Section 143 Playing with broken play
Since Aunt Qin's death, Cao Cancan seems to have diverted her attention from me. Of course, her real thoughts may only be known to herself, anyway, for most of the month, she has not found fault with me, nor has she had a head-on conflict with me, and basically uses me as air. It's normal to think about it, my biological mother has passed away, and this grief has not yet awakened, where is the time and energy to demonstrate with me? However, I was surprised that she was so disgusted with Cao Ge and their mother, is this confirmation that she pointed the finger at my mother? Especially the sentence "My mom doesn't want to see her!" It seems to show that in her eyes, the theory that Aunt Qin was killed by my mother is valid.
At that time, everyone sitting at the dinner table seemed to be surprised by Cao Cancan's sudden move, and I saw Cao Ge holding the food in his mouth before he had time to chew it, so I looked at Cao Cancan who rushed down the steps in a daze, and his eyes were full of surprise. Cao Cancan's excitement was beyond everyone's imagination.
For me, Cao Cancan fought back with a gradual and radical emotion, and for my mother, this girl's actions went directly over the flat ground and up the hills, and came to an orgasm, just like the night I threw my clothes a few days ago, and it was not controlled at all.
Cao Ge hurriedly put down his chopsticks, chewed the food in his mouth, and got up to pull Cao Cancan to his side: "Cancan, we didn't say Mu Xi's mother, you heard it wrong, you heard it wrong!" ”
"And who are you talking about?"
"Yes, a friend of my aunt."
"Lie! I heard you mention Cao Muxi's mother just now, and you said that you want to take her to the hospital? Cao Muxi's mother, isn't that her mother? After Cao Cancan finished speaking, he turned around and pointed at me with his finger, which scared me a spirit!
"No, Cancan, you heard me wrong."
"Impossible! No way! Cao Ge saw Cao Cancan's tough attitude, and he didn't want to argue with her anymore, so he took Cao Cancan's hand and said softly: "Aunt tell you, even if we are really talking about Mu Xi's mother, then what is it?" Isn't it normal for her to want to see your mother? Why are you blocking and reacting so much? ”
"Normal? Where is normal? If it wasn't for her mother to show up, if it wasn't for her mother to let her come to my house, how could my mother have died? It was because of them that my mother was stimulated to commit suicide! How could it be that it didn't have anything to do with her? Now you're going to see my mom? Think beautifully! Cao Cancan was very excited.
"Cancan, you calm down first. You listen to your aunt tell you, yes, my aunt admits that it was indeed Mu Xi's mother who broke into our lives without saying hello, and my aunt also knew that you were very angry after knowing who Mu Xi was, especially now that your mother is gone, your mood, my aunt understands. My aunt knows that in your opinion, it is all their mother's and daughter's fault, but in fact, my aunt tells you that in fact, the relationship between your mother and father has been rift before they appear. ”
"What's a rift?"
"Uh... It's that before that, they didn't love each other, they didn't have feelings, they didn't like each other, you know? Cao Ge tried to explain, trying to make her understand.
"Why didn't you get divorced if you didn't have feelings at that time?"
"Perhaps, perhaps... At that time, it was not yet the step of divorce. ”
"Didn't get there? Then tell my aunt, why did my mother commit suicide after knowing who Cao Muxi was? Didn't you say that my mom and dad had a bad relationship before? ”
"Perhaps, maybe, it's because Mu Xi's appearance did stimulate your mother... Maybe..."Before Cao Ge finished speaking, he was snatched away by Cao Cancan: "Yes! Isn't that the same as I said? So what else is there to explain? ”
Facing Cao Cancan's aggressiveness, Cao Ge suddenly stopped talking.
Let's not talk about reasoning with a twelve-year-old child for the time being, or talking about the cause and reason of the development of things, or the probability of things happening, etc., is there anything wrong with simply saying what Cao Cancan just asked? No.
Therefore, it is normal for Cao Ge to be unable to speak. She knew that she couldn't speak clearly in front of this child. For a young child whose mother has passed away, at this moment, even if you take a blackboard eraser, a pen and paper to draw the reason for this, and explain what should be said in various ways, you feel that you will be unbearable. You can't bear to tell her the truth about the whole thing.
Whether Cao Cancan understands it or not, Cao Ge can't tell Cao Cancan to her face that the initiator of all this tragedy is her biological father! The mother has just passed away, do you want the child to lose another loved one in her heart? Don't say that the girl in front of her is related to Cao Ge by blood, even if she is a child who has nothing to do with it, Cao Ge can't tell the truth of the matter so ruthlessly. You know, a person, a woman, a woman who has become a mother, can leave her young children behind at this moment and choose to go to Huangquan Road, what kind of painful understanding does it take to have enough courage to lift that foot? Since she has chosen this step, she definitely doesn't want her child's soul to be helpless after she leaves!
As a result, Cao Ge felt that he could not do anything. Facing Cao Cancan's rhetorical question, Cao Ge opened his mouth a few times, and then stopped moving. She looked at Cao Cancan's eyes, but she couldn't convey the truth of the tangled and anxious, hot and hot in her heart.
Xue Hao, who was on the side, saw this scene, and suddenly got up and stood up: "Cancan, you listen to your uncle and you." Actually, there are a lot of things that can't be explained here. Uncle came from your age, although uncle has not experienced such a big thing, but uncle is also heartbroken by your mother's death, and can empathize with your pain! However, Cancan, in the adult world, feelings are very complicated, and they are not as simple as those between your classmates and friends. In the world of adults, there are often rainy days and hailstorms, and adults play games at home, and they are not good partners when they play often, and there are too many possible reasons for the breakdown of this relationship, but the ending is that it is difficult to reconcile between them, because the adult's mind is not as simple as yours, and it is too complicated. The separation and reconciliation between them require too many factors, and once one is missing, there will be no result. Do you understand? Aren't my uncle's words profound? Uncle wants to say that in today's misfortune, we can't blame Cao Muxi and her mother for everything, it's unfair. Also, I want to tell you that your mother must not want you to be like this, she is very kind, do you think she wants you to live your life with hatred? I don't want to. Your life has just begun! You can dislike them or ignore them, but you have to be optimistic, of course, it will take time, but you need to let go of the hatred first! Got it? Otherwise, you will never be happy. After Xue Hao finished speaking, he looked at the child in front of him, and seeing that she didn't reply, he continued: "Actually, this world is full of unfairness, and this unfairness also includes Mu Xi and her mother. ”
"Are they unfair? My mother is gone, her mother is alive, not only is she alive, but you also have to take her mother to the hospital for medical treatment? She still lives in my house, what does that mean to me? Cao Cancan suddenly pointed at me and said to Xue Hao.
"Cancan, tell me, if you do this, will your mother be able to live? You think your mom will be happy if you do this, right? Xue Hao asked rhetorically.
"That's right! I don't know if I will come back to life or not! All I know is that my mom will be happy if I do this! You'll be happy! ”
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