"Am I doing something wrong?" Zeng Yirou looked at Qian Yiming blankly, as if he had done something heinous.

She reflected.

When she went to help Qian Yiming sign up, she should have told him.

Now, she's ruined the futures of both of them.

She thought that she was the only one who overturned all her plans for the future, and she was at a loss, but she didn't expect that Qian Yiming was the same.

The more this is the case, the more unwilling she becomes.

If time could be turned back, wouldn't she be more sensible?

If Qian Yiming had discussed it with her earlier, would they not have had this kind of misunderstanding that shouldn't have been?

……

It's just that before she had time to figure it out, Qian Yiming had a calm face and said affirmatively: "No, you didn't do anything wrong!"

Rourou, this is the case in the domestic environment now.

Going abroad, it sounds, it sounds like a dream like attaining enlightenment and ascending to immortality, which makes people yearn for it.

Going abroad is like a layer of gold in life, and you can shine with gold from now on.

This is the best option that everyone will feel.

Otherwise, I wouldn't hesitate.

I didn't tell you before, because I didn't want to put too much pressure on you because of this.

I'm a man, my business, shouldn't let you be a girl to take responsibility.

I will also be responsible for my own choices.

It's just that I didn't expect that Li Guoan didn't know where to get the news, so he went to look for you when you were taking the exam. ”

He thinks so much about himself.

Doesn't he know that he is also so considerate and kind to himself, the more painful, more regretful, and heavier she will be?

Zeng Yirou stated aggrievedly: "I still did something wrong, and it shouldn't be too much." ”

Qian Yiming finally explained everything that happened before in one breath, and the big stone in his heart finally landed.

What I am going to say next is a little too realistic, too cruel.

He only hoped that Zeng Yirou would not be hurt by his love again.

Qian Yiming touched her head and was addicted, raised her head again and rubbed her head, and then said solemnly: "Rourou, I told you so much, I said it in such detail, and told you all my true thoughts and struggles, I don't want you to blame yourself."

I want to tell you how important you are in my life.

I want you to know that I would rather struggle for ten or twenty more years to reach the pinnacle of my career, and I want to protect you.

My struggles, my hesitations, my determination, are all because of you, because I like you, because you are the only one in my life at this moment. ”

Zeng Yirou wants to regret it, she wants everything to start over, she doesn't want him to leave, she wants to wait for him,......

She didn't want her future to exist without him at all.

Zeng Yirou cried and roared: "Brother Yiming! I ......"

Qian Yiming raised his index finger to her lips to stop her from continuing.

Because, in fact, his will can't stand any test.

He was really afraid that he would regret it, and at the risk of not achieving anything in the future, he would have to stay at the risk of being entangled with both of them.

But, he can't do that.

In love, three people are too crowded.

Originally, there should be someone who learns to give in and fulfill.

It's just that, unfortunately, that person is himself.

Qian Yiming smiled faintly and bitterly, glanced at the door and window, and then whispered: "No, Rourou, don't say it, let me finish it in one breath."

Some of the things I want to say below involve confidentiality regulations, and I can't say them to you explicitly, and there are some things that you should listen carefully to and remember.

I just want you to understand now that even without you, I still want to go abroad.

It's not up to you and me to control this matter.

That's what I told me afterwards.

Rourou, my life is no longer something I can call the shots freely.

I can't, drag you into my quagmire.

On the contrary, because I am forced, there will be additional preferential policies for everyone around me, one of which is about my grandmother.

The school will give my grandmother a full medical insurance during my time abroad, and it will come with a full physical examination once a year.

If she has any illness that needs to be examined or treated, you just need to go for treatment with confidence, even if it is a cold and cough, you can take the bill to reimburse, as long as there is a regular doctor's advice and prescription.

One more thing, I also applied for a preferential policy for you with the school, and you will know about it later.

Everything I can do for you has done my best.

What I can't do the rest, let Gu Wentao do it for me!

Let him always be by your side, protect you for me, and give you happiness and peace for a lifetime.

Rou Yau, you have to learn to forget me, forget the feelings between us, look ahead bravely, and move forward firmly.

You deserve the best, you know? ”

Zeng Yirou didn't quite understand what Qian Yiming was saying these words for.

My mind was about to become a mess, but I just relied on my instinct and stubbornly cried: "No, Brother Yiming, I don't want the best, I just want you to always be by my side." I'll wait for you, okay? You have to come back early and safely, okay? ”

Qian Yiming's eyes became gentle and lingering, but his tone was extremely cold: "Rourou, don't you understand?"

I have made it so clear that I want to say goodbye to the past with you.

My dedication is to make you happy, not to bind you.

You have to learn to live out the happiness of the two of us together.

You have to be strong and take on the two of us in my absence.

Don't worry, I won't be back for long!

I still want to watch you put on a beautiful wedding dress, be your child's uncle, and spend the rest of your life with grandma and great-aunt!

Your task is so arduous, so you have to be stronger and get out of this parting emotion quickly, okay?

I hope that when I get on the plane and go abroad, I will see a big blessed smiling face, which will always be engraved in my heart.

Otherwise, I am alone in a foreign country, how lonely, how miserable, how lonely should I be?

You don't want you to end up crying and sad in my mind, right? ”

Zeng Yirou knew that he was comforting himself, saying these words against his will, so that she could get better quickly, stop being immersed in the end of their relationship and the future parting of ways, and don't blame herself all the time, it was she who personally sent Qian Yiming away and cut off the love thread between them.

Even if Qian Yiming said so much, her heart was still heavy.

But, so what?!

She wasn't alone in this pain.

As long as she knows this, it's enough!

She'll be fine.