Chapter 14 But he has only loved a man who is just the best age

Su Guo told himself that Comrade Qin Yao would disappear from his world one day.

Then she jumped out of bed no less than ten times a night, and beat her chest!

Su really wants to throw himself out of the window, it's better to fall into mud, fall into pieces!

One Su Guo said to another Su Guo: Su Guo, you are really a fool, that person is Qin Yao Qin Yao Qin Yao! The man you've spent ten years chasing with all your might! Did you eat or do you have in your head, and you easily rejected people with a light tone?!

Sure enough, I've watched too many literary films, you are a literary yarn! Even if you are unwilling for so many years and you feel uncomfortable, can't you first promise Qin Yao to reconcile and then plan how to torture and abuse him to get justice?

Let you pretend to be high, pretend it doesn't matter, pretend to be you @#Β₯%......

When Lin Zhi saw Su Guo at the morning meeting, he suddenly remembered a song by Karen Mok - "Cloudy Day".

The top of Su Guo's head seemed to be shrouded in a dark cloud that was lightning and thunder, and the whole air pressure was terrifyingly low.

"You ......"

"Don't talk to me, don't say a word."

Lin Zhi stopped the lobby manager who walked by, "What's that, I'll change the song in the VIP room later." ”

"What's the song?"

"Happy Cloudy Day!"

During the lunch break, Lin Zhi couldn't find Su Guo anywhere.

Finally found the archive room, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw her lying on the broken marching bed in the archive room, which was used when the new system was put on test duty that year. During that time, several of them stayed in the unit for several nights, working overtime for the final testing of the new system before it went live.

It's really tiring, but a few people can have fun all night long with hot pot and jokes.

Lin Zhi didn't wake up Su Guo, he rummaged through a few steel boxes in the archives, and looked for them all by ping-pong.

"Can you be quiet?"

"I thought you were dead!" The file in Lin Zhi's hand was thrown straight towards the marching bed, and it hit Su Guo's head impartially.

Su Guo, who was hit, had a buzzing head, but she didn't feel any pain at all.

"Can you have something to say, don't look like everyone owes you your whole youth?"

Lin Zhi and Su Guo graduated from the same class and entered the bank in the same class, and they became account managers from small tellers together.

"Isn't it just an ex-boyfriend? Didn't buddy avenge you last time! Su Guo didn't speak, but Lin Zhi didn't let go of the expression on her face when she mentioned the word "ex-boyfriend".

"Do you know what an ex-boyfriend is?" Lin Zhi's words were serious, and he planned to explain the lost girl in front of him, "My ex-boyfriend is the kind of person who has traveled on bridges in many places, seen clouds many times, drank many kinds of wine, and loved someone who is at the right age. 'Do you know what I mean?' That thing is to say that he is nothing more than a thing of the past, a wine that has been drunk by the clouds that have been seen on the bridge that he has crossed, and it is over! If someone asks you what you would like to say about your ex-boyfriend? All you have to do is say 'loved'! ”

Su Guo's ex-boyfriend, Lin Zhi probably knows a little.

When the two of them entered the bank together, they were scolded by customers during their internships.

He scolds a man, and he can turn the page the next day, Su Guo is a girl, and the girl's face is always thin, let alone scolding, even if you speak in a heavy tone, your eyes will be red.

But Su Guo, this girl, is even more gentlemanly than a man, even if she is poked and scolded by a customer, she will not frown!

Lin Zhi joked with her at that time, "You are actually a man, right? It's still pure masters!

Su Guo smiled, showing a happy expression looking forward to the future, she said that I am not a man, but I work so hard for a man!

Later, the two gradually got acquainted, and Su Guo would also talk to him about his boyfriend.

Combining the previous and the next, it is roughly as follows: Su Guo and her boyfriend had a conflict between going to graduate school or work, and her boyfriend decided to go to graduate school when he was admitted to college, and for Su Guo, he felt that he should also study in graduate school like himself, after all, Su Guo did not do well in the college entrance examination and went to a third-rate undergraduate, so he should use the postgraduate entrance examination to reverse his academic qualifications, and he can also help her get into a better school with his own ability.

