Ah Yingrou lay boneless in my arms, drunk and asleep.

Looking at A-Ying who was asleep, I don't know how long she had been, she hadn't slept like this, she slept so beautifully, so peacefully, perhaps, it was my arrival that she could sleep so beautifully. Did she look at me like that when I was drunk? I'm thinking.

I don't know, how many sleepless nights, she is thinking about me, tossing and turning, tormented, although I know that we should not love each other too early, but missing her, can I love again? I really don't know if I'm right or wrong!

I love someone persistently and stubbornly, taste a thousand bitters of love, all kinds of sweetness, unswervingly follow her, in the drift and confusion, under the guidance of my heart, I am strong and fearless to meet every unpredictable dawn and dusk! It was she who gave me unprecedented courage and strength, allowing me to take it at every critical moment! If that's wrong, then let it go wrong.

However, I only brought her the pain of separation, and brought her the pain of longing! Why is this the case? Is there no place where there is no separation, no thoughts? People who love each other will live together happily and happily forever until the earth is desolate? My mind was clearly and confused.

In her deep sleep, A-Ying woke up from time to time, seemed to look at me unconsciously, and subconsciously grabbed my hand, "Who is scaring you in your dream!" I asked tentatively. You ......" and fell into a deep sleep.

"Can I scare you like this in my dreams? Then I must be a monster with a blue face and fangs that scares little girls. "My voice, drifting across the ceiling, in the deep night, like a dream, she couldn't hear it at all.

But I know who is scaring her! Missing, it's the devil!

I don't know when, and I don't know when I slept unconsciously.

By the time I woke up, the sun was already high in the sky. Still those dark eyes, looking at me with a smile, a little shy.

"I can get drunk!" She said self-deprecatingly. "I'm not drunk, show off!" I brushed away her long, half-covered hair and let a ray of sunlight shine on her innocent face, jokingly.

"And said that he was not drunk, look! The skirt is crumpled, why don't you take it off? You have to iron! She lowered her head and said nonchalantly, sadly pulling on her long white dress.

"You didn't say it!" Watch her change her dress.

"Dead Eye!" Disgusted at me.

"Change to the blue one!" I thought about what she looked like in the first place.

"It's hot!" She whispered, but put it on anyway. "My brother likes it, so he wears it!" Said with a grin.

When we got out, it was already midday. To say goodbye to our classmates in advance, we came to the girls' building.

It didn't take much trouble to get in, and the dormitory manager recognized me. Because of graduation season, there were a lot of people moving things in and out, but she still looked up at me and smiled and nodded, her mouth moved several times, and she couldn't call my name. The iron battalion, the flowing soldiers, she can't remember so many names, and when I say my name, she "snorts" and remembers, "The most fucked up boy"! She said. Cut! You can't remember a good thing! I smiled and nodded, I can't help but admit it, what I have done! Here, the flaws of our growth are not so easy to forget. Although, she has forgotten so much that she can't call my name!

Ah Ying had already gone upstairs and reported the news of my arrival to her classmates, and her voice was as cheerful as a lark in the woods, not reserved at all, even if I stood in the corridor in embarrassment, or the two girls in her room, poked their heads out and told me to wait for her in Ah Ying's dormitory.

Those two girls, I know, and Ah Dong and Ah Xi used to be very good. Ask them what happened to Adon and Asi. "After graduation, I haven't been in touch again!"

The two little girls said flatly. On the contrary, it made me feel quite reckless, rubbing my hands, I don't know what to say!

"That's A-Ying's bed, you can sit on it!" They greeted me. I sat on the edge of A-Ying's bed a little stiffly, and the first time I saw my A-Ying's nest was so quiet and elegant light blue, my heart flew to the distant horizon, and I couldn't come back to my senses for a while. Calmly responded to the questions of the two little girls.

"I really envy A-Ying, I have such a good brother as you!" It sounds sincere, not like a joke.

One after another, girls came in and greeted me. It seems that A-Ying got along well with her classmates in her days without me.

There were also a few little girls who only enrolled in school after I left, came over to find A-Ying under the pretext, glanced at me a few times, and left with an expressionless face.

"It's just a little darker!" "What's the matter with the dark? Healthy! The little girl couldn't hide her words, and argued in the aisle, and ran away with a "knock knock".

Like an orangutan in a zoo, I was being browsed by visitors. It was easy, and Ah Yingcai returned to the dormitory with a happy face. It seems that she is really happy when I come back.

