A relationship, some people are tired of each other, and some people are because the misunderstanding between the two has not been resolved, the departure caused by this way will eventually return to the starting point again, when looking at each other at that moment, they may cherish it more, after the two people looked at each other at that time, there may only be love. Terrible, disappointment. When one of them feels disappointed, in the good past will not mention the present, everything experienced between the two people, is not as good as the disappointment generated at this moment and washed away, some people say that I am tired, it is better to say that the disappointment to a certain point, the broken mirror, no matter how hard to put together, after all, there will still be traces of the past, can not be restored. The dream is shattered, how can I find it?

After the phone call, I looked ahead in a daze, I didn't know what I was thinking at that moment, and it didn't seem to be such a scene in the script I was expecting.

After a while, I was distracted by the lively atmosphere around me, and I asked the waiter to come over for the menu, and ordered a lot of them, maybe this behavior would make my own guilt feel a little less.

Later, I also thought that to be honest, everyone is a big man, and there is nothing that you can't afford to lose. Actually, it wasn't just a ball game, but it may have been too involved at the time, especially when it came to Jiang Li, my brain was always so impulsive that I couldn't even explain my behavior. At the moment of losing, I was surprised that all my teammates were watching my back slowly leave the court. Maybe they won't understand why I'm the one who was the most disappointed after the loss, maybe maybe I'm ashamed to go away because I missed the last-minute goal, or maybe I'm really ashamed......

I couldn't help but start to be annoyed, why, as soon as I encountered Jiang Li's incident, my brain began to be out of my control. I tried hard to forget about these things, but I found that he seemed to be rooted in my mind, and no matter how hard I turned over the ground, it still stuck in my mind and could not pull it out.

I don't know why my eyes were red again, I took a few deep breaths, closed my eyes and tried not to let the tears flow out of my eyes, I deceived myself, maybe I was a little hard to get rid of the memories in my mind, causing my tears to stay, as if I had been blinded by the wind and sand.

I lowered my head and looked at every conversation between me and Jiang Li on my phone, although it was not as sweet as others, but I could feel the kind of memories that only belonged to the two of us, dreams that belonged to the two of us.

When I looked up again, I saw that the dishes were ready, and I put away my phone and looked at the crowd around me, feeling a little ridiculous.

My eyes began to look around, eagerly searching for them. Finally I spotted their arrival at the zebra crossing across the road.

I hurriedly stood up, looked at the other side and waved, probably with a big movement, and everyone around me looked at me like a fool. At this time, Sun Qi patted Yu Qiang, who was on the phone, and motioned for him to look this way, Yu Qiang put down his phone after seeing me, waved at me, and a group of people began to walk over.

I slowly lowered my hand and watched the group walk towards me. At that moment, I miraculously felt the quiet atmosphere around me, and the noisy noise around me disappeared at that moment. I looked at them, one after another of the original memories came to my heart, from time to time I thought of the original scene of memory fragments, I couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness, I raised my head, closed my eyes, and did not let the droplets of emotion slip down.

When I opened my eyes again, they were already standing in front of me. As soon as Chu Kun saw me, he could see that he wanted to talk to me, but he was cleverly suppressed by Wang Han. At this time, Wang Han said roundly: "Come on, come on, everyone sit down, what are you doing standing." The people around us are looking at us. When Chu Kun saw this, he didn't say anything more, patted me on the shoulder, and sat down first.

To be honest, it was still a little embarrassing when people stood in front of me. I still don't know how to answer Chu Kun's next questions, or maybe I don't want to answer them at all.

Our group sat down, I looked at the people sitting opposite me, Sun Qi, Yu Qiang, Chu Kun, Zhao Jianjun, Wang Han..., my heart was very moved, since they didn't mention this matter, then I can't say more, I can only let it be like the wind of the autumn night, cool drift past us.

I opened the wine, bottle after bottle, and did not stop until I had finished the wine under my feet, and I handed one of them a bottle and filled it to myself. A few people didn't speak, but they touched their glasses and drank.

As I drank and drank, I gradually lost consciousness. It was only after drinking that I could really share my pain with my brothers. I said it one by one, and I wanted to forget it one by one. Then I lost consciousness, and I just remember that I kept talking and talking.

When I woke up again, I was already lying on my dorm bed. I struggled to prop myself up, looked at my phone, and found that it was less than 4 o'clock. Listening to Chu Kun snoring on the bed, Zhao Jianjun leaned over and fell asleep again in a strange posture. I rubbed my still sore head with my hand and got up and got out of bed.

Careful not to wake up the others, I walked out onto the balcony with my glass of water. Looking at the dark sky, I drank all the water in the cup in one go, and then I felt better.

I put the cup on the table, supported it with both hands, and sat down. The height of the fourth floor is not high enough to be low enough to look up and see the stars in the sky, and low enough for me to see my heart at a glance.

I just sat like that, sitting quietly. I watched the sun gradually rise in the sky, I watched the breakfast cart that came out early, and I watched my heart slowly fall silent.

I still think a lot about it when I sit on it, and I think of her. I pondered what I was supposed to do. I picked up my phone, flipped through the text messages between us one by one, and subconsciously opened and deleted them, but I didn't have the courage to press them.

At dawn, I saw that someone was already running on the track. So I got up and got off the stage, went back to the dormitory, got dressed quietly, and slowly opened the door and walked out.

The morning air was crisp, and I moved my body, trotted to the track, and started running. I was jogging with my head down, and before I knew it, I was sweating profusely. I wiped the sweat from my face with my clothes, but I felt extremely comfortable in my heart.

Later, when I was in a bad mood or something happened, I used to come to the track to run a few laps, and when I was sweating profusely, I often found a way to deal with it.

I walked slowly on the runway, and when I looked around, I saw that there was no one left, and my comrades, who were still fighting side by side with me just a moment ago, did not know where they had disappeared. I looked at my watch and it was only five o'clock, and I thought about it, if it weren't for someone like me, I wouldn't want to sleep in the dormitory until I woke up naturally.

I walked steadily step by step, and from time to time there was a cool wind, which made me feel a little cold. Just as I was still thinking about where to go to mingle in time, a breeze came to my nose with a fresh fragrance, and I knew and knew that this most familiar but unfamiliar smell represented her.

I looked up and found that Jiang Li was already running towards me, to be honest, I really thought she would come to me to say a few words, but just as my brain was spinning quickly and thinking about how to answer or how to act, she ran past me.

ran quietly like this, except for the smell that still permeated the place, there was no intersection. I was a little sad, and I resisted not to turn back and keep the last bit of self-esteem that belonged to me. I straightened my back and walked out calmly, I wanted to look back at that time to see what Jiang Li was doing, whether she was waiting for me to find her. But I know I can't, and I'd better let this be a thing of the past.

At that moment, I walked resolutely forward, without a trace of hope. Unbeknownst to me, Jiang Li stopped after running a few steps to overtake me, she turned around, and her hair hung at an angle along her face and fell down. Maybe what she didn't expect was that what she didn't expect was such a situation.

I stepped out of the runway and stopped. The clenched hands slowly loosened, as if their hearts were also loosened. I walked aimlessly with some lost souls, my mind was blank, all I knew was that the dreams I still had were broken. It was so broken that I couldn't recall what kind of dream it was. Just remember, I was here and she was gone.

The love and laughter in the memories have been sealed in the dust, waiting for the past that belongs only to you.