On the night of self-study, I couldn't read with peace of mind, I was dizzy when I looked at the textbook, a lot of formulas and theorems in front of me, my head was big, my eyes were dizzy, my feet were numb, and now I had a feeling of forcing Liangshan, I didn't enter the state of learning, I sacrificed too much time to do boring things, I vowed to change myself well, but time didn't seem to erase the shadow of the past, I was still thinking about her, her frame, her constant smile, everything about her was clear. Every now and then, that memory comes back to memories. That sad memory that I never dared to mention.

Like a scar, it scraped against my flesh, but it never left a trace of blood. Slowly, the wound began to inflame, but it could never solidify. The time that is not forgotten is like flowing water, penetrating into the bottom of my heart, bit by bit, dense, and broken.

Slowly came to mind, and the memories were awakened again and again. My thoughts began to go numb.

The text of the textbook became more and more blurry, and there was only a shadow in my eyes.

The shadow of long hair, a sweet smile. It's really a lot like her. Is it God's arrangement, or is it the entanglement of fate. Eyes, soft, natural. I was seduced.

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Memories take me to the years with her, and it's a long memory. Her eyes, her expression, kept flashing in my mind, and I couldn't forget it, and then I took the patterned frame apart. Put her picture in my wallet and look at it from time to time. It's half an hour to look at it. It turned out to be a longing that couldn't be stopped.

And the empty frame, placed on the balcony of the hometown, let the light shine and see the light again.

Hopefully, the tears that once fell can get out of here.

The bitter one slid down his face.

Let the past be the past, but the past has influenced the future.

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When I came back to my senses, the textbook was still the same page. Cancer, I'm often sentimental, and I have a lot of reverie when I look at things.

The review of Cancer in the book goes like this:

"Cancer is the first zodiac sign that starts summer, and summer brings to this sign a secluded, conservative-minded and sensitive personality, a person who needs to protect himself. People born under this sign have motherly enthusiasm, but also are full of childlike purity and innocence, and have strong control. Your philosophy in life is: to make yourself and others happy. You are content with the limited happiness you have created with your hands.

Superior intuition and sensitivity are the main personality traits of Cancerians. Most people of this zodiac sign like to live in beautiful fantasies, quite a bit of dreaming of the waves and thinking about the artistic conception of the blue sky. You don't tend to the fleeting pace of life, preferring the tranquility and everything that evokes your imagination and feelings. This is a person who regards life as the only beauty, you don't want to face the contradictions and conflicts in life, and you try your best to isolate yourself from these complicated things in your heart and in reality.

You often delve into the artistic conception of the characters or scenes in movies or novels, and slowly chew and reminisce...... You may retain the innocence of your childhood for a long time. The feelings are sincere and honest, but the character is relatively fragile. Often worried.,It's a person who is deeply afraid that others will step on his sensitive point.。 If you don't have the strong influence of Mars, Uranus or the Sun in your natal chart, then you tend to develop a non-showy and secluded personality.

You don't like to make new friends casually, and you don't want to express your opinions and do things you are not sure about. He is a person who can be completely trusted. You will always maintain a close relationship with your family, especially your mother. At work, your sensitivity often causes you problems, and the slightest difficulty can cause strong repercussions in your heart. On the contrary, when you feel that you are trusted by others, you build good relationships with those around you, inspiring infinite sincerity and creativity. ”