But Su Guo didn't think so, she thought more long-term than her boyfriend.

In her opinion, both of them choose to go to graduate school to continue their studies, which is bound to bring a certain amount of pressure to the family.

Her boyfriend could get a full scholarship to the school, but she couldn't.

Moreover, two years later, two people graduated at the same time and started from scratch at the same time, and they reached the age of talking about marriage and having children, and life must be difficult. If one of them stays in school and the other works first, then after two years of grinding, one of them will graduate and the other will be able to lay a part of the financial foundation for their future.

The boyfriend's point of view is from the perspective of the future development of the two people, and Su Guo is from the perspective that my boyfriend and I are a whole and we are going to get married in the future, in fact, no one is wrong, it is all for the good of each other.

It seems that since that time, there has been an estrangement between Su Guo and her boyfriend.

Lin Zhi can often see her sitting alone in the archive room in a daze, instead of chatting about gossip in the lounge like in the past.

Later, before they signed a formal contract with the unit, Su Guo took a week off and almost failed to sign a contract with the unit.

In five years, she has gone from being a silly girl who swore to buy a house and a car for her boyfriend and smiled heartlessly, and now she always has a fake face, which is good to everyone but has never really smiled at anyone.

It's like hiding all your likes and sorrows, and no longer swaggering.

"That sentence was obviously said by Shen Congwen."

"What?" Lin Zhi was immersed in the memories of that Su Guo five years ago, and didn't react to her words for a while.

"Your argument about your boyfriend, this is said by Shen Congwen, not you, and the original words are, 'But I have only loved a person who is the best age.'" Su Guo threw the file in his hand towards Lin Zhi vigorously.

"Your sister's Su Guo!"

Su Guo decided to make a phone call to the person who would never take the initiative to call unless he had to.

It took a long time for the phone to ring, before a sleepy, impatient voice rang.

β€œHello……”

"Mom...... It's ...... me."

"Su Guo? Is that you? ”

"Yes, it's my ......"

"You're in the wrong brain?! What time is it? What time is it? One o'clock in the morning! You're going to die! You have nothing to call me, you think I've lived too long and you're angry with me! You'd better tell me something important, or I'll have to pick your skin when I get back......"

Su Guo was lying on the marching bed in the archive room with his mobile phone in his hand, smiling with a relieved face.

Even if he was scolded by his own mother, he still felt unprecedented ease and happiness.

When she was a child, she did something wrong, and she would feel guilty and blame herself. But the teacher will say it's okay, you're still young, just don't model in the future; Her dad would say, "It's okay, it's all dad's fault, it's not your fault."

Only her mother will scold her while chasing her all over the house, and vow not to stop without breaking a feather duster!

Every time she was beaten by her mother, she felt a little more relaxed, and felt that what she had done wrong could finally be smoothed out with a beating and scolding, and she could pass it on her conscience.

In the past five years, whenever she couldn't hold her breath and wanted to call Qin Yao, or simply crossed the ocean to find him, she would call her mother.

As long as she makes this call, she can return to the cruelty of reality. What she needs most is not anyone's comfort and encouragement, but a scolding, scolding her for having no talent, no insight and no brains! Then she will be able to sober up from unrealistic fantasies.

Many times, two people sit down and have a heart-to-heart talk, on the surface they talk about things, and when they finally cherish each other, it is naturally out of sincerity.

But once you turn around, it's not like that. I always felt that I couldn't tell the other party about the grievances I had suffered in the past, and I also let the other party feel the heartache of my own years over the years, and I felt that I was always a little unwilling to let him (her) go like this, why should I get together and disperse, and why let go of the person who deceived me for a whole youth!

It's better to pull each other's hair and fight, no matter what grudges and grudges there are in the past, they are all clean in the beating and scolding, and they are all over the place.

Since then, the two do not owe each other, and then start a new life separately!