Chapter 13 As long as it is uprooted, it ceases to exist
Qin Yao stood on the periphery of a large group of neighbors, staring closely at the stubborn back.
She walked among the many property and garden workers, her voice crying deeply, her schoolbag thrown aside, and the water glass in her side pocket rolled on the edge of the flower bed.
She said please, please don't kill 711, we can move her somewhere else......
But no one paid attention to her, and the people of the garden company were even unhappy because she couldn't let go of her hands and feet in the presence.
The people in the property persuaded on the side, saying that the little girl, don't be like this, it's just a tree, she has no feelings, you like her and she doesn't know you, why bother? Besides, she has really affected the lives of our residents! If you really like trees, isn't there any acacia horsetail camphor in our community, which are all very beautiful, can't you change a tree to like?
Due to Su Guo's obstruction, the work of dealing with 711 was put on hold for a time. The neighbors who had been watching also began to get impatient, even if Su Guo was just a child, but because it was related to his own vital interests, it didn't matter who it was, the only thing that mattered was that more and more people wanted to uproot 711 and eradicate it forever.
The anger of the people is irrepressible.
In the end, everyone can only go to Su Guo's father and point all the fingers at his father, the child doesn't understand, can't parents educate him? The words are burning to accuse his father of not disciplining his daughter well, disregarding the lives of the neighbors for his own liking, and being horribly selfish.
Su Guo, who was still swearing to live and die with 711 just now, saw his father who was surrounded by people and poked and scolded with his fingers, even if he knew that he would inevitably lose 711 in the end, he didn't dare to shed tears, but he burst into tears at the moment when he gave his father a reassuring look.
Su Guo's father took his daughter's hand, without a word of accusation or complaint, he cried to his daughter until he couldn't cry and said: Go back, if you like it, Dad will plant another one for you.
Su Guo followed his father home.
Qin Yao looked at the person who was snuggling up to her father and her shoulders twitched from crying, and stubbornly refused to look back at the tree she loved the most.
Later, Qin Yao recalled the day when she cut down the tree, she always felt that Su Guo should have seen herself in the crowd, and asked for help with her pleading eyes, she wanted to let herself go with her to persuade those who wanted to "kill" 711, she said to others, please don't take 711 away, she said to Qin Yao: Please help me keep 711 together......
But Qin Yao, don't turn her face, and take away her last hope with indifference.
Later, Qin Yao asked her why she cared so much about a tree?
Su Guo said: She has been here since I was born, she has lived longer than our community, and when 711 was born, she didn't know that one day it would block our light...... Doesn't Grandpa Zhang like to sit under the tree in the summer to enjoy the shade? Aunt Wang made a sauce from her fruits, and I still have a bottle in the refrigerator...... She's always been here, what's wrong with her?
The next morning he went downstairs and found that the bottom of the building was much brighter, and when he looked up, there was no sign of the tree, only the dirt that had been turned up when he was uprooted had formed a small mound, like a grave pestle there, which was a bit of an eyesore.
Su Guo went downstairs a little later than him that day, and when he saw him standing beside the mound in a daze, he asked him: Do you say that 711 will grow again? Just like the text says that the grass grows strong in the cracks of the stones, the plants are very strong, aren't they? Is it true that 711 will be resurrected?
Qin Yao didn't look at the expression on Su Guo's face at this time, and he knew that he must be stupid and full of anticipation waiting for his answer.
Stubborn and stubborn, stubborn, what a nasty person!
So Qin Yao said: As long as it is uprooted, it will cease to exist.
"Qin Yao, that's enough. Don't dwell on the past anymore, you and I have experienced five years without each other, haven't we both had a good time? You see I've finally stepped out of your shadows, and you have a new girlfriend. We can all start over and live better than we did five years ago. ”
Su Guo could actually understand Qin Yao's current mood.
Something that you think is your own from the subconscious to the bottom of your heart, no matter what happens, no matter who no one can take away, although you may not really care much about it or have it, it doesn't matter to you. But you will never give this dispensable thing to others, and even if you don't want it, you must throw it away yourself.
What Qin Yao can't let go of now is not Su Guo's "thing", but this thing was not lost by himself. The feeling of scratching your heart and lungs and begging for nothing came more from the fact that the person who proposed to break up first was her Su Guo rather than Qin Yao.
"Su Guo, are you stupid? Did you not hear a word of what I just said, or did you not understand what I was talking about? I said I didn't want to break up with you! I don't want to break up with you, which means I don't want to be separated from you! Do you understand? ”
Qin Yao usually doesn't lose his temper, because in his eyes, there is nothing worth caring about and then he needs to use his liver fire to waste his feelings.
But today he and Su Guo were almost in a low voice, throwing away all his dignity, he was begging her to reconcile!
Su Guo felt that he should return to romance novels now, covered his ears and shook his head and said loudly: I don't listen, I don't listen, I just don't listen!
But she was tired and didn't have the heart to act.
"Qin Yao," Su Guo didn't know how to express her thoughts, because she understood that no matter how she replied to Qin Yao, he would only wishfully think that he was just hypocritical, that he was not worthy of his past self, and that he was losing his temper with him.
Professor Qin Yaoqin's IQ and EQ are not the same, "I am not the stubborn girl in the past who felt that the sky was falling because she couldn't get you, and the future was gloomy." I've grown up and matured. I know exactly what I'm talking about, and I don't misunderstand what you mean. So, so be it. ”
Su Guo walked to the door and opened the door, with a polite and distant smile on his face, "It's late, you can go back quickly." ”
Qin Yao frowned and looked at her, his good-looking face was completely bloodless, "You really ...... Don't plan to forgive me? ”
"I don't blame you." She is a sincere person, even if she doesn't love it, she won't hate it.
"Goodbye, Qin Yao!" Before closing the door, Su Guo tried his best to leave the other party with a bland expression that saw through the red dust.
"Su Guo-" Qin Yao's hand slapped the door again, his eyes flowing with anticipation and reluctance, "What if I say that Xiao Ye is not my girlfriend?" ”
"Isn't it all with me?" This time she didn't hesitate any longer, closed the door, and closed her heart.
Good love is when you see the whole world through one person, and bad love is when you give up the world for one person.
In the past, Su Guo regarded Qin Yao as her own world, Qin Yao was the person she liked, the person she admired, and the person she wanted to spend her life with, all her actions, decisions, and the future she fantasized about were because of him.
But what about Qin Yao? He can simply say the breakup, he can leave her to go abroad, or he can reappear in front of her without saying a word and swear to get back together! I wonder if she's really just an accessory attached to his existence!
What she gave up the whole world in exchange for was a heart-slashing knife!
The hurt is too deep and painful, even if the love for him has never diminished a point, I don't want to do it again.
After so many years, she has been relieved, and she finally understands that she can finally let go. The person who was mythologized in his own heart really existed, in the world of the girl named Su Guo in the past, and he would never get closer to him again, he would go farther and farther, and finally disappear completely in his own world......
is like 711 back then, she will eventually uproot him from her heart and cease to exist.