Is this the rhythm of the showdown?

Zeng Yirou's heart trembled a little.

She seems to be pretending to be an ostrich!

Isn't it good to allow time to heal this wound?

Why do you have to open the scar again when the wound is still painful?

She's going to hurt, okay?

There is no real beginning between them yet.

Before, that is, when he came back on New Year's Day, he made it clear to himself.

However, before they had time to sweeten up, she began to nervously take the first exam since entering college, and she had no mind to think about anything else.

She also thought that they had a long future ahead of them.

She also thought they had a lifetime to waste.

She also thought that she could be a little more hypocritical, embarrass him, let him confess to herself again, officially declare that she is his girlfriend, and let him label herself, so that no one else has to think about him anymore.

She also thought that the problem between them might be Gu Wentao's perseverance at most. However, as long as he has always been by his side and has always loved her, she will not have the opportunity to look at others again, and Gu Wentao will no longer be a problem.

……

No matter how much she had, she thought it was all an empty word.

They don't have that much time and no future.

During these days, she sometimes calmed down and thought about this, and she was a little confused.

She didn't know what to do.

She obviously set a lot of ideas for her future, and she has worked tirelessly for so long, and she is going towards that goal.

In the end, I looked back and found that none of this worked. Because the male protagonist he doesn't exist anymore.

So, what are her efforts?

What is she now?

How should she move forward in the future?

She didn't know.

She didn't know anything.

She suddenly realized that Qian Yiming once occupied such an important position in her life.

However, she didn't find it, didn't cherish it, and pushed people far away at the critical moment.

Why did she want to know that Qian Yiming was going abroad?!

If she never knows, or, when the registration deadline does not know, although there is some guilt, some regret, but nothing will change, she will only like him more attentively, to continue to outline their bright future.

However, Li Guoan appeared in her world at that time, letting her know that she could not shirk the responsibility, so that she could not enjoy this beautiful fairy tale in peace.

This is the most confused period of time since she was reborn.

At the beginning, their family moved from Ishihara City to Guxian, and they didn't know anything about the future, but it was because they didn't know anything that they had infinite possibilities, so they yearned for it more and actively worked hard.

Now, she doesn't know what she's going to fight for.

She lost herself.

I lost my heart.

This is the most painful and desperate thing!

She closed the door of her heart, trying not to think about it, and let time slowly tell herself what to do, what not to do, and what it would become in the future.

However, now, Qian Yiming has to ask her to face this helplessness and pain soberly.

He's so cruel.

Zeng Yirou had a little temper with him for the first time, and stubbornly continued to change the TV with the remote control, without looking at Qian Yiming, and said stiffly: "I don't know what you're talking about!" ”

Qian Yiming said loudly: "No, you know! ”

Zeng Yirou pursed his lips and said aggrievedly: "I just don't know!" I don't know, I don't know, I don't know! ”

Zeng Yirou was so fragile and helpless, how could he not feel distressed when he looked at it.

It's because she is distressed that she doesn't want to be unable to get out of this pain after she leaves.

Qian Yiming got up and pulled Zeng Yirou from the cold corner to the stove, pressed it on the small stool, sat opposite her on his knees, forced her to look directly at herself, and said seriously: "Rourou, we can't solve anything if we escape."

I know that you are in pain, and I am sad too.

But we all have to learn to face it.

This is the price of growth. ”

Zeng Yirou shook her head indiscriminately, covered her ears with her hands, and shouted sadly: "I don't want to listen, don't listen, just don't listen!" ”

Qian Yiming pulled down her hands and held them tightly in the palms of her hands, enveloping her tenderness and coldness with her own generous warmth.

In this life, he didn't know if he would ever have the opportunity to hold her hand like he did today.

Life is really impermanent!

He sighed in his heart, lost, and heavy.

But, in the end, he is a man who can afford to put it down.

The weight and responsibility on him did not allow him to regret and regress lightly.

He had an understanding in his heart, and when he looked at Zeng Yirou again, there was more determination in his eyes.

"Rourou, if you don't want to hear it, just treat it as if you can't hear it.

However, there are many things that I still have to say to you.

Yau Yau, I just don't want you to have too much burden in your heart.

I know that you are still entangled, struggling, and suffering about the things that you signed me up for going abroad that day.

Actually, I want to tell you.

I didn't tell you about my selection as an exchange student because I was hesitant to go.

This is very different from my future plans.

As you can see, the first thing I need to think about is my grandmother.

She is my last and only relative in the world.

For so many years, the two of us have been dependent on each other for life, even if I have been studying outside and have not been with her all the time, but at least we are in constant contact, and if she has anything, I can return to her immediately.

But what about abroad?

Let's not talk about the slow transmission of information, it is the procedure of going back to the country, and when I finish it, the daylily is also cold.

My grandmother raised my dad alone in her early years, and who knew that he would be gone not long after he got married.

After that, he brought me up with one hand.

But I will be filial to her, let her enjoy the blessings, and leave her in her old age.

The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the son wants to be filial but does not wait for the truth, how can I not understand?

There is one more important thing for me, which is to be gentle with you.

My plan for the future has long been very clear, and you are the main heroine among them.

If I leave, it may mean that I will lose you forever.

My love, my marriage, my family, all the life I have planned will come to naught with this trip.

In this way, is it really worth it in exchange for a rapid rise in the career?

I will also be confused, hesitant, and overwhelmed.

In the end, I decided to be conservative and chose not to go abroad. ”

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