"One last time, eat a meal from your alma mater, in the future, you won't be able to eat if you want to." A-Ying said as if she was fine, with a meal ticket in hand.

"I can't finish it!" I say. "If you can't finish eating, I'll send you a junior sister!" grabbed a few casually, "Let's go, still don't move!" The hippie pulled me up with a smile. The two little girls were left blank.

In the restaurant, there are a lot of people eating. I saw Aunt Lao Cook again, she seemed to be older, and when she saw me, she smiled kindly.

He said something to Ah Ying, pushed the meal ticket handed by Ah Ying, and signaled not to accept it. A-Ying, it doesn't matter so much, it's all in the ticket box.

The table where A-Ying and I used to sit was occupied by two boys, and she walked over and said a few words to the two boys, who smiled and gave way and nodded at me from a distance. I waved my hand and smiled at them.

It is still this familiar table, as if there is a memory that is very far away, but also very clear, very kind, a sweet feeling that has not been seen for a long time.

"Brother, you sit, I'll serve dinner!" A-Ying, arrange me as if no one was around. A few classmates stopped working hard and looked up at us.

At this table, when A-Ying and I met for the first time, she was still a little girl, so stupid that she couldn't even serve a plate, and she sprinkled me all over.

At this table, when we were in love, we had to pretend not to know each other, eat each other's heads, glance at each other from time to time, smile heartily, and bury our heads in silence.

It was at this table that when someone squeezed over, A-Ying stiffened her face and dialed her dinner plate to me, and even ate vegetables directly on my dinner plate, without any scruples, which was shocking!

Once, when one of her juniors saw me grabbing the sweet potatoes on her plate to eat, she didn't say anything, but also tried to catch and eat, A-Ying laughed, pushed the plate to him, and ran away with a smile, making the junior brother in a fog and unclear.

Later, as soon as the news of our story spread, the junior brother was embarrassed to see us. Silly doll one!

I can't help but laugh when I think about it. "Yo, who made my brother so happy!" A-Ying came over with a plate and asked me jokingly. "I remembered that silly doll!" A-Ying smiled like a willow.

"I'll bring it too!" "No, you don't! You just sit here and think about it! He turned around happily and went to fetch food again.

"How can a small dining table put so many plates!" "Auntie said, it's all what you used to love to eat, you have collected a little bit, you can't finish eating, continue to eat at night, don't go out to eat!" Gentle as a housewife.

It's still the same as before, sitting with your head on top of your head, facing each other, and smiling, which makes people laugh.

"Can I eat it with my hands?"

"No! The people here are very urbane! ”

"But I don't have chopsticks!"

"I'll feed you! Just know you're going to have a lot of trouble! "Smile as brightly as if on the prairie, that's exactly what my A-Ying should have!

"Red steamed pork ribs! You can't pick it up with your hands, open your mouth!" My habitual steppe movements were stopped.

"It's delicious! I haven't tasted this in a long time! "If only Aunt Lao Cook was Ah Ying's mother! I thought to myself.

Hold the white and tender little hand, take off the chopsticks, clip a piece and stretch it to A-Ying's mouth, watching her gently open her mouth and hold it elegantly, the smile that can't be hidden in her eyes is moist and intoxicating.

I remember that when I ate the meat at Murati's house, the host's family cut it off piece by piece, held it with both hands to share the food, and the guests also ate it with both hands.

If she can't eat something, she will quietly reach out from the opposite side and give it to me, and I will take the opportunity to bite her finger, and A-Ying will giggle.

"What are you laughing at?" A-Ying looked at my unconscious smile and asked inexplicably.

"That's how you fed me when I thought of you at Murati's house!"

"You're so bad! Fix me! "She gestured with her little fist to hit me, but she couldn't reach me.

"No, such a beautiful little girl, I can't dream of running to the grassland with me, how can I give up!"

"You know! Mouth! "Wow! What a big piece of ribs! Treat me like a snaip.

Just like that, you feed a mouthful, I feed a mouthful, and if you can't finish talking, no one will bother us, and I don't know how long we have eaten.

Anyway, I ate until dawn and dark, and I know that A-Ying is also nostalgic for this restaurant, this table, and we have eaten together for two years, and how many good memories are staying here. From time to time, she watched me eat with great affection, full of tenderness and smiled sweetly.