Actually, I did want to lie down for a while. I don't know, at the end of last semester, after experiencing the incident of injuring Jiang Shanshan, the change in my heart made me act too realistically in front of the entire Cao family and the people around me, or the time I met Shen Yue before the start of school, which made me lose a lot of beauty out of thin air. So much so, at night during that time, I always felt that I was restless.

In short, I felt very tired during that time, and more importantly, I was tired. And whether Liu Zhen went to the library or the cafeteria I don't know. Anyway, I was tossing and turning in bed, staring at the white wall, and there were so many terrifying scenes in front of me that seemed like a movie. So, I felt anxious and simply closed my eyes.

After a while, I heard movement in the dormitory. At first, I thought it was Liu Zhen back, but it didn't seem like it. I turned around and found that it was Shen Yue.

When I saw her, she was making her bed. With her back to me, I couldn't see her face. However, even that back made me feel the urge to rush up and drag her and ask her what was going on. Eventually, though, I stopped myself.

I repeatedly told myself in my heart, yes, what Song Zitian said was right, other people's affairs, other people's lives, are someone else's. It's just that in the process of facing the wall in a daze, I found that I still couldn't break through the defense line in my heart. In fact, I didn't want Shen Yue to give me an explanation, what I really needed was to let the world give me a reasonable explanation.

She was packing her belongings. I didn't know what was given to me at the time, but I suddenly stood up and walked behind her. She turned around, and just like that, we both looked at each other again. Compared with the scene of looking at each other in the bar that day, Shen Yue's eyes were more calm and calm at this time, but she was not flustered.

I chose to speak first: "Do you want to talk to me about something?" ”

"Nope." Shen Yue barely gave me any time to breathe or think, and just rejected me so bluntly. No, what a sonorous two words. No, what does it mean? I do not know. In fact, this word seems to express nothing, however, it makes people think about it.

Shen Yue walked to the bathroom with her things, and I suddenly became reluctant: "Are you really what they say, the kind of girl who sells alcohol in the bar?" ”

"What do you mean?" Shen Yue turned her head sharply and stared at me.

"I mean, are you, the hell they're talking about, that is, the girls who sell those fancy liquor in the bars?"

She stood up: "That's right, I'm a wine seller. But I don't know, who are the girls you are talking about? Shen Yue paused in the middle of saying this. And I saw that the corners of her mouth were slightly raised. Yes, how do I say, that girl, what kind of girl is it?

The impression of Shen Yue has always been that gentle and not sharp, but as a result, when I asked her that day, her whole state was completely no different from that in the bar. The more she was like this, the more confused I became, mixed with a little unwillingness. All of a sudden, I was confused, I didn't know, which one was the real her?

I just stood at the door of the bathroom like that, and Shen Yue came out with a basin. But I didn't move.

"I'm going to wash something." Facing Shen Yue, my mind was as messy as what happened to me, and even more so.

She just came and went in front of me like that, but she didn't give me any answers, which made me uneasy. When she walked past me for the third time, I suddenly said slowly, "Shen Yue, don't let me down. ”

She was carrying a basin to receive water, and then looked back at me sharply: "Disappointed? Who are you? Who am you? ”

"Yes, I'm not from you, but, Shen Yue, do you dare to say that all those high-end things of yours are earned by yourself? Is it earned cleanly? "I don't know what happened to me, I just wanted to question her, but I didn't want to hear what I didn't want to hear.

Shen Yue threw the basin on the ground, with a lot of force, startling me: "Where am I not clean?" Did you see it, or something? I earn what I deserve by my own efforts, and you tell me, what's wrong with me? Am I doing something wrong? You spend your family money, you can look down on others, right? Shen Yue looked at me with an angry expression. She moved her steps as she spoke, but I had the feeling that I had been defeated and retreated.

"You speak, Cao Muxi! Why don't you speak? Shen Yue's question made me speechless. She wasn't wrong at all, she was anyone, and I didn't need to be disappointed.

Moreover, the word disappointment itself has a great impact on people's psychological positive energy, and most of them have great hopes in themselves, and then they are extremely different from expectations, so they can be described as disappointed. And Shen Yue is just a classmate to me. Yes, that's all.

In the end, Shen Yue's clothes were not washed, she put on a thin coat and went out, leaving me alone in the middle of the dormitory. And at that time, it happened that Liu Zhen came back. She saw my stunned expression and the basin lying on the ground overflowing with ground water, and she trotted over in a panic: "What's the matter, Muxi?" Did you fall? ”

She put her hand on my shoulder, but I kept staring at a certain point on the ground, trying to speak, but couldn't. She straightened the basin, then silently took a mop from my side and wiped the water off the ground.

At that time, Liu Zhen no longer chattered like before, maybe after two years of getting along, she already knew something about me. She knew that for me, it was better not to ask if I couldn't ask, and I would say what I wanted to say. So, when I slowly moved my feet and climbed onto the bed, and looked at the cold wall again, Liu Zhen sat beside me, quietly.

At that moment, I didn't know what I was thinking. My brain was blank, just like the white wall opposite, white and mottled, and the years were still there.

In the evening, Shen Yue returned. Subsequently, Jiang Shanshan also entered the door.

After seeing Shen Yue, Jiang Shanshan instantly changed her face. The smile on his face is like a dense marshmallow, with a soft and waxy texture.

"Month! Eh, you're in front of me, why didn't I see you? Shen Yue turned around and smiled faintly: "Yes, maybe I'm going fast." ”

"Why is there water on the ground? Who spilled it? Jiang Shanshan is the standard exaggerated expression and demeanor. Liu Zhen seemed to be about to open her mouth beside me, but Shen Yue answered: "Ah, I wanted to brush my shoes after I came, but it happened to be a phone call, and I was in a hurry to listen, so I accidentally spilled it." ”

"Ah, who should I think this dormitory is stuffy, and get water on the ground to cool down and cool off."

"Oh, by the way, your head..."Shen Yue asked cautiously.

"Alright, alright."

"Ahh

This head, no matter how much it is brought up, seems to feel a little awkward. I can see that when Jiang Shanshan herself talked about this matter, she also hurriedly brought it up, for fear that others would say it.

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