Chapter Ninety-Eight: Ding Lin (Part II)
Ding Lin heard her cousins talking about this girl, what girl from the broken school next door ran to F University to grab a man, and she didn't look at what capital she had, she often ran over to find Qin Yao when she was still in military training, and now she actually came directly to their school's orientation party, which is really shameless. And this girl doesn't have any eyesight at all, you see that Qin Yao didn't pay attention to him at all, and she didn't even look at her with a straight eye, but she was thick-skinned enough, and she chatted with Qin Yao's roommates so energetically, their laughter almost overshadowed the sound of the art show.
Indifferent? Ignore it? Or is it callous? Didn't they all notice that the faint smile on the corner of this girl's lips had never disappeared since he appeared? He didn't notice that he never looked at his phone again, he would enjoy the performance on stage, he would look at the other person's face when they talked to him, and he would even observe what was going on around him. Spilled drinks, laughing and scolding couples, nervous actors reciting lyrics...... It all made his expression move more and more.
Ding Lin hadn't thought it was related to some kind of dependence at that time. At that time, she was just full of curiosity about this iceberg cold-faced handsome guy in everyone's mouth, she never thought that one person would change the state of the whole person from heaven to earth, from death to life because of another person. And what makes her even more curious is if it were her, could she be the one who could make him change?
Later, she and her cousins met the girl at the door of the toilet, and when they heard her claim to be Qin Yao's girlfriend, no one believed her, because even she herself was so unconfident when she said the word "girlfriend". At that time, Ding Lin even thought she was too ridiculous, how could such a person be with Qin Yao? She began to laugh at herself for having lost her eyes, what a light in her eyes and the only one, this girl's conditions were better than her cousin's sister who was the worst in their bedroom. As they said, she wants to have a degree, no education, no face, and she is not confident enough to even like someone, why can she really stay by such an excellent man?
Ding Lin was secretly glad that if it was just such an ordinary girl, then she was very confident that she could replace her. So when she saw him, she ran so confidently to talk to him, ignoring her reserved pride as a school flower and a little princess in everyone's eyes since she was a child, so she asked him contrivedly, "Senior brother, are you waiting for someone?" Waiting for a girlfriend? So where's your girlfriend? ”
This is the beginning of her and Qin Yao, with curiosity about a "special" man, and the self-confidence of wanting to try to change this person with her own strength, as well as a little bit of jealousy and unwillingness to an ordinary girl. She gave up her plan to study abroad, and spent the remaining year of her senior year of high school abandoning all fun and pastime, and finally got her wish and was admitted to F University, and became his direct student.
Approaching Qin Yao, and then capturing him little by little, and finally getting him, was the most important thing for her to enter F University. For this purpose, it is necessary to connect her with Chubby's first acquaintance. In fact, she already knew that this dead fat man liked herself, as an administrator, she went to the school's BBS area to inject water when she had nothing to do, and often blocked and banned people who spoke uncivilly under posts about her, and he deleted other people's posts when the photos she secretly took were slightly exposed, and then took those photos for himself.
Ding Lin is well versed in this kind of sullen otaku, as long as he hooks his fingers, he can easily control it. First of all, the set of the senior sister is almost, how to be pure and ignorant, how to act, when he is deeply involved in himself, he accidentally discovers that the school sister he likes is actually his good brother. After a painful struggle and choice, he decided to love the house and Wu, although he can no longer get love, but it is not a kind of fulfillment to be able to help the person he loves to be happy.
As a result, Ding Lin quickly grasped Qin Yao's whereabouts and preferences, when he liked to go to the library to read, when to go to which cafeteria to eat, who to play on which court, and even his daily schedule She knew everything about it. She knew the elementary school girl from Xiaopang, to the direct senior sister who knew each other in their dormitory and her own dormitory, and then to the two of them who could often be seen in and out of pairs, and the two of them appeared in the cafeteria, in the library, and on a certain path in the school at the same time...... She used all the eyes, ears and resources around her to make everyone believe that Qin Yao was different from everyone else, and she could make Qin Yao, who never took anyone seriously, especially girls, not resist her contact because she accidentally discovered one of his secrets.
Through a long period of observation, she found that Qin Yao had a very strong dependence on certain things, first of all, breakfast.
Because Ding Lin heard that Su Guo would bring breakfast to Qin Yao every day, under the psychological influence of jealousy and mischief, she once secretly hung Su Guo in the guard room downstairs of the men's bedroom to take away the breakfast in her hand, and then hid aside to observe Qin Yao's reaction. She easily saw helplessness and fear in the eyes of a person who usually didn't have too many expressions on his face, so undisguised fear, this was the first time she had seen Qin Yao's face with such an expression. Then all day, he was not in the state, whether it was in class or eating, he bumped into many people passing by, spilled the water glass several times, and he couldn't even answer the professor's questions in class.
Ding Lin thought that it was just an accident, but when she secretly took the breakfast that Su Guo brought to Qin Yao for the second and third time, Qin Yao's state was like this for the past few days. But there are exceptions, for example, if he received a call from Su Guo that day, saw Su Guo, or just a text message from her, someone she asked to send something, and then these can change his bad state of being unable to give up all day.
So the thing that made Qin Yao feel dependent was not breakfast, not a phone call, or a certain book, but Su Guo.
As long as these things were related to Su Guo, they could make Qin Yao feel an irresistible sense of dependence. Ding Lin felt that even if he liked someone again, it was impossible for her to have such a significant and long-lasting depression, which had seriously affected his normal social and life. Therefore, she decided that Qin Yao must have some mental problems, but this problem did not seem to be very big now, at least no one else had discovered it except herself, not even Su Guo.
Ding Lin didn't know what Qin Yao had experienced in the past, those memories made him forced to keep them in his brain and experience strong and lasting negative emotions, but Su Guo must have entered Qin Yao's world because of a certain opportunity, like a ray of light shining into the darkness, which could allow him to get out of the world with endless pain with this light. If this is the case, then it may mean that Qin Yao doesn't actually like Su Guo, she is just his medicine, a medicine that can treat heart disease. However, medicine is a domestic and imported thing, and sometimes it may be more appropriate to change one.