68 Kiss goodbye
"There is no next time!"
"Okay, this is the He Yingxue I know, it's quite unreasonable."
He Yingxue choked in her throat, quickly recovered her expression, and said with a faint smile: "I'm very reasonable, okay!" I sleep too much during the day, I have to read a book before I go to sleep, you go to sleep quietly, panda. ”
Li Zifeng smiled and obediently lay on the bed, looking at her back in a daze, there is still a week at the end of the semester, there is still half a month of tutoring after the exam, Teacher Huang will be back next week, he should be able to leave at any time, instead of guarding her and making her worried, it is better to go back to Nangang and establish a guarantee for her in Shenghao.
He Yingxue took a book casually and sat in front of the computer in a daze, thinking about how to keep a distance from Li Zifeng, living under one roof, she couldn't resist his gentle whispers, thinking about it, there was only one way to live in school.
He Yingxue was full of worries, until dawn she glanced at Li Zifeng, got up and went to bed lightly, looking at his sleeping face for a while, he was the most beautiful dream in her life, after all, it can only be a dream.
Li Zifeng hurriedly closed his eyes when she approached, felt her breath, reached out and pulled her into his arms, covered her cold hands and feet, closed his eyes and said in a lazy voice with a sleepless voice: "Why don't you know how to cherish yourself at all?" ”
"Didn't you sleep?"
"You've woken me up, do you have anything to say to me?"
"I ......" He Yingxue wanted to say something choked in her throat and couldn't say it.
Li Zifeng kissed her lightly on the forehead and said softly: "Xiaoxue, no matter how you choose, I respect you." ”
He Yingxue's original firm heart was shaken, and she was reluctant to do anything with him.
Li Zifeng felt her embarrassment and sighed and said, "Forget it, sleep well!" Yueyue and I will go home in a while, and you can send a message to me when you think about it. ”
He Yingxue took a deep breath, she had to say it sooner or later, the longer she struggled, the more she couldn't make up her mind, and gritted her teeth with the mentality of dying early and surpassing her life early: "I plan to go to school to live, and the college entrance examination will be taken in a few months, and the atmosphere of studying with everyone in the dormitory is a little better." ”
"If you want to hide from me, you don't have to go, I'll leave after your final exam."
He Yingxue quibbled weakly: "I didn't hide from you." ”
"I know you're very burdened right now, and I know you don't want everyone to worry about you, so I can make you feel better if I leave, right?"
"I don't have ......"
"I know, there is another reason for me to leave, if I don't leave, the job I negotiated before will be gone, I come back to take care of you and I want to rest, you don't want my care now, I have also rested for more than two months, it's time to go."
"I ......" He Yingxue didn't know what to say for a while, he was always so understanding.
"Fool, how can you reassure me like this? Promise me, take good care of yourself, call me when you miss me, remember to tell me when you change your mind, no matter where I am, I will definitely return to you as soon as possible. ”
He Yingxue looked up at his eyes full of recognition, and the suppressed tears finally rolled down.
Li Zifeng raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and joked with her: "If you are reluctant, I won't leave, don't cry." ”
He Yingxue choked up and said: "I didn't have to be reluctant, it's better not to come back if I leave today, what's so good about this broken place." ”
"It's really sad, I've taken care of you for two months, and if you don't thank me, forget it, you still dislike me so much."
He Yingxue obediently hugged him back and said softly: "Thank you, Brother Zifeng, thank you for everything you have done for me." ”
"Well, that's pretty much it, silly girl, do you remember what I promised you during the Spring Festival three years ago? I will be your friend for life, this is my promise to you, it will not change in this life, you have to remember that I will still be your friend in the future, okay? ”
He Yingxue looked at the shadow in his eyes and couldn't say a word, and gently squeezed out a word from his nose: "Hmm." ”
Li Zifeng raised his hand to touch her cheek and called softly, "Xiaoxue." The thought of not seeing her for a long time in the future, the reluctance in his heart was entangled, and he wanted to leave a little thought for himself.
He Yingxue looked at his little enlarged face, her heartbeat accelerated a little bit, guessing what he wanted to do, she even had some expectations, all she could give him was this, and closed her eyes nervously.
Li Zifeng looked at her trembling eyelashes, the pounding heartbeat showed his nervousness, and finally his lips were close to each other, the warm touch was so beautiful that he couldn't help but want more, a little bit deeper and plundered, she catered clumsily, until she felt that she couldn't breathe and reluctantly let go. hugged her tightly and whispered softly, "Xiaoxue, goodbye!" ”
He Yingxue's eyes were moist, and she desperately suppressed her tears, not wanting to cry at this time.
Li Zifeng hugged her for a long, long time, and when he heard Li Ziyue's voice getting up, he reluctantly let go of her, got up and pulled the quilt for her, and said softly: "Sleep, I know you don't like separation, you don't have to send us." ”
He Yingxue looked at him and whispered seriously: "Don't worry about me, I will take care of myself, and I will adjust my mentality as soon as possible and seriously complete the goal in front of me." ”
"I believe in you." Li Zifeng leaned over and imprinted a kiss on her forehead.
He Yingxue raised her hand around his neck and kissed him boldly, and after a long time, she whispered unsteadily: "Brother Zifeng, goodbye!" ”
Li Zifeng's heart tightened suddenly, and it took twelve points of reason to suppress the idea of telling him his plan, and persuaded himself over and over again, he should do more important things for her than to accompany her, give her half a year, and when her psychological burden is not so heavy, they can start from scratch again.
He Yingxue looked at the pain in his eyes, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore, and hurriedly turned around and pulled the quilt over and pretended to sleep.
Li Zifeng watched her trembling shoulders get up, packed her luggage except for the room, He Yingxue bit the back of her hand to prevent herself from crying, and listened to every move outside the door.
Li Zifeng and Li Ziyue whispered a few words, coaxed Li Ziyue to leave, the door opened and closed, and the voices of the two disappeared, He Yingxue buried her head in Li Zifeng's half of the needle, smelling the breath that belonged to Li Zifeng, and couldn't help crying loudly anymore.
Geng Zhongjun received Li Zifeng's information, and immediately rushed over and met the two brothers and sisters downstairs. The four eyes looked very helpless, Geng Zhongjun patted Li Zifeng on the shoulder, Li Zifeng smiled at him and took his sister away. Geng Zhongjun went upstairs, and when he opened the door, he heard He Yingxue's heart-rending cry, and couldn't help sighing, this stupid girl didn't know when she would understand Li Zifeng's hard work, and sat quietly in the living room, giving her space for her to vent.