Chapter Ninety-Nine: Ding Lin (II)
At that time, Ding Lin thought that after knowing Qin Yao's little secret, he would be able to make Qin Yao like him. Her method was to make herself happier in front of Qin Yao. If Su Guo can be Qin Yao's light source, then she can also bring her brightness and sunshine to him. She changed her previous habit of dressing up, but tied a ponytail and put on a beige coat, her eyes smiled when she spoke, and her face was always full of happiness and joy when she looked at Qin Yao, this appearance was like ...... Another Sugo.
Not only did she dress up like Su Guo, but she often mentioned her name when she was with Qin Yao, Ding Lin thought that as long as Qin Yao linked Ding Lin and Su Guo's names, or overlapped them, Ding Lin was Su Guo, and Su Guo was also Ding Lin, then sooner or later Ding Lin would be able to completely replace Su Guo.
But the consequence of doing so is that he often gets hurt, and the Qin Yao who laughs when he mentions Su Guo is completely different from Qin Yao, who is indifferent to the point of being cruel in the face of other people without any emotion, and this difference embarrasses her and breaks her heart. She has been so proud and confident since she was a child, she is a smart, cute and cute little princess in the eyes of her parents and others, whatever she wants will be sent to her, she is still so beautiful and so hard-working, she can be admitted to F University, a top university in China, and she can easily approach someone if she wants to get close to someone. Her life was always smooth sailing before she met Qin Yao, and in the past, she even felt that her life was too dull and wanted to go abroad alone.
But when she met Qin Yao, it was like a catastrophe destined to be crossed in her life, she was suffering the heartache of being injured and broken, and at the same time, she had to share his love for another person with a smile and a smile.
How much does Qin Yao like Su Guo? Ding Lin, a freshman, didn't understand it too much, but now that she thinks about it, at that time in the third canteen, she only mentioned that the sweet and sour tenderloin was delicious, so he smiled and said, "Such a sweet dish, why do you all love to eat it"; In the library she pretended to lie asleep next to him, and he would go over and close the window and draw a little curtain; When she sat behind him in a public class, she would find that he often took out his phone to read, looking back and forth at the messages in his inbox...... The dish that was too sweet, the person who was lying asleep next to him, and the text messages he often looked through were actually related to a certain person.
Ding Lin was tormented every day by how much the boy she liked another girl, until in the end she couldn't stand it anymore! She felt that the long pain was better than the short pain, rather than suffering from this kind of torture, it was better to find Qin Yao to understand, like or hate, and ask to understand clearly! This liking is not whether Qin Yao likes himself or not, but whether Qin Yao likes Su Guo. Ding Lin didn't care if Qin Yao liked her now, but as long as he didn't like Su Guo, then she would have the inevitable determination to make him fall in love with her.
So during the Spring Festival, she suddenly said that she was going to XX City to visit relatives who hadn't been to visit the New Year for several years, and then sneaked out while the adults were playing cards. She deliberately wore a designer brand that day, a dress, small leather boots, a knee-length cashmere coat, and long flowing hair with curly ends. She decided not to play the role of anyone else, and she appeared in front of him as Ding Lin, wearing these in such a cold day and waiting outside their community.
Finally waiting for him to return from playing, she smiled and said in surprise: "Senior Qin Yao, what a coincidence, I met you here." ”
However, Qin Yao's reaction was so embarrassing to her that he actually ...... Didn't recognize yourself at the first time!
Even if he recognized who she was, he just said "um", and there was no curiosity or objection to her, a person who didn't live in XX City, suddenly appearing in front of him! It was so embarrassing and hurt for her, she couldn't accept being ignored like this! She should have stepped forward and slapped him, or kicked him in the leg hard, and then yelled at him: Qin Yao, why are you doing this to me! Who do you think you are? Isn't it better to look handsome and get better grades? Which man next to me Ding Lin is not better than you? As long as you are so disrespectful, have a poor personality, have a poker face, and are terminally ill with communication disorders, I Ding Lin will not play with you!
But as soon as she spoke, she became, "Senior, I seem to have heard that Senior Sister Su Guo is also from XX City, you guys came back together from this vacation, right?" After I finished the exam, I saw her buy a lot of things in the small supermarket, all snacks, and the supermarket owner also told her not to buy all the boxes of duck feet he just entered, she had to buy more than half of them every time she came, and the other students complained for a long time that they had less goods in the supermarket. ”
Ding Lin really likes to see Qin Yao laugh, he is a little shy and shy when he laughs, but it makes people feel that this person is really sparse and beautiful. He is like the boy that every girl has looked forward to when she was a girl, and wants to have a simple relationship with him that has nothing to do with the future but the present, let him hold his hand, let him carry himself on a bicycle, and let him smile lightly in front of you......
Well, that's right, Qin Yao is what a girl's first love should look like in her memory, a person who is still as clean and bright as a teenager no matter how long it has been.
Later, Su Guo's appearance was unexpected by her, but it also fell into her arms. Her plan was split into two, if she couldn't find a breakthrough here with Qin Yao, it would be better to create a crisis with Su Guo.
But that day she lost a clean game, not only did not achieve the effect of creating a crisis for others, but abused herself, and later because she borrowed wine to drown her sorrows and drink happily with her rival, she actually had a feeling of sympathy with her rival.
In fact, after Ding Lin intentionally imitated Su Guo and got to know her, she gradually discovered that this ordinary girl was not really ordinary. At least she can't do what she has been doing for decades, and she has been treating someone like her for decades, just chasing him for a semester, she already feels tired and painful, and wants to end this torture as soon as possible, but what about Su Guo? No matter whether Qin Yao scolded her, annoyed her, complained about her, or ignored her, ignored her, and left her, she always followed behind him with an original intention, he took a step forward, and she caught up with him, although that step was extremely difficult, but she never followed him a step. And those guards, she always does so carefully and calmly, never telling him everything she has done in order to be moved and cared about. This is how Su Guo, an ordinary girl, loves someone, perseverance, courage, and loves someone with everything she has with her own bravery. Ding Lin asked herself, can she do it?
That day was the first time Ding Lin got drunk, for Qin Yao, for Su Guo, and for herself, because she seemed to understand a little bit that she or other girls who said they liked Qin Yao might never be able to enter Qin Yao's world with the same perseverance as Su Guo.
During the winter vacation of her freshman year, on the evening of the third day of the Lunar New Year, Ding Lin, who had drunk too much, was picked up by her parents, but as soon as she got in the car, she found that the gift she was going to give to Qin Yao was mistakenly given to Su Guo...... It's just that there's a card in that gift......
When she hurriedly turned her head to look for them, in the romantic snowy night where the snowflakes were flying, she saw the boy she liked for the first time and was full of ambition to get, smiling at the corner of the girl in front of her, her eyes were full of tenderness, and when the boy's kiss fell on the girl's lips.
She turned her face away, tears falling silently.
Under the orange street lamp, behind the two snowflake-white people, stood another person who was also snowflake-white.