. In the blink of an eye, I saw a leaf, it slipped down to my face, it was very light, it made my face very itchy, it floated over my eyes, I picked up the leaf, and looked at the texture on it one by one, dull, cheer up! Back to the Big Tree! I wish I could.

I am often emotionally uncertain, and my thoughts and thoughts are different, just trying to have a wide space in my own thought dimension, and the onlookers can often only guess, and trying to express and get rid of the truth of things is to experience a new change. When love passes, I begin to be at a loss, thinking about the days when the leaves are falling, and I like to stay in one place, keep looking, and see the scenery. Until you see your eyes tingle.

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"I Just Want to Attract You", this is an emotional novel about love, campus, and the city, there are not many characters written, and the confusion of several pairs of men and women when they fall in love also has the sweetness of experiencing love moments. The emotional entanglement between Huang Rong, Chen Hua, and Li Su, the sister-brother love between Wuwei and Li Su, the Internet relationship between Huang Rong and the girl, the love between college student Lin Yang and a divorced woman, the youth campus love song, and the urban emotional love, are profound and painful, and the most real emotions in the heart. This is a memory, maybe a story that goes on all the time, I don't know when the story will end, and I always let myself remember those struggles and heart-wrenching pictures. There will always be a dark abyss, and the countless appearances of dreams will make me fall into it. This is a story of a man and two women, a story of reality and fiction, and the protagonist of this article, Huang Rong, is always struggling between loving and being loved, lost in reality and the Internet. Find relief in spirit and soul. But they can't get true love.