Chapter 25 Confession under the Campus Moon

When the lights are on. A-Ying took me by the arm and strolled through the familiar campus.

On the campus in July, all kinds of summer flowers are blooming brightly, crickets are chirping, birds are singing, the wind is clear, and the moonlight is like water. The secluded path underfoot, paved with moonlight and dappled shadows of trees.

It is this path that has taken in how many footprints, how many love words, how much waiting, how much longing, how much sweetness, and how much melancholy.

After a year's absence, returning to this winding forest trail is not what it used to be. is still the two people who love each other, and the joy of reunion is hearty and brighter than the bright moon in the sky.

Looking at the familiar everything that was about to get away, A-Ying said with some sadness: "I really want to never graduate, study for a lifetime, just the two of us, how good!" ā€

I am savoring this fairytale-like wish, drawing that poetic artistic conception with infinite yearning, and immersing myself in that romantic and colorful dream.

I don't know how many rounds we walked, and we sat on the benches on the side of the road.

She told me that her parents wanted to see me, and even though they had photos, they still wanted me to go back with them, to teach me something in front of me, and to see if I was decent.

"Is that what your dad said?" I don't have much affection for my husband who I've never met.

"Well, that's true!" She said unabashedly.

"Cut! Cheesy! ā€

She giggled, "Silly boy, I made up to scold you, and you can't hear it!" Laughing and beating me, "Scolding your father-in-law, you will be struck by lightning!" She said seriously.

"Whew! Then you should be honest, make me nervous! I glanced at her and feigned anger.

"Kidding you! It's been too long since we were separated, and when I miss you, I want to scold you. Are you too? "Ah Ying snuggled up to me innocently, and I liked the feeling of being a bird.

"No, not at all, I just thought, God, why don't you hurry up? What are you rubbing? Beware of me beating you! "I exaggerated, gestured with my fist.

"You're so crooked!" She gently pinched the back of my hand. "When you left, you bit my hand and it rotted, and the wolf's teeth were poisonous!"

"Really? Let me see! "I grabbed her hand and leaned in front of me to see clearly, under the moonlight, I couldn't see anything clearly except for the white tenderness of one hand." I just bit it lightly, thinking that it would make you feel pain for a few days, and the mood would calm down, but I didn't expect it to be inflamed and ulcerate, I'm not good, I shouldn't have bitten you! "I have some heartache.

When I was a child, on the grassland, I had a snow-white female dog named Gro, and one year, she gave birth to six puppies.

When the puppy was 3 months old, Gro was bitten to death by a wolf, two of the six puppies froze to death, and the remaining 4 couldn't be raised.

4 white puppies with pink inside, very cute. In the evening, when my family was not looking, I made a mark on the four puppies--- bit off the tips of their ears, and bled a little, and they stopped screaming a few times.

I naively thought: I'll recognize them when they grow up, and they'll miss me.

Later, I saw only one, a very fierce white dog, bald in one ear, and when he saw that I was not polite at all, he bared his teeth and grinned, as if he wanted to tear me apart, was he resentful that I had disfigured it? It didn't know how I was feeling! I am only very attached to my beloved people or things, otherwise, I would be very generous.

This story was told to A-Ying. When she heard this, she couldn't stand the longing, and kept asking me what happened to the three puppies, and I said that I had never seen them again. She said let's make up an ending, okay, or else, she always thinks about the fate of the three puppies. This stupid girl, I've read too many fairy tales, but only Hans Christian Andersen can give a beautiful ending, but he is not the master of this world!

In fact, a man's love can also be a child's love, but it is hidden in the bottom of his heart. A-Ying won't know, I will cry when I think about her, it's just that I am a man, a brother, a lonely fighter, and I will never show cowardice, just like a steppe wolf, even if I am weak to the skin, I will not give up the posture of attacking with fangs.

"After that, I was left with a beautiful scar the size of my thumb nail, and when I wrote the letter, I used a red pen to trace a flower on it, which was really beautiful! I just want to tattoo a chrysanthemum on behalf of my brother here to surprise you, I'm afraid you will scold me, I don't dare! "Silly and proud, lovable.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I can't imagine what it would be like to have a black scar on the back of her hand in the middle of a lonely night. "It's me who's bad, really!" hugged her very sadly.

