Section 142 The Mask of Eternity

Zhang Jing's tone is quite ordinary, but the content contained in this tone is really out of place and a bit offside. In fact, what is offside or not is not the issue of seniority in the family title, but this complex interpersonal relationship. Even if she said it casually, she said that it was more informative and diverse than anyone else.

I wasn't downstairs, but I seemed to be able to feel it, and the people in the space at that time were all full of embarrassment and couldn't speak.

No one answered. Zhang Jing muttered to herself: "I, I just want to express my opinion." Of course, in the end, it is up to the mother to decide. After Zhang Jing's words came to an end, I heard Xue Hao shouting Cao Ge: "Actually, what my sister-in-law said is right, in the end, let Cao's mother decide, you sit back quickly, don't wander around on the ground." ”

"She's going to do it?! She must have asked us what to do? She'll just make up her mind! Anyway, one is also dead, two are also dead, one more is not more, and one less is not less. Cao Ge's temperament is still radical and violent, so many years, Cao Ge knows that no matter what kind of emotions and ways he uses in front of his mother to explain the fact that he has no way to teach his son, his mother has always turned a deaf ear.

She also knows that her mother is a person who has opinions in her heart, perhaps, aside from assertiveness and assertion, but for some people, she thinks that everything she does is right and for the good of others, and the original intention of this idea directly affects her objective judgment of the whole thing, which is the basic point of contradictions, and it is also a problem from the point of view that all quarrels can be based on all non-communion, a matter that is not recognized by everyone.

Grandma is a typical one.

Cao Ge knew that she was doing useless work, but she was still fighting for reason, and she was fighting for even a little equal treatment and power for herself and my mother and me to my grandmother.

Treatment, for ordinary families, is big and big, small and small, but whether to survive or how to survive is not a comfortable nest for Cao Ge, a matter of home-cooked food, which involves a person's self-esteem, and involves a person's most basic dignity and human rights.

Actually, I don't know if Cao Ge's actions are mixed with the emotions of competing with my grandmother, even if it exists, I have been able to thank Cao Ge for his good intentions to our mother and daughter for so many years.

I slid myself into the tub, leaving only my head on the water. I tried to warm my cold body with water, and to wake up and soak my rotten and numb brain, but it turned out to be just as futile as Cao Ge's words.

When I found that my skin soaked in the water was wrinkled, it was like a young mind mottled with ravines, and there was unspeakable pain in every ravine. I put on my towel and ran all the way back to the bedroom, burrowing into the bed. I shivered in bed, and my heart panicked in the autumn cold, just as the question of whether or not to stay was hotly discussed downstairs, so cold that it penetrated deep into the bone marrow, and it was so cold that I closed my teeth.

My shivering body, accompanied by the cold autumn breeze outside the window, and the rhythm of the falling leaves of the sycamore trees, is very picturesque, like a drum with a lofty spirit, singing all the way on the path of my life! I lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling, my eyes were full of white walls and loneliness, and the endless sadness in my heart had never been warmed by blood since the words of being deliberately driven away.

I heard my grandmother coming upstairs, and before that, it seemed that the conversation had changed downstairs. I don't know, when my grandmother recites the Buddha alone after closing the door, will she deliberately figure out the opinions or suggestions of the group of children downstairs, and will she have a little understanding, even a little bit?! This old man, who loves face more than everything, in his own space, in front of the Buddha who worships him, will he put down the mask of the past and relax for a while?

Perhaps, not. Too many people, hypocritical or disguised for a long time, have been unable to find the human skin in their storage box.

I was still calm lying in the bed, and I told myself with a clear mind that I had to accept it whether I went or not, not because I had a good attitude, but because I couldn't find a reason to refute it.

Day 2, Day 3, Day 4... Grandma never mentioned it again. My hanging heart also loosened. However, my grandmother seems to have deepened her disregard and disregard for me on the basis of the original. Also, she looks at me now more than my father looks at me.

One night a few days later, the whole family was there. At the dinner table, when Cao Ge suddenly mentioned that he was going to see Aunt Qin in a few days, Cao Cancan excitedly said that he wanted to go. As a result, he was stopped by his father.

"You can't go!"

"Why? Why can't I go? ”

"If you can't go, you can't go, why are there so many?!" My father's attitude was very resolute.

"No! I'm going! I look at my own mother, why can't I go? Why? ”

Grandma put down the chopsticks in her hand: "Cancan, that place is really not suitable for children." Obedient, you are at home. ”

"No, no! I'm going to go! Is it suitable to see if your mother is still suitable? Do you also pay attention to the right time, place and people? Who prescribes? Cao Cancan stood in place and said hoarsely.

"Cancan, you heard my aunt say that it's really not good for children to go. Besides, we're going to go and coming back! Cao Ge also persuaded, and Xue Hao, who came to eat next to him, also echoed: "We haven't set a date yet, if we can, I'll take you there, okay?" Hearing Xue Hao say this, Cao Cancan's mood eased. It took everyone a lot of effort to coax Cao Cancan upstairs.

Cao Ge exhaled heavily and whispered to Xue Hao: "I went a few days ago, guess who I saw?" ”

Xue Hao was taken aback: "Who?" ”

"Sister! It's Mu Xi's mother! ”

"Oh? Sister went? "Well, but, she's not in good health, obviously not good." After hearing this, Xue Hao thought thoughtfully: "Or, call her in two days, and take her to see it by the way." I'm also afraid that she will have some kind of illness to drag on. ”

"Well, that's what I thought, too." The secret words whispered by the two people were still heard by Cao Cancan, who was stretching his neck. I saw her rush down: "Who will go?" Sister? Isn't it Cao Muxi's mother? No way! My mom doesn't want to see her! No way! Also, where do you say you want to take her? Cao Cancan was very excited, which made me, who was sitting at the table, take the lead in snatching her mind from this person standing at the table with a cold face before I had time to think about the conversation between Cao Ge and the two of them!

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