Chapter 85: The Meaning of Youth
"But I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore!" Su Guo sneered, "Do you believe it or not!" ”
"Good!" Qin Yao grabbed Su Guo's hand and quickly let it go again, "Okay, I can ...... with you Be friends. ”
"Thank you."
"But you must promise me one thing."
"What's the matter?"
"Since we're friends, you shouldn't decline a friend's invitation, right?"
When Su Guo returned to the room, took a shower, changed his clothes, and sat cross-legged on the bed, he couldn't help but regret it. Of course, she knew that Qin Yao's so-called invitation as a friend was a trap, he wanted to expose his true form, and he was embarrassed to admit that he still loved him and couldn't be a friend at all.
But she couldn't refuse, if she refused, then Qin Yao would definitely continue to entangle himself, he was selfishly unwilling to admit that he no longer loved him, and he still had hope for their feelings. Because of this, she must promise him, and she will tell him with "practical actions": I have made up my mind to really leave you! Even if it was to make a scene, she had to make Qin Yao believe that she had regarded him as an ordinary friend.
"It's really hard for Manager Su to come so far to our company for door-to-door verification this time."
"It should." Su Guo and the company's representatives shook hands and said goodbye at the entrance of the building.
"If Manager Su has time, how about we invite you to play in Sanya for half a day?"
Su Guo looked at his watch, "No need, I still have something to deal with." ”
Qin Yao made an appointment at the coffee shop next door to the building.
When Su Guo rushed over, he saw Qin Yao sitting in the open air seat outside the coffee shop, holding a huge dark green parasol above his head. Qin Yao had his back to her, so he didn't know that she was looking at him. Su Guo decided not to call him yet, just stood behind him and watched his back not far away, Su Guo told himself that this was to prepare himself for the time he was about to face him.
Su Guo had heard that if you like someone and then stare at their back, if they like you too, they will look back.
When Qin Yao suddenly turned around and accurately looked in the direction where Su Guo was standing, Su Guo had a feeling of being in a different world: Qin Yao was still the clean young man sitting under the apricot tree reading a book, demure and beautiful, and he was still quietly waiting for her return in the same place. But at the same time, Su Guo also knew very well that she was no longer the girl who only had this young man in her eyes back then, this time she was no longer waiting, and she chose to leave.
"Ice American, thank you." Su Guo walked over to Qin Yao and sat beside him, and the waiter at the coffee shop stepped forward to order.
"A glass of warm water," Qin Yao said, and whispered in her ear, "You're not suitable for drinking ice right now." ”
Su Guo sat upright, trying to ignore the breath that Qin Yao blew on his cheeks when he spoke, with the mellow aroma of coffee.
The waiter glanced at the two of them and said, "Okay, a glass of warm water." ”
The two sat in the open-air coffee shop for a while, barely talking, and then Qin Yao drove her to Sanya Bay.
Sanya Bay is close to the city of Sanya and is the central area of Sanya. The long and narrow bay has more than 20 kilometers of coastline, as well as the coconut dream promenade that Su Guo likes. The Coconut Dream Promenade is a seaside scenic avenue built around Sanya Bay, where coconut trees are neatly arranged on the side of the road, forming a wonderful picture with the beach and sea water. When they arrived, it was nearly dusk, and the golden sunset filled the sky over the entire corridor, and the sky occasionally drifted through a few caressing clouds, and from a distance it was a fiery burning cloud.
The two walked along the coconut dream corridor, and Su Guo wanted to take off his shoes several times and step directly on the sand, but Qin Yao ruthlessly refused.
Su Guo: Auntie, you're really here!
"Do you remember your high school graduation trip?" This was the first time Qin Yao had taken the initiative to recall the past with Su Guo.
Su Guo lowered his head and kicked the broken shell at his feet, "Of course I remember." ”
On that high school graduation trip, their school went to Nanjing. In fact, the memory of that trip to Nanjing was not very good for Su Guo, because she also came to her aunt that time. June 20 went, morning and evening still a little cold, took a bus all the way, just arrived in Nanjing as soon as she got off the bus she felt the soles of her feet fluttering.
In the afternoon, the school organized to go to Yuhuatai together and completed the 18-year-old coming-of-age ceremony in front of the martyrs' monument. She was so moved for a while that she forgot that her eldest aunt was there, and she and Lao Liu Zhuangzhi made a glass of ice mineral water on the spot, and only after drinking it did she complain.
The arrangement for the evening was to swim the Qinhuai River, and six people sat on a painting boat, and she sat with Lao Liu, Jiangmo, and Qin Yao. This result is naturally a deliberate arrangement between her and Lao Liu. It's just that her body was not strong at that time, and she was abused by her aunt so much that she lost her anger as before, so she could only sit on the boat and hold her stomach and endure the pain without speaking.
Although everyone was surprised by her sudden silence, the Qin Haihe River at night was too charming. The colorful lights lit up everywhere blur the strange beauty of the lake, and the dream is like a dream, a dream that makes this group of teenagers who are about to go to the future and enter another stage full of beauty and surprise.
In this dream, Su Guo was probably the only one who was awake, thanks to her eldest aunt. In fact, she was in pain to the point that her body was trembling slightly, and her forehead was covered with cold sweat. But the night was so dark that no one noticed her strangeness.
Looking back now, her biggest memory of Nanjing is that she was almost paralyzed by the cool night wind on the Qinhuai River.
"I have been to many places and countries, but the one that impressed me the most was the graduation trip in Nanjing." Qin Yao stood in front of a sea tide, looked at the distant morning glow, and sighed.
"But I don't really like it there."
"Don't you want to ask me why I remember it so much?"
"Why? Could it be because there were so many people who confessed to you that time? ”
That year's graduation trip was probably the last time they got together in their lives in the eyes of most of my classmates. After that, the results of the college entrance examination will be announced, and everyone will go their separate ways, and many people may not be able to do so. So at that time, there would be many people who decided to put everything on the line and talk about their feelings to those who had buried deep in their hearts for those years. Some succeed, some fail, and some cry all night without saying anything. And those girls who shouted at Qin Yao, "Qin Yao, you bastard, you ruined my entire youth" all made Su Guo feel moved, why not herself? Because she fell in love with Qin Yao, she automatically blocked other boys since she was a child, and because she fell in love with Qin Yao, she will continue to ignore others after working in college, and there will only be Qin Yao in her eyes. But why don't they understand, what is wrong with Qin Yao? None of them are wrong, but what is wrong is the ignorant and fearless youth.
But, no youth, no madness. Even if you know that you are wrong, you will move forward without hesitation, this is the meaning of youth.