"It's not in the way, but you have to be nervous again, and running around is even more confusing!" Once she said in a letter that she had a cold and fever, and I was restless for several days and didn't know what to do! I want to run to her, accompany her, comfort her, and take care of her. So, I called my cousin to tell her that I was over, and my cousin reprimanded me over the phone: How can you be so squeamish, have a headache and brain fever, it's normal, you run around at every turn, you should be your family! There is really a generation gap with my cousin! Later, A-Ying didn't say anything about her illness, and didn't say a word, and it could be guessed from her crooked handwriting whether she was sick or not. When I saw it, things changed again. That kind of longing and hopeless, helpless waiting can torment people's minds the most. Luckily, we're all strong.

"We are leaving tomorrow, farewell here, from now on, there will never be a figure of A-Ying and her brother again, everything is turned over like a book, two trees are left on the campus, I remain in my brother's heart, my brother remains in my heart. Where will our love stay? Ah Ying was a little confused.

"Should stay on the prairie!" I said longingly.

"The grassland is your roots, and it may be my home, but for now, I want to go back to my roots, where there are my parents, brothers, and I miss them! However, there is my brother on the grassland, and I love him, where shall I go?..... Brother, do you love me? I've never heard you say that?"

When A-Ying was complaining about me, her big eyes reflected the brilliance of the bright moon. It is this light that illuminates my heart transparently and warmly.

This light is the beacon that has guided me and given me strength in countless dark nights and helpless thoughts.

"I seem to have said N many times in my heart, but I don't know who to say it to! Have you heard? Before I knew you, I fell in love with that prairie blue figure, one night the moon mother gave me a little fairy, I fell in love with the little fairy again, and then there was a little girl named A-Ying, I fell in love with her again, my love always seems to be wavering, I don't know who to say? ā€

"Who knows who you're talking to! Shepherd baby, you are the amorous Peter Pan on the grassland, fortunately, the girl in blue and the little fairy did not fall in love with you, but the little girl A-Ying loves you, will you still empathize and don't fall in love?" She said with a smile on my shoulder.

"Oh, it turned out to be A-Ying, I thought it was a girl in blue or a little fairy! If it was A-Ying, the last time I waited for her and refused to come down, I thought of her downstairs and shouted. ā€

"What would you shout? Learn from me. Her eyes lit up and she tilted her head to look at me.

"You lazy, why don't you get out of here!" I jokingly told her to hear it, without looking into her eyes!

"Really?" She blinked and looked at me with a wicked smile. I know she's going to be bad again.

"Is it possible? Am I being rude? Teasing you! I hastened to confess.

"I know you won't shout anything, if you really shout, it's strange that the dormitory manager doesn't take a mop to pick you up two streets! Her temper, you know, who would dare to shout and scream on her turf? She looked at me menacingly: "Honestly! ā€

"Haha, I know you're careful, I'm going to shout like that, I guess you've already rushed down with the soles of your slippers, you can't shoot me!" I discredited her image with a hippie smile.

"Coming up? I want to hear it. "Her charming appearance makes me feel that the most beautiful words in the world are more pale." Can you shout it out?" I squinted at her.

Like a little girl who listened to fairy tales, she looked forward to the dramatic moment when the prince confessed to the princess, and her eyes sparkled with colorful lights.

"You hate it, say it! Say it! She jumped and urged anxiously.

"A-Ying! I love you! A rugged male voice shouted a voice that had been suppressed for a long time. It's really not hard to say, and it's very painful!

At this time, there were several windows on the upper floor of the girl opposite, which opened invariably.

"Who's still there? Go back to the dorm and go to sleep! "The security guards on night patrol yelled at us!

"You're in cahoots with them, aren't you?" A-Ying smiled shyly, her eyes shining with the light of the moon, and lit up the small lanterns of fireflies, which flew in the forest dotted and scattered.

"I—" A-Ying's lips were soft and sweet......