The book is very right, and my personality in all aspects is very consistent with me. I'm often in a daze and think aimlessly about things. Plain is true, and I'm stupid, I don't think about anything when I'm sleepy, but occasionally my eyes are confused. I don't know why I can't figure out the love, and I've always been attached to her.

I often look out the window, the breeze blowing, the stars are shining, the silent night sky, I am thinking about someone, her behavior today is curious, she wants to get close to me, she wants to understand me, she refuses her offer for the first time, but I really want to tell her what I think in my heart. There is an infinite reverie for her.

Those words just now hurt her? I always think about these boring questions, maybe people don't pay attention to them at all. Talking to himself against the snow-white wall. I occasionally look at the textbook, but I can't get involved, my mind has stayed in another place, and it is common for my mind to wander. deserves to suffer, such a tangle is only because of her appearance, a dreamy appearance in sight.

In this way, in an empty classroom, my mind searched for a place in the night sky, but the sky was full of stars, which one belonged to me? It should be the faintest one in the corner of the edge, and my gaze looks at the boundless starry sky, the dim side. But I couldn't find a satisfactory one, and then I thought of her and wanted to find the brightest star for her.

I turned my gaze one hundred and eighty degrees, her star should be the brightest, as if her smile would twinkle, I found it, but she was far away from me, an infinite length, infinite width, she became the farthest dream in my starry sky, I thought a lot about her and everything about her on this night of longing.

Well, my mind is too complicated, let's review it well! Comforting myself, I came back to my senses...... But the time for the eyes to stay on the textbook is short.

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The thoughts given to people in the dark night are magical, the heavy pressure of love, the more you want to get rid of it, the more difficult it is to do, why is it so difficult to open face-to-face, the horror of words suddenly arises, it is difficult to imagine whether your emotions are rich, but more messy thoughts than others, sentimentality, and emotional changes are also an important aspect of emotional changes, whether you can mature to face memories worth cherishing. Whether it is a good memory or a painful entanglement, it also gives me to think that memories are painful, and it is still unknown whether they can be transformed into beautiful memories in the future. At least the whole process is gratifying. Although it is incomprehensible and incredible, everything is just a dull moment of life insight.

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The bell rang at half past ten, and I should go back, it seems that there is no hope for my exams, I usually don't listen carefully in class, and now I regret it a little, and wasted another night of time doing boring things, I put away the textbook that I didn't turn a page but was often blown by the wind for several pages, and planned to borrow my classmates' notes at night to take a look. Let's see if we can get past it. Sixty points are always God's gift to oneself, and the greatest goal of life is to become a perfect sixty points.

The study of the university seems to be back to elementary school, a simple mechanical learning mode, according to the pace of the teacher, did not dare to think much, just to the back of the notes, the quality has not increased, but every day to copy the notes, the font is perfect, you can see people, unlike the previous twisted text, staggering, often written with morbid words.

The teachers in the university also found the feeling, "teaching and solving doubts", which made us dizzy, and the style of teaching and educating people is gone, and the same is true for the exam papers, the test papers taken several years ago are used to re-examine, sometimes even the data is unchanged, and it is inconvenient for the teacher to do the standard answers after the change. So as long as you know one or two seniors or seniors, you will be able to pass the exam, borrow the exam papers from them, and there is no problem in passing the test, and you can get a good one without accident.

But there are exceptions, people who dedicate their lives to the cause of education, preach that knowledge changes fate, "diligent and a little perverted" teachers will re-issue the test papers, and the questions are more biased, in order to show that their level of papers is not ordinary, it is estimated that they can not find similar topics in the past ten years, innovative education and quality education slogans come out, they have some restraint, lazy teachers still adhere to their practice, "there is a policy, there is a countermeasure." "Despite the good slogans, they all have a way. They think that if the data in the test paper is changed, it will be a new test paper.

******

When I went back, I met Lin Yang at the door of the dormitory, he asked me to come to his house tomorrow to play, I guess he had some plans, he said that we are good brothers will not, I casually agreed, but I also made a request to him, let him borrow the exam papers of previous years from the senior sister, and fooled him while talking, saying that he is an attractive person and should be easy to get his hands on, but I didn't expect him to smile at me, very infatuated, I almost vomited, uncomfortable, he was like taking an aphrodisiac, estrus, facing my face, his hand on my arm, Squeezed my arm hard, and then he said that he had borrowed it a long time ago, it seems that he is really scheming, everything is planned, it just so happens that tomorrow is a holiday I also want to go out for a walk, I haven't been out of school for a long time, and the life of the previous high school three-point line is still repeating its original characteristics, and now I am almost like this, but it is not for the sake of learning and running around like this. I wonder what his home is like. The mystery is like the smile of the Mona Lisa.