67 Individual decisions

Li Zifeng looked at her very depressed, knowing that she was afraid that everyone would worry about it, and then she had to find a way to get herself out! He really hoped that she would be a little more hypocritical, not for the sake of everyone who cared about her, afraid of leaving a little trouble for anyone.

After drinking a bowl of porridge quickly, He Yingxue looked at Li Ziyue and suddenly said: "Yueyue, you have already seen me and Yang Yang, you can't help but go home when you come back from vacation, go back tomorrow." And Brother Zifeng too, I'm much better, you only go home once in a few months when you come back, go back with Yueyue, don't worry, I will do my homework at home to recuperate. ”

The chopsticks in Li Zifeng's hand were stunned, and he quickly returned to nothing, seeing that she didn't avoid her gaze, he nodded and agreed: "Okay." ”

"I went back to my room to read after eating, and I saw that you couldn't eat delicious food, and I was hungry." He Yingxue got up and went back to the room with her mouth flattened, everyone looked at her back and looked at each other, is this girl really okay?

Zhao Wen asked Geng Zhongjun in a low voice: "Do you think this girl really figured it out or pretended?" ”

Geng Zhongjun sighed and said worriedly: "There is a small chance that she may really figure it out, and I am more inclined to her to hide all her negative emotions." ”

Li Zifeng put down the dishes and chopsticks and asked in a deep voice, "Do you need to give her some psychological intervention?" ”

"Let's observe first, this girl's temperament will not obediently cooperate with the psychiatrist, I will transfer to a shift tomorrow to see her."

"It's best this way, if she really needs psychological intervention, I'll ask a doctor to come to the house so that she should be less resistant."

Zhao Wenyi slapped the table and said, "Okay, so be it, I believe that Yingxue is as strong as his father." Hurry up and eat and do what to do after eating. ”

He Yingxue sat in front of the computer, sorting out her secrets, a stack of Yueyue's letters, a few rabbit cartoons sent by Li Zifeng, and I didn't know where he found them, she had searched on the Internet, there were no such cartoons at all, and there was an old tape recorder.

Gently pressing the play button, Dad's weak voice came out, "My little snow, my ...... Little princess, I'm sorry, Dad can't be with you anymore, don't cry, be brave, you are a strong child, you have to ...... Be happy, take care of yourself, don't make your mother angry, study hard and get admitted to college, find someone who likes you, and be happy...... Lifetime. ”

"Dad, I'm a little scared, I know it's useless but I'm still scared."

When Zhao Wen and the others packed up and left, Li Zifeng glanced at the bruises under Li Ziyue's eyes, and then looked at the big bedroom door and said to Li Ziyue: "Yueyue, you are also tired in the past two days, go to the small bedroom and sleep well, I will watch Xiaoxue." ”

"Okay, Cher is over to you." Li Ziyue glanced at He Yingxue's room worriedly and went to another room.

Li Zifeng looked at the closed door and knocked on the door uneasily.

"Wait a minute." He Yingxue heard the sound and hurriedly put away the tape recorder and relocked the drawer. He took a few deep breaths and looked at his glasses to make sure he looked good before opening the door.

"What are you doing?"

"Just read the book, Yueyue?"

"Go to sleep, she hasn't slept well in the past two days."

"Oh."

"Xiaoxue, talk to me."

"What are you talking about?" He Yingxue didn't dare to look at him, and sat in the computer chair by herself.

Li Zifeng sat on the edge of the bed behind her, turned her around and looked at her and said word by word: "I know that you are very scared and panicked now, Xiaoxue, there is a fifty percent probability that you are healthy now, which means that you have half the chance that you will not get sick." ”

"Well, the chance of getting sick is also half the time, who knows which half."

"Xiaoxue, society is progressing, medicine is becoming more and more developed, even if you will be sick for more than ten years, you will have better medical care, do you want to ruin your current life because of what happened more than ten years later?"

"How do you know it's more than ten years later?"

"Your father and aunt are almost forty years old, and you are only eighteen years old now, don't you think it's a waste to spend too much time worrying about the future? Why don't you take advantage of your health to do what you want to do and live every day wonderfully and happily. ”

He Yingxue raised her eyes to look at him, Li Zifeng firmly took her hand and said: "Birth, old age, sickness and death, everyone will encounter a lot of accidents, spend time on meaningful things to make yourself less regretful, and your life will be more exciting than others." ”

"I ...... I don't know what to do. ”

"Isn't your goal now to go to college, although your grades are easy, but you can't relax in the next few months, how about continuing to work hard to get into the best university?"

"Hmmm! I'll do my best. ”

Li Zifeng smiled gently and said: "Don't be afraid, you are not alone, you have a family that loves you and cares about your friends." Don't be too restrained, just live a reckless life, we'll have your back. ”

"If I really act recklessly, I don't know how many people will have a headache!"

"It's okay, I'm sure you don't break the sky if you have a sense of proportion."

He Yingxue's heart warmed, and she looked at Li Zifeng's gentle face and nose sour, he was so good, but she was not qualified to stand by his side, and she leaned over into his arms with a pain in her heart, she was so reluctant to do anything!

Li Zifeng hugged her and sighed, he suddenly changed his determination to stay, if he stayed, it would increase the burden in her heart, it was better to give her some time and space, and he could do something more meaningful.

He Yingxue greedily breathed in the breath that belonged to him, and told herself over and over again that just this once, she would keep her distance from him in the future. It took a long time before he reluctantly got up, looked at the cyan color under Li Zifeng's eyes, and then remembered that he had not slept well in the past two days, when he had been in class during the day and at night.

"Brother Zifeng, you should rest early, you have dark circles under your eyes, I'll go sleep with Yueyue." After saying that, I got up and was about to leave.

Li Zifeng pulled her and said with a smile: "The bed over there is too narrow, if you fall on the ground, maybe the cold will get worse again, I'll go to sleep in the living room." ”

He Yingxue thought of him curled up in the sofa and shook his head, can't he sleep well like that!

"Why don't you divide the bed in half with me? Don't worry, I sleep very quietly. Li Zifeng looked at the hesitant He Yingxue and smiled: "Or do you have no confidence in your self-control?" ”

He Yingxue gritted her teeth and said: "Divide it" reached out and took the doll of the little rabbit and put it in the middle of the bed, pointed to the rabbit with one hand and pointed at the rabbit with the other, and said: "Don't exceed the rabbit, and also, this is the last time to divide the bed for you, there is no next time." ”

Li Zifeng stepped forward and rubbed her hair and said with a smile: "Okay, I will give it to you next time." ”