Chapter 6: What if
Chapter 6 What if
Such a plot is like the first meeting of the hero and heroine played in the movie. But it's not boring enough to use bookmarks, at least it should be a valuable thing, if you come to the Americans to play, you will take a platinum necklace, when the heroine is fiddling with her hair, her hand gets the necklace, and accidentally falls to the ground, at this time the hero and heroine will bend down to pick it up, when the woman bends down, the man is faster, because it is very close, so the lips are attached to the woman's face, and then there is a passionate kissing scene.
If the Chinese come to play, if the plot remains the same, at this time only the male protagonist will bend down to pick up this necklace, and then the heroine will smile and watch the male protagonist's every move, and when he gets up, there is even less likely to be a kissing scene, because there is no reason, unlike the two who were close just now, because I am not open, so there will be no result like the Americans, I just watched her quietly. When I finally bookmarked her, the distance between the two was still very large, because she was also very conservative. She's reserved, she's charming, she's moving.
When I gave her a bookmark, I wanted to pull her hand, and I even hallucinated, feeling that my hand touched her smooth skin, and I touched it all the way up, and I couldn't see a little blood in my snow-white hand.
But she didn't reach out, as if it was really arranged by her, or if she didn't intend to take back the bookmark. When she looked up, the corners of her mouth moved. It's a fascinating action again.
She was so cold and glamorous that it made my heart flutter.
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Since I decided to write her story into my life, I have come to realize that I have to go into her life, including the delicate emotional world of my heart, including love and friendship. I want to get to know her, even get close to her. Look at her from the most appropriate position and see her charming smile. Attraction is starting to be linked to many things, not only the attraction of beautiful women, but also the illusion that keeps appearing. That delusion comes from cranky thoughts, from thoughts that shouldn't belong to my age, and it's rebellious.
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Still holding the bookmark in her hand, about to hand it to her, she began to reach out, already holding out her palm, waiting for me to put it in her palm. But I hold it in my hand and don't know what to do.
Seeing that I hesitated for a few seconds, she asked me:
"What's the matter, you like that bookmark?"
"Nope."
"I'll give it to you if you like it."
I didn't answer.
The real reason for saying "no" was just to give it back to her, just to touch her hand. Such a simple reason, in fact, this bookmark is very special, in addition to the words "I just want to attract you", there is also a very dreamy picture of a beautiful woman, long hair, short skirt, a beautiful girl showing magic, and a magic wand like a petal in her hand. Long, thin. Cast your magic in the air full of falling cherry blossoms. The word falls next to the cherry blossoms, and the word art surrounds it. I didn't understand the special meaning of these words, I only saw the beauty of falling. But I wasn't tempted by the pictures.
When I gave it to her, I gently placed it in the palm of her hand, and she took it with a smile and clipped it to the first page of the book.
"The bookmarks are beautiful."
"Hehe, yes, I like it too, do you like this kind of cartoon?"
"Long hair, nice dress, pretty good-looking, I like this type of ......"
I almost said the word girl.
As soon as she finished speaking, her face changed a little for the first time, in fact, I wasn't talking about the cartoon character, because she also often wore skirts. It's just not as short as on the cartoon.
Later she changed the subject. The first time she was unnatural. It was also the first time to avoid my topic.
"Why is this happening, I always thought you were optimistic, how can you be depressed? It looks like this from your appearance, doesn't it? ”
She looked at me with questioning eyes. Avoided the question but did not avoid my eyes.
We started looking at each other, and I felt that feeling of longing to be sucked in.
"Sometimes what you see is not real, and what is on the surface is always false. Hehe! And I'm writing articles. ”
"Really? That's good, what kind of theme, I'm going to be the first one to show it when I'm done! ”
"Hehe, I don't know if I can write it well, campus theme, it is estimated that it will take a long time, but I have been working hard to write it well."
"I'm sure you can, come on. I'm going to go for a revision, so remember to be happy, bye-bye. Seeing her pouting lips and smiling.
This time I didn't hook my little feet, and I couldn't see lace pet shoes, was it because she didn't wear a skirt today, I just remember that she was beautiful when she wore a skirt. It's the back of the last time again, rushing back and forth. Suddenly I just stood silently, with the same expression, looking at her very slowly, very lightly, she didn't know.